Heaven It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again. "I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce wewe husband and wife" Hegbert said. After the wedding
I didn't know what Landon had planned for tonight, he'd seemed very secretive today and almost all week. I half expected him to do something.
After all this was Landon Carter.
He was coming over at 6:30. I had begun to get ready at 6:00, since I didn't need too much time, since it seems a little difficult for me to look slightly decent these days. But Landon still insists that I am beautiful, no matter what in his eyes.
So, I put on my blue flowered dress, and my pink sweater that he'd aliyopewa me. I pulled my hair back into a loose ponytail just as he...
I miss you, I miss you. I miss wewe so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in upendo with you. My memories keep looking for wewe but find that you're not here with me anymore.
[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss wewe so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in upendo with you. My memories keep looking for wewe but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[
The inayofuata day, after eating breakfast, wewe and Randy go to the beach, pwani together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. wewe and Randy just...
Wedding bells ring and the muziki plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see wewe with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle kwa Randy's father.
wewe walk down the aisle, feeling your moyo beat so fast and hard that it could kill wewe right there. wewe look to see Randy's face and it's like this:
I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.
After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets wewe go and assigns wewe a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. wewe go back to the house and wewe lie on the kitanda with the whole family near wewe just watching TV.
Mark: I can't stand this! Jill: Oh god wewe scared me Mark! Tim: Why? What's wrong? Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
wewe and Randy are in kitanda together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.
Randy: Jamie? Jamie: Hm? Randy: How hurt were wewe when...when all those times I left you? Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked wewe so much those times and I have wewe a chance to leave me before but wewe didn't. Then when wewe did...yah. Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when wewe left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All...
Randy goes in your room when the doctor alisema it was ok. He sees wewe sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits inayofuata to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for wewe kwa breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...
wewe wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair inayofuata to your bed. wewe look around and wewe realize your in a hospital. wewe can't remember anything that happened to wewe before except the dizziness wewe felt back at Randy's...
Randy sees wewe go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.
Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.
Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The picha of wewe crying your moyo out, shouting that wewe wanted to live, comes to his mind...