I waited in my room for long hours. It wasnt until 4:oo in the morning when I heard my door creak open. His tall figure walked to the side of my bed. “you need sleep” he whispered. “i cant” I looked down. My eyes ached from crying to much. The last memory still rung in my head. When it was last morning when we were getting ready to go from our hotel, and she had fogotten alex, her little girl doll I gave her when she was only 2 days old. Then her imba “i upendo you”. I still held alex in my arms, tears flowing from my face again. He sat on the edge closest to my shoulder. He layed his cold hand once again on my arm. But it wasnt trying to hold me down this time, it was comferting. “i know whats its like to lose someone wewe love...it happened lots of times. Before I knew it....all of them were gone” he looked into my eyes through the dark. I stared back. “how did they ALL die?” I asked. He looked down. I knew what emotion I was going through now, so I decided it was rude to make him feel it too. “im sorry wewe dont have to answer that” my arm began to feel numb. “where were wewe going..” he asked. “huh?” “when wewe were In the car? Where were wewe headed?” he looked back up at me. “oh.....i dont know really. Just somewhere” he smiled a little. “your sister alisema lots of things about wewe when wewe were asleep.” he said. “she did?” I felt the tears again.
“yes. She even told me to keep wewe safe” his face showed he didnt know what my response would be. “im leaving this hospital in the morning” I frowned. “i understand your wish” he sounded disapointed. “she also sang me songs, and told me about how much she loved you...and for wewe not to be sad. Shell be ok in heaven” his voice cracked and he sat up. “i think I better leave, wewe need to sleep” he walked to the door. “um...” I began. He turned. “yea?” I looked at his name tag. Dr. Cullen. Huh, it sounded cute. “Dr. Cullen, I dont think I can sleep in a hospital...” I told him. “hmm.....ok. Well here..follow me” he alisema holding out his hand. And I took it.
We reached the parking lot and walked to a sleek black car...a Mercedes. “woah” I said. He smiled. “i cant take patients from the hospital area, but my back kiti, kiti cha is big enough for a person. And I got blankets in the shina so wewe can use one as a pillow.” he opened the door for me. It had nice leather cusiony seats and it was long enough for me to streech. He rolled a blanket for my mto and I pulled a nice cool slicky sheet over me. He closed my door and got into the drivers seat. “thank you” I said. He leaned the opisite direction his feet up on on seat. “no problem..” he whispered. His golden eyes were really handsome, if I thought about it. And his body...(dont think like that!) I thought. Im only 19, too young to be thinking like that about a grown man. Yet, it was funny how he looked back at me. He smiled. “do I have something on my face thats distrating wewe from sleeping?” he joked. I knew I was blushing, the familer heat piercing my cheeks indicating my blood was red hot. “im sorry its rude to stare..” I looked at my mto and hide half my face in it. “when I whispered to your sister that last time....you know what she told me?” I shook my head. “For wewe to remember to put your right shoe on first, cause bad luck isnt what wewe need at the moment” I laughed. My sister always warned me about that, she believed it was bad if wewe didnt put wewe right shoe on first youd be cursed with bad luck for the whole day. I remembered that she freaked out when she out her left one on first the morning we left for the higheay. I gulped.
“please dont cry” he alisema with plead and sadness. “i dont like it when wewe cry” he layed that cold hand on my leg. “why are wewe so cold?” I asked. He frowned. “and your eyes, there GOLD, I dont know if thats even a possible color.” he gulped removing his hand. “tell me” I grabbed his hand.
“i cant” he pulled away sitting back into his seat. “go to sleep, please. Id hate for wewe to fall when wewe walk” so I sighed and shut my eyes. “fine Doc, whatever wewe say....” I huffed. I heard him laugh softly.“if wewe wont tell me ill just have to find out” he looked at me his head now on the side on his seat. “go. To . SLEEP” he said. I grumbled turning the other way. “hppfh” I huffed. And thats when my eyes shut, letting me see the scary pictures that allowed themselves to my mind.
“yes. She even told me to keep wewe safe” his face showed he didnt know what my response would be. “im leaving this hospital in the morning” I frowned. “i understand your wish” he sounded disapointed. “she also sang me songs, and told me about how much she loved you...and for wewe not to be sad. Shell be ok in heaven” his voice cracked and he sat up. “i think I better leave, wewe need to sleep” he walked to the door. “um...” I began. He turned. “yea?” I looked at his name tag. Dr. Cullen. Huh, it sounded cute. “Dr. Cullen, I dont think I can sleep in a hospital...” I told him. “hmm.....ok. Well here..follow me” he alisema holding out his hand. And I took it.
We reached the parking lot and walked to a sleek black car...a Mercedes. “woah” I said. He smiled. “i cant take patients from the hospital area, but my back kiti, kiti cha is big enough for a person. And I got blankets in the shina so wewe can use one as a pillow.” he opened the door for me. It had nice leather cusiony seats and it was long enough for me to streech. He rolled a blanket for my mto and I pulled a nice cool slicky sheet over me. He closed my door and got into the drivers seat. “thank you” I said. He leaned the opisite direction his feet up on on seat. “no problem..” he whispered. His golden eyes were really handsome, if I thought about it. And his body...(dont think like that!) I thought. Im only 19, too young to be thinking like that about a grown man. Yet, it was funny how he looked back at me. He smiled. “do I have something on my face thats distrating wewe from sleeping?” he joked. I knew I was blushing, the familer heat piercing my cheeks indicating my blood was red hot. “im sorry its rude to stare..” I looked at my mto and hide half my face in it. “when I whispered to your sister that last time....you know what she told me?” I shook my head. “For wewe to remember to put your right shoe on first, cause bad luck isnt what wewe need at the moment” I laughed. My sister always warned me about that, she believed it was bad if wewe didnt put wewe right shoe on first youd be cursed with bad luck for the whole day. I remembered that she freaked out when she out her left one on first the morning we left for the higheay. I gulped.
“please dont cry” he alisema with plead and sadness. “i dont like it when wewe cry” he layed that cold hand on my leg. “why are wewe so cold?” I asked. He frowned. “and your eyes, there GOLD, I dont know if thats even a possible color.” he gulped removing his hand. “tell me” I grabbed his hand.
“i cant” he pulled away sitting back into his seat. “go to sleep, please. Id hate for wewe to fall when wewe walk” so I sighed and shut my eyes. “fine Doc, whatever wewe say....” I huffed. I heard him laugh softly.“if wewe wont tell me ill just have to find out” he looked at me his head now on the side on his seat. “go. To . SLEEP” he said. I grumbled turning the other way. “hppfh” I huffed. And thats when my eyes shut, letting me see the scary pictures that allowed themselves to my mind.
(continued from 13)
i looked at edward as he alisema his words. what did he know about what my baby would eat? i mean...really. what did he do? read its mind?
carlisle watched alice as she came back into the living room with a white cup in her hand. i could smell copper...i grabbed the cup with weak hands. "here" alice smiled. i looked at the straw as i took in a sip....the red liqued filling my mouth as i got queezy. Blood. they gave me Blood.
but there was no kick, and there wasnt no sickness. i smiled brightly. "yummy" i alisema as i looked at carlisle. he smiled and sat inayofuata to me. he rubbed my tummy as a gentle little kick greeted his touch. "tiny likes it too it looks like" he said. "tiny?" i asked. he smiled..."yea...i nicknamed the baby untill i know its gender..or size. i laughed.
(i know its short...but the inayofuata story is is carlisles perspective so....yea) im working on it 8p
i looked at edward as he alisema his words. what did he know about what my baby would eat? i mean...really. what did he do? read its mind?
carlisle watched alice as she came back into the living room with a white cup in her hand. i could smell copper...i grabbed the cup with weak hands. "here" alice smiled. i looked at the straw as i took in a sip....the red liqued filling my mouth as i got queezy. Blood. they gave me Blood.
but there was no kick, and there wasnt no sickness. i smiled brightly. "yummy" i alisema as i looked at carlisle. he smiled and sat inayofuata to me. he rubbed my tummy as a gentle little kick greeted his touch. "tiny likes it too it looks like" he said. "tiny?" i asked. he smiled..."yea...i nicknamed the baby untill i know its gender..or size. i laughed.
(i know its short...but the inayofuata story is is carlisles perspective so....yea) im working on it 8p