I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, wewe could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless wewe tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when wewe believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people wewe love, people charging wewe with positive energy. And to give wewe something zaidi specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every wingu has a silver lining.