The Golden Tear part five
Liz alisema "uh uh Eva?" I alisema "yeah it's me Liz oh my goodness Lis
Steve set wewe up" and then Steve walked out from behind the counter
and alisema "yea verry good Eva" Liz alisema "um Steve what are wewe doing
here wewe alisema I needed to getsomething for you" and Steve alisema "yeah
wewe need to get Rebecca's kids back to her" and then Rebecca walked
out from the bathroom and alisema "Eva give me my babies back" I said
"No never not after what wewe did to them" and she alisema "what did I
ever do to them but give them life" I alisema "you no what wewe did Rebecca
wewe told Mr. Dean that it was okay to kill them as long as her never
hurt wewe how could you, wewe wewe are evil and wewe deserve to die"
Rebecca said"I would watch you'r mouth if I were wewe I have a gun"
And Liz alisema "So wewe and Steve are together now?" "Steve what about
what wewe alisema to me that wewe loved me and that after we got reed of
Eva we could get marryed and have a family of our own" I alisema "Liz
I always new wewe were no go and kwa the way if i get out of this alive
then wewe are moving out" "And if wewe die" alisema Liz "Then The Kids go
to A family friend" then Rebecca butted in "not if all you'r family is
dead!" And Then Liz alisema "Steve I'll be on you'r side let me live" and then
she kissed him on the cheak, and it broke my moyo to see her do that to
me but I did not onyesha no fear then Liz pulled out a gun and said" ready
to die ......."
Liz alisema "uh uh Eva?" I alisema "yeah it's me Liz oh my goodness Lis
Steve set wewe up" and then Steve walked out from behind the counter
and alisema "yea verry good Eva" Liz alisema "um Steve what are wewe doing
here wewe alisema I needed to getsomething for you" and Steve alisema "yeah
wewe need to get Rebecca's kids back to her" and then Rebecca walked
out from the bathroom and alisema "Eva give me my babies back" I said
"No never not after what wewe did to them" and she alisema "what did I
ever do to them but give them life" I alisema "you no what wewe did Rebecca
wewe told Mr. Dean that it was okay to kill them as long as her never
hurt wewe how could you, wewe wewe are evil and wewe deserve to die"
Rebecca said"I would watch you'r mouth if I were wewe I have a gun"
And Liz alisema "So wewe and Steve are together now?" "Steve what about
what wewe alisema to me that wewe loved me and that after we got reed of
Eva we could get marryed and have a family of our own" I alisema "Liz
I always new wewe were no go and kwa the way if i get out of this alive
then wewe are moving out" "And if wewe die" alisema Liz "Then The Kids go
to A family friend" then Rebecca butted in "not if all you'r family is
dead!" And Then Liz alisema "Steve I'll be on you'r side let me live" and then
she kissed him on the cheak, and it broke my moyo to see her do that to
me but I did not onyesha no fear then Liz pulled out a gun and said" ready
to die ......."
A special world for wewe and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
If I could have just One Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your moyo beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
when upendo dies
upendo is the cause of innocent cries,
As when upendo dies,
upendo becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the upendo they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A upendo that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their upendo to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
au is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
au were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When upendo dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when upendo dies,
We fall apart inside
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upendo is the cause of innocent cries,
As when upendo dies,
upendo becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the upendo they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A upendo that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their upendo to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
au is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
au were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When upendo dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when upendo dies,
We fall apart inside
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Drip Drop, Drip Drop,
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A upendo that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had upendo for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would wewe know what to do,
would wewe know what to say,
would wewe know how hed feel,
would wewe see how hes sad,
would wewe understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what wewe do fix things
au make them worse,
for the better au for the worst,
this upendo must have been cursed
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A upendo that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had upendo for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would wewe know what to do,
would wewe know what to say,
would wewe know how hed feel,
would wewe see how hes sad,
would wewe understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what wewe do fix things
au make them worse,
for the better au for the worst,
this upendo must have been cursed
Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto wewe
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
wewe shake and cringe
wewe stare and wewe wave
wewe grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
wewe whisper a note
wewe whisper a love
wewe turn to walk
but find wewe can't move
wewe take some breathes
and count to 10
wewe hold on to chest
once again
wewe start to calm down
wewe start to see
wewe find a mirror
and see what he now see's
wewe whisper soft
but yet still clear
wewe take one zaidi breath
and start to quiver
wewe shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could upendo wewe and still it was never enough?'
what happens inayofuata is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that wewe realised
wewe were zaidi than enough
and wewe always had been
it wasn't wewe
it wasn't wewe and him
it was him that wewe didn't see
who played wewe along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto wewe
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
wewe shake and cringe
wewe stare and wewe wave
wewe grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
wewe whisper a note
wewe whisper a love
wewe turn to walk
but find wewe can't move
wewe take some breathes
and count to 10
wewe hold on to chest
once again
wewe start to calm down
wewe start to see
wewe find a mirror
and see what he now see's
wewe whisper soft
but yet still clear
wewe take one zaidi breath
and start to quiver
wewe shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could upendo wewe and still it was never enough?'
what happens inayofuata is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that wewe realised
wewe were zaidi than enough
and wewe always had been
it wasn't wewe
it wasn't wewe and him
it was him that wewe didn't see
who played wewe along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As wewe know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and kondoo (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, au mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, kichaka ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the kichaka had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", wewe know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the kichaka had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", wewe know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and upendo another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and upendo another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I alisema was true.
And when I alisema I upendo you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought wewe would be there through the times that I needed wewe the most.
I thought wewe would be there to help me
When your upendo was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking wewe would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I alisema was true.
And when I alisema I upendo you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought wewe would be there through the times that I needed wewe the most.
I thought wewe would be there to help me
When your upendo was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking wewe would be there catch me.
some amature suff
Dream Of My upendo So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This upendo is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But zaidi dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see wewe someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My upendo So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This upendo is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But zaidi dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see wewe someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I don’t think I could ever upendo someone like I loved you
wewe are my first and last upendo
wewe go I go
wewe stay I stay
And wewe might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way upendo is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
wewe will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So wewe can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains wewe can be my shelter.
I will tell wewe my feelings and wewe will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
wewe can take me home
I will let wewe hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch wewe give me
I will be satisfied.
wewe are my first and last upendo
wewe go I go
wewe stay I stay
And wewe might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way upendo is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
wewe will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So wewe can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains wewe can be my shelter.
I will tell wewe my feelings and wewe will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
wewe can take me home
I will let wewe hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch wewe give me
I will be satisfied.