My dress fluttered backwards, anchoring me back as I ran for my life, through the thick green Forrest trees. But that wasn't stopping me. my hair, usually dead straight, my fringe usually braided to the side now blue everywhere in a Tangled mess.
"Emily!" my hunters called in anxious voices, bringing me to a stop, I didn't realy know why I was running, mas it because my boyfriend had been standing infront of me, and then with a blink of an eye, he was across the room. That's something khyrin should have brought up on a first date, I'm 17, I'm not in to chick flicks, I'm a frigan teleporter... au maybe it was because mi bestfriend, khyrins sisters had just decided to jiunge in, in freaking me out, Samarah, alisema he didn't want a rainy day, and all of a sudden out came the sun, au Katelyn I thought she new me better than any one... Stupid mind reader, au maybe, maybe it was that steph and kakira, ( the twins) went and controlled moto and ice. au it even could e tht the only family I have left in the world, my 2 well 3 brothers ( but roran was out of town) thought they'd jiunge in on the party...
Well zennyk, felt the need to run 19 laps around the room within 2.57 sekunde au maybe it was because Tyler disapeared. au it could have something to do with mi adoptive father, thinking I needed to calm down, placed a nice warm hand on mi neck and I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I'd just quietly stood there shakeing in my skin, but as soon as I'd had the chance, I ran for it,
Frayer ( my father) was too far behind me too slow me down now.
"Em" someone called bringing me out of my flash back and back to reality. I took off.
Fray had no control over my emotions so fear and surprise drove me faster
"Em " a familiar voice called, bringing me back to a stand still, "em, don't be scared it's okay, just hear us out" she calmed me,
" em" another joined in.
" Millie," khyrins voice called, they were closer than I would have thought.
I started hyperventallating, what should I do, what could I do, do I turn back, do I keep going, do I hide from my own family.
"Millie," khyrins voice came from behind me, I slowly turned to spot him and Samarah, a few trees away
"em it's okay" Samarah alisema raising her arms in reasurance. I took another step back, watching my hunters, a restraining hand caught my shoulder and a warm finger was placed on mi bait neck, shocked I jolted backwards to see fray,
" dad" Samarah alisema with worry, as fray placed his hand back onto my neck, as I tried to shrug him off.
He nodded obviousley understanding something I didn't, "khyrin, catch her"
I tried to step back again, but fray held tight. Khy stepped forward, his long shaggy spiked out hair, blowing around with the breeze.
I tried to shrug him off one last time, but fray held tight as khy stepped mbele and placed a strong grip, on my waist, a shudder ran down mi spine, the moment he touched me.
"it's ok babee" he alisema , feeling mi unease
" ready" fray asked,
" yep, I got her"
I flinched away and he smiled an apologetic smile, his green eyes sparkling, tht wasn't fare how could he still dazzle me like that.
" Samarah go tell the others," I heard fray murmered before he placed his whole hand in the back of my neck and a wave of lethargy, washed over me, I felt my eyelids droup shut without mi permission
I forced them up, and tried to push myself away from frayers hand but khyrin held me firm and frays hens never left it's spot, I tried again with an even weaker push, but yet again I stayed still.
" don't fight it Em" a voice echod from the Forrest edge and I pushed mi head up with all my might to catch a glimpse of mi brother zennyk standing completely still,
" hes rite millie, lett itt take ovaa" the words started to slur together as I fell into unconciousnes
So tell me wat u think???
"Emily!" my hunters called in anxious voices, bringing me to a stop, I didn't realy know why I was running, mas it because my boyfriend had been standing infront of me, and then with a blink of an eye, he was across the room. That's something khyrin should have brought up on a first date, I'm 17, I'm not in to chick flicks, I'm a frigan teleporter... au maybe it was because mi bestfriend, khyrins sisters had just decided to jiunge in, in freaking me out, Samarah, alisema he didn't want a rainy day, and all of a sudden out came the sun, au Katelyn I thought she new me better than any one... Stupid mind reader, au maybe, maybe it was that steph and kakira, ( the twins) went and controlled moto and ice. au it even could e tht the only family I have left in the world, my 2 well 3 brothers ( but roran was out of town) thought they'd jiunge in on the party...
Well zennyk, felt the need to run 19 laps around the room within 2.57 sekunde au maybe it was because Tyler disapeared. au it could have something to do with mi adoptive father, thinking I needed to calm down, placed a nice warm hand on mi neck and I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I'd just quietly stood there shakeing in my skin, but as soon as I'd had the chance, I ran for it,
Frayer ( my father) was too far behind me too slow me down now.
"Em" someone called bringing me out of my flash back and back to reality. I took off.
Fray had no control over my emotions so fear and surprise drove me faster
"Em " a familiar voice called, bringing me back to a stand still, "em, don't be scared it's okay, just hear us out" she calmed me,
" em" another joined in.
" Millie," khyrins voice called, they were closer than I would have thought.
I started hyperventallating, what should I do, what could I do, do I turn back, do I keep going, do I hide from my own family.
"Millie," khyrins voice came from behind me, I slowly turned to spot him and Samarah, a few trees away
"em it's okay" Samarah alisema raising her arms in reasurance. I took another step back, watching my hunters, a restraining hand caught my shoulder and a warm finger was placed on mi bait neck, shocked I jolted backwards to see fray,
" dad" Samarah alisema with worry, as fray placed his hand back onto my neck, as I tried to shrug him off.
He nodded obviousley understanding something I didn't, "khyrin, catch her"
I tried to step back again, but fray held tight. Khy stepped forward, his long shaggy spiked out hair, blowing around with the breeze.
I tried to shrug him off one last time, but fray held tight as khy stepped mbele and placed a strong grip, on my waist, a shudder ran down mi spine, the moment he touched me.
"it's ok babee" he alisema , feeling mi unease
" ready" fray asked,
" yep, I got her"
I flinched away and he smiled an apologetic smile, his green eyes sparkling, tht wasn't fare how could he still dazzle me like that.
" Samarah go tell the others," I heard fray murmered before he placed his whole hand in the back of my neck and a wave of lethargy, washed over me, I felt my eyelids droup shut without mi permission
I forced them up, and tried to push myself away from frayers hand but khyrin held me firm and frays hens never left it's spot, I tried again with an even weaker push, but yet again I stayed still.
" don't fight it Em" a voice echod from the Forrest edge and I pushed mi head up with all my might to catch a glimpse of mi brother zennyk standing completely still,
" hes rite millie, lett itt take ovaa" the words started to slur together as I fell into unconciousnes
So tell me wat u think???
Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto wewe
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
wewe shake and cringe
wewe stare and wewe wave
wewe grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
wewe whisper a note
wewe whisper a love
wewe turn to walk
but find wewe can't move
wewe take some breathes
and count to 10
wewe hold on to chest
once again
wewe start to calm down
wewe start to see
wewe find a mirror
and see what he now see's
wewe whisper soft
but yet still clear
wewe take one zaidi breath
and start to quiver
wewe shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could upendo wewe and still it was never enough?'
what happens inayofuata is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that wewe realised
wewe were zaidi than enough
and wewe always had been
it wasn't wewe
it wasn't wewe and him
it was him that wewe didn't see
who played wewe along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto wewe
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
wewe shake and cringe
wewe stare and wewe wave
wewe grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
wewe whisper a note
wewe whisper a love
wewe turn to walk
but find wewe can't move
wewe take some breathes
and count to 10
wewe hold on to chest
once again
wewe start to calm down
wewe start to see
wewe find a mirror
and see what he now see's
wewe whisper soft
but yet still clear
wewe take one zaidi breath
and start to quiver
wewe shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could upendo wewe and still it was never enough?'
what happens inayofuata is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that wewe realised
wewe were zaidi than enough
and wewe always had been
it wasn't wewe
it wasn't wewe and him
it was him that wewe didn't see
who played wewe along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As wewe know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and kondoo (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, au mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, kichaka ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the kichaka had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", wewe know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the kichaka had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", wewe know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
This is a play I wrote.
There are three acts.
I'll add the inayofuata two later.
(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can wewe not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are wewe talking to yourself au something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)
There are three acts.
I'll add the inayofuata two later.
(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can wewe not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are wewe talking to yourself au something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and upendo another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and upendo another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I alisema was true.
And when I alisema I upendo you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought wewe would be there through the times that I needed wewe the most.
I thought wewe would be there to help me
When your upendo was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking wewe would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I alisema was true.
And when I alisema I upendo you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought wewe would be there through the times that I needed wewe the most.
I thought wewe would be there to help me
When your upendo was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking wewe would be there catch me.
some amature suff
Dream Of My upendo So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This upendo is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But zaidi dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see wewe someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My upendo So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This upendo is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But zaidi dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see wewe someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung kwa Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they alisema they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No Marafiki tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. wewe hurt me. wewe blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they alisema they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No Marafiki tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. wewe hurt me. wewe blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
I don’t think I could ever upendo someone like I loved you
wewe are my first and last upendo
wewe go I go
wewe stay I stay
And wewe might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way upendo is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
wewe will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So wewe can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains wewe can be my shelter.
I will tell wewe my feelings and wewe will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
wewe can take me home
I will let wewe hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch wewe give me
I will be satisfied.
wewe are my first and last upendo
wewe go I go
wewe stay I stay
And wewe might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way upendo is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
wewe will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So wewe can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains wewe can be my shelter.
I will tell wewe my feelings and wewe will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
wewe can take me home
I will let wewe hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch wewe give me
I will be satisfied.