Her Heart's Desire

This world, is so ignorant and blind,
"Greed and Power" has altered our lives,
What happened to the will to live freely and in peace??
I'll tell wewe what.. It's Man and his Greed.

Man made money.
Man invented time.
They use this, to keep us in line.
To keep us busy, while they do fuck all,
Just collect the money you've worked your arse off for.

There's no such thing as freedom,
As we're forever in their grasp,
Fuck sake people..
Get your head out your ass!

Stand up! Speak up! Let it be Heard!
Together as One.
We can change the World!

Put it how it should of been..
Long before time.
All I ask, is to open your eyes.
Look back in History, open your mind,
It all adds up, you'll soon realise.

Prove what a Man truly is..
Courageous, Strong, Loyal in his word.
Be a Man.
Stand up to this corrupt fucking world.

I stare
He returns the glare
His eyes are focused
His lips are clear
One must live
While the other disappears

Life is short
but this is shorter
Time stops
My life flashes nonstop
He spends
as i watch

Its too late to cheerish this moment
Before i know it
It stops
the gun has choosen
Its inayofuata victim

This game
has no winner
one dies
while the other survives
but maybe not for long

He would play again
with a different partner
He might even lose
And pay the price
With his life
Think about that, inayofuata time wewe play

We have settled the argument
no zaidi disagreement
We know who must
Pay the price
The gun has choosen
And it picked . . .

CA-POW . . . me.

This is a play I wrote.
There are three acts.
I'll add the inayofuata two later.

(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can wewe not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are wewe talking to yourself au something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)

I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung kwa Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.

It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they alisema they cared. I can't go back.

I can feel it coming. No Marafiki tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.

Don't cry for me. you're too late. wewe hurt me. wewe blamed me everything. I can never go home.

I am lost. I will never go home.

pain fills my moyo and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed kwa the hand and pulled out kwa a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb kwa limb, every string of my moyo played kwa the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, au so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion wewe can't replace and I faced it everyday au so for a mwaka and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my moyo and soul that wewe will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...