The Good:

1. He (his name is Lev) smiles when i talk to him

2. He "chuckles" at some of the things i say

3. He always makes eye-contact with me

*4. He stands fairly cose to me (ex: whenever he doesnt hear something that i say he leans down so i can repeat it and he can hear. but when he does that his ear is like 3 to 4 inches from my lips! then im just standing there thinking "dude, if wewe dont back up im gonna freakin hyperventilate and faint!"

*5. We always walk colse to eachother [sometimes our arms brush ;D])

6. He seems to enjoy my presence

7. He looks at me quite a few times (i feel like he watches me sometimes, even when he aint lookin at me...O.o)

*8. Hes a gentleman (holds doors open for me [even when im alredy holdin open the door...you see, if im first to get to a door that we're gonna walk thro ill push/pull it open and let him go first. the problem is: he dont walk thro. he'll put his hand where the handle is--which is usually where my back is...--and let me walk while he holds the door. i think its sweet that he does that, but also kinda silly. if i hav the door open, he doesnt need to hold it for me....], lets me walk thro small openings in big groups before him, etc.)

9. He didnt reject my number when i gave it to him!

10. He waits for me at my locker

11. He rocks back and forth on his heels when hes around me sometimes (my friend Emily told me sometimes when a guy likes a girl and theyr talkin au somethin and hes nervous he'll rock back and forth on his heels; he does that ALL THE TIME around me!)

12. Some guy thats Lev's friend (my friend and her Marafiki call him Puerto Rico) hangs around us sometimes. once he looked at both of us, then looked at Lev and rose his eyebrows a couple times. Lev smiled and chuckled, then they both STARED AT ME. BOTH OF THEM. i started blushin and alisema "stop lookin at me like that, guys." Puerto Rico did it again and Lev was still smilin, then i alisema to him "oh, wewe just think thats SOOO funny..." he was still smilin. DOES THAT MEAN ANYTHIN?? (Puerto Rico likes to tease us sometimes)

*13. He offered me Candy today!! XD lol

14. We mostly be ourselves around eachother, cuz we're pretty good Marafiki now, even if we've only known one another for, like, 2 months >.<

15. My friend Bailee tells me he flirts with me when we talk and that he has the usual "flirty guy face" on

16. My OTHER friend Bailey talked to him during gym and told me he asked where i was XP

17. EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL thinks we're going out and pretty much everyone thinks we make a really cute couple

*Note: he usually does numbers 4, 5, 8, and pretty much 13 too to all the girls hes Marafiki with, but--sometimes--it just feels a little zaidi sincere when he does it to me (i kinda mean numbers 4, 5, and 8 when i say that)

The Bad:

1. He still seems fairly quiet around me sometimes

2. He never really starts conversation

3. He doesnt approach me (unless he appproaches my locker to wait for me)

4. He hasnt called me yet :'(

5. He ditched me to talk to his other Marafiki who are girls today :'(x100000000000000000, so i walked away to my bus :(

6. I had Bailee ask him if he likes me (i know, STUPID idea) and he alisema no...tho, he is a very quiet and personal person so MAYBE he DOES, he just didnt want t say so....i dont know!! im an idiot....

(^for numbers 1, 2, 3, and 4: hes a pretty shy guy. plus, hes Russian, so he might be a little nervous au whatevr cuz hes in a different country)


AS OF THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 15, 2012--ATTENTION FANPOPERS: FORGET EVERY GOOD THING THAT HAS HAPPENED. I LEARNED ON MONDAY (11/12/12) THAT HE HAS A GF--AND SHE IS NOT ME. HE DIDNT EVEN TELL ME. I HAD TO HEAR IT FROM OTHER PPL, AND SEE HIM HOLDIN HER WITH MY OWN EYES. HE ALWAYS HAS HIS ARM AROUND HER AND SHE ALWAYS RESTS HER HEAD ON HIS SHOULDER AND THEY ALWAYS HOLD HANDS. I HEAR THEY EVEN KISSED. FUN FACT: HE'S RUSSIAN, SHE'S MEXICAN, AND HER NAMES AMERICA (not to be racist au anythin). HE NEVER TALKS TO ME ANYMORE, STOP kwa MY LOCKER, BUT HE STILL LOOKS AT ME. I WAS STANDIN kwa MY Marafiki LOCKER ONE TIME, SURROUNDED kwa MY FRIENDS, AND HE PASSED. THE WHOLE TIME HE WAS PASSIN HE WAS LOOKIN AT ME. AND HE THROWS QUICK GLANCES AT ME SOMETIMES, AS IF HE MISSES ME. I THINK AMERICA TOLD HIM TO STAY AWAY. AND MY DAD THINKS SHE ONLY ASKED HIM OUT TO KEEP HIM AWAY FROM ME........MY PARENTS TELL ME TO FORGET ABOUT HIM AND songesha ON CUZ HE DECIDED TO ACT LIKE A DICK, BUT I CANT FORGET AND songesha ON!!!!!!!! I JUST CANT! THEY MAKE IT SOUND LIKE ITS THE LAST STRAW, BUT I DONT THINK IT IS. ITS LIKE SAYIN UR AT THE END OF A BOOK AND UR ABOUT TO QUIT WHEN UR ONLY AT THE BEGINNING. I ALWAYS GET WEIRD PREMONITIONS, AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM.

DO wewe THINK I SHOULD GIVE UP, au WAIT FOR HIM TO COME ALONG, AND WHEN HE DOES, MAKE HIM GET ON HIS KNEES AND BEG FOR MY FORGIVNESS?? SERIOUSLY, WHAT SHOULD I DO?