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Hearing Damage.


Hearing Damage
CHAPTER 2– The Orphanage.


This is the siku two men in black suits knocked on the front door.
“Hello,” one of them nodded at me. He slipped off his black lenses. “Are wewe the daughter of Lisa Moore?”
I nodded. “Y-yes…”
“We’re from FBI and we’re here to take wewe somewhere.”
“What?” I was confused.
“You will understand when we take wewe there. Grab the things wewe need from this house and we’ll be off to go.” The other man told me, almost too hastily.
I was about to turn and go inside when one zaidi thing popped in my mind and I turned my...
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posted by malmcd
This for anyone out there who knows what pain truly feels like...This is for you..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Here's my story and feelings...

Each siku I always put on a smile
No matter what
I always smile

And the reason why I always smile is because when I was little my mom always used to say to me, to be strong and onyesha your not in pain and suck it up.

Each siku I always hold everything in
But when I get home
And I'm all alone
I burst into tears

Each siku I feel so alone
I feel as if I'm losing my Marafiki
Which I am

I've cut
I've swallowed the pills
I've drinked
I've force myself not to eat

But...
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posted by malmcd
I'm sick of these thoughts these people are ponding in my head,
I'm sick of this lie that people call life,
And I'm sick of the tears and hiding them away,
Trying to onyesha my parents I'm strong and okay.
But if your like me..
And your sick of the lies and this life wewe live wewe do the same as me..
Put a smile on your lips..

I'm the girl who's always smiling
And always looks so damn happy
But in reality its not even a real smile
It's zaidi like a plastered on mask
And my real smile has been gone now for quit some time
But no one can see that because they really don't care
They never ask if I'm okay they all...
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posted by anniewannie
Scars

Scars– A story about what scars truly mean to me.

When I fall into deep sleep
My moyo is at peace
For a while, I guess
Sometimes… it’s hard to say what I need to say
Because with all this pain locked inside me
Scars are printed on my heart
One kwa one, they appear
Some say that scars heal and wounds do not
With me, they don’t disappear nor do they heal
They simply grow
Pain is something I’ve been trapped in since I was small
It’s like death because pain is a feeling that makes me suffer
I can handle it perfectly, never inaonyesha any signs of it
But I don’t think I can handle one from another...
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posted by anniewannie
No one like me…

Can wewe see that girl over there?
The one who has deep-set brown eyes and raven black hair?
You can see that in her eyes, she has a story
I don’t know about you, but she’s always the one who stood out the most

Perpetually alone, somehow out of sight, out of mind ... and Lost in her thoughts
She goes kwa the rules at her school, obeying what anyone who asks her to do this, au do that
Really, she will do it
Just ask her and then snap she’ll do it, just like that

There are times when she can be regarded as the merriest person in the class
A love-sick one too and a person who has her...
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posted by BooBooBear981
"Write an makala about your life, your thoughts, anything on your mind! Get it off wewe shoulders! Express anything"

I stared blankly at the paper. “What was I going to write?” My mind was blank. My stomach was in a tight knot. I held my fist tightly closed to my chest. I felt like crying. Those dark memories came back.

I raised my hand. She called on me. 'Miss Ivory! Yes!"

I hold back my tears but manage to mumble. All eyes were on my know. I shivered.

"Can wewe write about anything on your mind? And wewe won't tell anyone?"

She thought a little bit before answering with a smile. "Why, I don't...
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Problems:

Heart:

    
    “Miss moyo I’m going to ask wewe one zaidi time, and I’d like if wewe told me the truth.”
    My mind was some place else. I’ve been answering the same swali over and over again with the same answer. The light burned my eyes and my stomach twisted as I stared down at the picture once again. There he laded...Dead. His body torn and cut, with flesh and blood seeping out with a pool of blood laying inayofuata to him. The thing that made me the most sick was his eyes..So lifeless and dark and dull. Then the same...
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posted by malmcd
This girl, her name is Amanda Todd.
She ilitumwa a video on YouTube a few days ago.
She was bullied so bad it led to suicide…

She was in a webcam chat group to meet up with new and old people.


They started calling her Beautiful, Stunning, cute, Etc.
And then they asked her to flash…
So she did…..
… Thinking it was nothing…
A mwaka went kwa and some guy she did not know, messaged her saying ”Give me a ‘show’ au I will send your boobs.”
She ignored it…..
Christmas Break came and a knock came on her door at 4 AM.
It was the police…
That person sent the picture to EVERYONE.
Everyone judged...
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posted by malmcd
I now see my life as if I'm alone in a big dark movie theater...
No way out.
And I'm sitting there watching all the happy memories I'v'e had...
One's with friends.
Real Friends,
Friends that have always been there for me.
And Funny moments.
Moments when I couldn't stop laughing au take the smile off my face...
And dance.
One the time in my live were I could be free
And be me.
When I could songesha anyway I wanted to...
I could be weird
Crazy
Sad
Mad
Hurt
In Pain
Alone
I could be all of those when dancing and no one would care how I looked they would see the real beauty of the movement...
And I see all those birthdays......
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posted by malmcd
My memory is pitch black
Like the color of the devils heart
My soul begins to rot
Like a meal that's been left out
My tears start to dry
Like a river in the desert
My dreams begin to float
Like a long Lost feather
My hopes begin to fall
Like rain from a cloud
My hunger ceased to exist
Like a mime that makes sound
My skin wants to break
Like a falling piece of glass
My fear begins to grow
Like a meadow burdened with grass
My anger builds up
Like a skyscraper, maghorofa with no ending
My sorrow fades out
Like a distant memory
My blood freezes up
Like water in the anartic
My Bones become brittle
Like a cigarette without an addict
My plan unfolds itself
Like a maua, ua beginning to bloom
My mind grows anxious
Like a bomb waiting for the boom
My conscious lies dormant
Like a volkano in the sea
My life awaits death
Like the power in a battery
As my light slowly goes out...
So does the rest of the world..
And life..
posted by malmcd
The girl who's always smiling? She's fed up with crying each night.

The guy who wont tell wewe things? He;s been backstabbed to many times.

The people with one friend? That friend is the only person who could be there for them.

The girl who says she hates life? She's been through to much to go on.

The boy who tells wewe he wants out? He's fed up with his fake smile.

There's only one thing they all share....

Scars...

The world tells me everything is going to be okay..But they don't know how I feel inside. That feeling of nothingness and blank emotions as the razor touches my skin..I feel nothing and...
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posted by malmcd
Did wewe know that 160,00 kids stay nyumbani from school everyday?

Because of Bullying and beginning abused at school...

There
Alone
Afraid
Hurt
Need Help
Crying
Silent
Dieing inside
Slowly killing them selfs...

While wewe stand there and watch and don't do anything..

Most kids don't tell anyone there being bullied because there scared...

144,000 of the 160,000 are reaching out to us we listen buts theres really nothing we can do..

Because there telling theres storys on youtube..

144,000 of them are trying to reach out to strangers...

When they could tell someone inayofuata to them...

Will wewe just watch as someone slowlly...
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Life is too short

Like a cigarette light on very dark night
Life is too short, do all of your effort
If wewe get the chance
Do your best, think it is a test

Like the leaves falling from the trees
Like the stars shimmering in a breeze
Life waites for nobody
Niether me, nor you, buddy

Life goes by
Don't let it fly
Life is like a mirror on a road
Sometimes it picha the wallow
Sometimes it reflects the blue sky, we don't see the shadow

If wewe looking for the fame
If wewe wanna make a name
When wewe fall down
Get up and try again
Don't be ashamed

Life is as precious as gold
So do all of your effort
Cause life is God damn...
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posted by snootygirl50701
10 Things I know kwa HEART:

1-friends
2-Family
3-music
4-PAIN.
5-Broken
6-Endangered
7-You
8-emotions
9-Lies
10-MY DEATH


10 Things I know kwa MIND:

1-math
2-science
3-money
4-bullied
5-Self harm
6-animals
7-POOR
8-music
9- Bodybuilder
10- RECORDS



10 Things I know kwa SOUL:

1-Love
2-Dreams
3-Break
4-life
5-smile
6-happy
7-drunk
8-wasted
9-drugged
10- SUICIDAL.


HEART + MIND + SOUL= SUICIDAL ♥

"MY DEATH RECORDS SUICIDAL."

-------------------MY DEATH; MY PAIN----------------------------------------------

RECORDS

All alone,
Staying here at home.
Once au twice,
I'll decide to be its victim.
Seven times,
I've act like a fool.
maybe I'm Mad...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Dakota Rea
Dakota Rea
Unbelievers

Volume one-

Day 1:
2021, December 12.

Dakota's might was drifting back from her cold dreams, the only time she could speak freely. The unite of freedom but of course, it was fake. Everything was fake. The government always wanted to rule with their 'terms'. We could not do anything but sit back and die, right?

Dear Diary,

Hi. I'm Dakota Rea. Today I'm turning thirteen, my family is going on a vacation and I actually get to go, shocking. Anyways, I'm packing because we're going to Grandpa Todd. I live in the south side of Earth, so it will take us seven days, ya, that's a lot!

Gtg, dad's...
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posted by anniewannie
She sits with her head bowed down
Some people gather to see if she's fine
But in reality, she feels hopeless with her world crashing around her as she silently cries
Nothing can change what she did in the past
'Cause those times are just memories, of love, tears and laughs
Memories that she has to forcefully leave
If wewe see a girl in the corner, would wewe help her?
Even if wewe hated her, would wewe still do it?

No, of course wewe wouldn't
You would just watch her fall to the ground, drown in her own shedded tears
Yes, of course, that's what wewe would do
Watch her die in her own grave, leave scratch marks...
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posted by alli-spark37
On the outside, club WISH was any other club. Drunk teens, crazy loud music, lights. But to Sasha, WISH stood out of them all...

Sasha pushed past the heavy metal doors and stared with wide eyes at the swirl of teens above her head. Sasha, don't start flipping out, your okay, just here to get Izzy and be out, She reminded herself and tried to push her way to the stage. being only 13 and a god foot shorter then most the teens around her she shoved past them with way zaidi effort then needed. Already she was anorexic and simple things like this were hard, all she anted to do was go curl up in...
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posted by malmcd
~Short of talking and imba and I picture someone imba this with a British Accent~

I say to myself...Self. Why are wewe awake again? It's one a.m. And I'm standing here in front of the refrigerator such a pretty sight. Florescent light's. Stary nights. Maybe I'll dream some zaidi but most likely they would come true. So I'll watch some T'V because it makes me happy to see people zaidi messed up then me...

~Chorus~

So self close your sleepy eyes,
And put away the medication.
And the insanity
And lets just have a Good Day!
Today!

Toda-a-a-a-y
Toda-a-a-y~

~Singing~

As the yellow moon rises up in the sky...
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posted by Giz_4ever
The beautiful girl I have known since I was two,
made a speech and now there's nothing I can do.
Drove away kwa a simple word,
flew away like a stream-lined bird.
A tear blown away with every gush of wind,
the script was wrote and then it was binned.
Ever word counted as horror,
sitting under a mti clenching onto my sorrow.
Every type of contact opened up a mystery door,
now it is a shame because it won't happen anymore.
I wish for wewe if I wasn't cruel,
I'd hope you'de wish for me to.
There is no swali relevent to why wewe left me,
there is only the answer which is obvious wewe see.
I covered...
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posted by alli-spark37
Scarred

My mind
My heart
My face

Ripping me apart from the inside out
I've heard wewe scream
I've heard wewe cry
I've seen wewe lie
I've watched kill

But why can't I jus have this simplest thing?
Me
Because when you've taken my soul and locked it in a box
It seems the only thing wewe see
Is your fate

I always cry in the middle of the night
But I only wanted
ONE DAMN THING

You've scarred my LIFE
Youve scarred my moyo
You've scarred my FACE

Just give me back
ME

I only wanted
ONE DAMN THING
ME!!!