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Opinion by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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T-T wow what an attention seeking makala name it basically screams out: "READ ME cuz it has the word secret in the name"... also its written in my diary T-T

Well yeah, the reason I had chose that name is because honestly I didn't know what to name the makala *shrugs* I decided to write out my feelings... but why post it? Well, because I want other's opinions and just the fact that once somethings on the web it doesn't feel so lonely anymore, the main problem is once someone see's it, wewe can't really take it back anymore :/
I might regret posting this, ssh shut up wolfcat, you're gunna talk yourself into not posting it. *my inner me starts beating up my outer me, and my brain fights along, not sure if its stupid au smart X3*
I mean like, if I don't want people to see it why do I post it O-O good question, time to have a moyo to moyo talk with myself about figuring out whats wrong with me.

here goes *holds thumb that no one reads this*:
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Opinion by Withering-Moon posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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i.
a girl’s feet will tangle yours under sheets wewe just bought for a night like this. the price tag is still glued to the plastic wrapping stuffed underneath the bed. her feet are frigid and feel like frostbite against your legs when wewe fall asleep, but they’re like mittens roasted over a moto when the sun blinks through the curtains.
ii.
a girl’s legs are taut and thick. they’re flexible and enclose wewe in a straightjacket at 2 am when they knot around your waist and pull wewe just a little closer. if she’s still sleeping, it’s even better.

iii.
her thighs will make wewe forget about your calculus homework and your french exam. they will make wewe forget about your father’s affair au your best friend’s disorders. they will make wewe forget your name and they will make wewe forget who wewe are without them. hold them as tight as wewe can. i promise, she loves it.

iv.
when wewe were in fourth grade, they taught wewe stop, drop, and roll at the sign of a fire. when you’re in her bedroom on the sekunde floor, her quivering hips will trick-start a similar moto in your teeth, and you’re going to want to listen to...
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Opinion by Withering-Moon posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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15: I met wewe and everything seems perfect now. i feel save and loved when I'm in your arms, and your the first man that i've been able to trust in a long time. 15: Loss my V card on the siku my inayopendelewa band broke, while eating Candy and watching my inayopendelewa movie to someone i love. 15: Im healthy and happy and I'm proud of myself.
14: I weigh 109, yet i think I'm huge and gross? I think somethings wrong with me? 14: My Self-esteem is so long its in the negatives 14: I took to many pills one night because life became an endless down hill. 14: My parents found out i was insane, they sent me away to get help. 14: My Counselor once asked me why i tried to kill myself and i alisema "Because people told me to be happy." Kind of sick isn't it? 14: I got out of the place and my family is scared of me, and my older brother is the only one who cares 14: I start high school scared but excited
13: I keep telling myself I was…different 13: I kept telling myself i was fat 13: I thought no one like me but i guess wewe did.
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Opinion by FoxMeetWii posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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You guys, it's me!
-The drums beat like the speed of rockets. Our pockets are empty, but our hearts are filled. WIth the speed of rockets, the blast off, leaving us with heavy dew. Heavy smoke. Cheers and through that, stands us-

_Guess who's back!
_That's right! It's me ;33
__I've missed everyone so much.
___I think I'm doing better.
____I'm a bit excited to find out if I am as well!

_Anyone else?
_How are wewe guys in fact?
__It's been tough but I couldn't leave like that.
___I'm very sorry.
____I know I owe someone who's very sweet, a very deep apology.
_____She deserves it zaidi than anyone..

_SO, I see we're not that active.

_Have no fear wewe guys!

_I'm thinking about making a new UPDATED version of Dream Diary on another club.

_A new club.

_Where we all can decide on the names.

_Maybe it'll be a chatting group for RP's and chats.

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Opinion by LightSoul99 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Depression is considered to be the most common disability that affects work productivity, family stability and personal happiness. Understanding how depression affects your relationship with your spouse will enable wewe to recognize the signs and get needed medical attention for your loved one.

The following is a orodha of five common symptoms associated with depression. Each has maswali to ask that will help wewe determine if there are problems with your spouse in this area. For a comprehensive discussion on the subject, see the website of the American Psychiatric Association.

Emotional numbness
Is your spouse turning a cold shoulder to your efforts in expressing upendo and affection?
Is there a lack of caring about wewe and other members of the family?
Are there pleasurable activities that your spouse engaged in previously that no longer seem to be enjoyable?
Do household chores and financial responsibilities remain undone while time is spent on electronic gaming and televisheni viewing?
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Fan fiction by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Here I AM!
A God's Son
He truly had no life of his own..
kwa Mariah Mason

The moonlight shimmered across our bloody path. The red petals that we so deeply depraved fall helplessly to his feet. To the tiny and bruised feet of the Son of God's. For his father, Anger and moyo both caressed this child as if he were there own. For these God's were brother, who were in love. They were incest but incest with Glee sometimes moyo was. But Anger, Wrath, as they called him is not so much like his brother. It was the child that had helped Wrath's being change. The green eyes, bright on rainy days and dull on bright days, was the reason.
Each tiny toe slipped over in the sand. Along with his heel tapping back on the soft land as he sprinted as fast as his little legs could go. His mother, Oh how he missed her, would be awaiting at the other side. Her beautiful smile awaits to be seen kwa him at the end. Her warmth, passionate love, and sympathy. It was the best even if she couldn't give his father what he wanted. So his tired legs leaped across from roof to roof.
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Article by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades I wanna remember this day
Passion killed kwa the comfort of time
I'm sorry if this makes wewe cry, but I have to speak my mind

Suck the colours from my eyes
When they lose their sparkle and forget to shine
Remember all the times wewe turned me down
I'm sorry if this hurts your moyo but where's the spark, from the start?

Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down

Embrace my reflection for a little while
For if I am to upendo I must try upendo myself
Cuddle with a cold corpse like frame
I'm sorry if my view of matrimony seems so obscure

Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
, illuminated kwa the blood red warnings
Let's rather put our minds on this starlight event
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Opinion by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Bully
kwa Mariah Mason

"These sheets I live on,
hold such a deadly sin,
and if wewe would only know,
how hard it is to let wewe in.
But this time I won't capture the words,
and let wewe believe it's just another win.
Meanwhile I'm left out in the cold
of your heart,
battling what we may never know.
And one day,
I'll understand why I was left with no upper hand,
but until then,
wewe will never know,
but these demons just want to show,
I thought I should just let wewe know.
Because I find it kind of funny,
how childish we may seem,
hopping around like a bunny,
boy now; isn't that kid a dummy.
Those kind of maoni aren't allowed,
keep talking and I might just ngumi, punch them out,
like the words I say to make wewe piss out rain,
the Cats and mbwa aren't falling today.
Ever notice how wewe find it hard making new friends?
Well, like how they say,
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Opinion by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Hope wewe enjoy. This is advice out for those with this..
I'm in process of making a YouTube channel and put out my songs. When I do... I'll link it out.
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Cheated.

[rap]
Like a wound au a burn, it's gonna make wewe learn.
I saved and forgave, never forget.
But what I'm about to say is worth the fit,
cause it's ancient art even if it even happened to wewe yesterday au a whole week to come pass.
'Can't press pause and play back, because the moment is now.
Can't get it back from the grave.'
I think wewe should promote it.
Even if your too late, au the cause of this blurry eyed fate.
I lived life now and didn't look back at the ones I upendo who caused me such pure 'hate'.
But let's get out with the truth.
I know it's not that at all, and that I must have done something wrong.
I only get an 'I'm sorry' and never a good explanation of why we're stuck in a rut.
Sure it was some crazy stuff, but I wasn't enough.
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Article by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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A nameless poem I haven't thought of the name ~ Wolfcat343

moyo dipped in black ink
pain causing the soul to sink
it makes wewe wonder what type of sick minds abuse people... they can't think

the scars prove wewe have been hurt
wewe think its the only escape
don't throw yourself in the dirt

Someone loves you
even if wewe don't think so
wewe might not know

We try forgetting our pasts but is so damn hard
you're falling apart

I'll try my best to help to piece wewe back together
but unlike that fairy tale its alot harder
it feels like the pain will last forever

oh oh

don't give up yet, don't give up yet, yeah don't give up yet
wewe can make it through
yeah me and you

I'll be at your side
helping wewe fight
tonight is the last night wewe spend alone
living in the eyes of the unknown

wewe can do it
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Opinion by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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No escape from the sin –wolfcat343
Piercing ice on paws
Scars from claws

Howling with the wind
Battle took its spin
Creatures fighting in the dark
There is no escape from sin

Focusing on your fears
No hiding the tears

Alone in the dark

Mbwa mwitu loups howling around
Battle taking place
wewe increase your running pace

Run run run

Oh there is no escaping from your sin
They surround wewe ready to pounce
Oh there is no escaping from sin

Run run run

After wewe they chase
The moon grins at you
Their teeth glimmering ready to snap
Oh there is no escaping from your sin

Think back on what wewe have done
What trouble wewe have won
Banished a many daughter and son

Run run run

One tears at your skin
Oh oh oh
There is no escape from that sin

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Article by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Check your soul – wolfcat343
See those scars?
He’s the reason
he should be behind bars

the girl’s pain is only increasing
never seizing
to that guy its pleasing

nobody realizes
Through their eyes
They only see lies

Some would see
others spread stories

she says she’s okay
She’s hiding away
During those times
No one recognizing the obvious crimes

Outside hurt
Inside beautiful

She stood up for herself oneday
the guy was taken away
finally she was free

All what people need to do now is look past her scars, bruises and pain
find the girl inside who’s beautiful, ignore the outside stain

Are wewe going to be the person who helps
au the person who hurts?

it doesn’t matter on outside appearance
The person inside is who counts

After all we’re only souls carrying human bodies
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Article by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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There's a story behind all of us
A story sad au happy
Finding your own story might be difficult
Every siku is a page...

Mysteries can go unsolve-able
But the truths behind shouldn't fade
Its your choice
Are wewe going to live in the light au the shade

Can wewe see?
You're uandishi every page of your story
Even if it is of pain
Only makes it zaidi interesting
STORY PAGES- written kwa wolfcat343

See the stars out tonight?
In this dim moonlight
Would it help at all to keep out of sight?

onyesha yourself
Be courageous
Stop being ashamed
Come out for your sins have been paid!

wewe can't erase wewe past
Stop trying to make it change
Just make the best of today

Look towards tomorrow
Forget your pain and sorrow

You've got someone who cares
wewe might not think they are there

No matter what type of person wewe are
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Opinion by LightSoul99 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I found this poem on a website and thought I'd like to share it with wewe guys :) I loved how the poet wrote and expressed her words; it was truly beautiful.

I do not own any of this whatsoever.


Dreams, Save the Empty
Living in the grey

Walking in the shadows

Falling through forever

Never stop

Never stop

 

Crying with The Empty

Comfort from The Lonely

Hateful towards The Truth

Never end

Never end

 

Cling fast to the memories

Grasping yesterday

Chasing after nothing

Going nowhere

Going nowhere

 

Wishing for a Someday

Dreaming of a Somewhere

Hoping for a Someone

Never will

Never will

 

But aspiring for greatness

Daring to believe
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Opinion by LightSoul99 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Life is important and it is precious
Without life, all there would be is a giant wingu of evil and darkness
There will be no universe and no earth
We wouldn't be here today, if not without God and life's worth

Life is but a fragile type of being
It's not one we must take lightly for we are temporary living
Life is too short to experience such negativities we shed
Don't waste your time on people who don't accept wewe from your toes up to your head
God will place hot coals upon them until they realize their mistake

Life is one long, big road with signs
It takes wewe to places unexpected, far and wide
Brings wewe memories captured and stolen, thrown on the ride
Walk on the multiple criss-crossings of the road's lines
Be the person who can surf life on an ocean's tide

Life is like your best friend
Sometimes it can break wewe and make wewe bend
Give wewe things and take what cannot mend
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Fan fiction by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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What Is To Come
The People

Chapter One- Anna

"Daddy, didn't wewe say that Alice was a big dreamer?"
"Yes," the man nodded, "she crossed over the border line of dreams in fact. That's how much she loved dreaming."
"So she broke the rules?"
"Well I wouldn't say broke the rules," he smiled at his daughter as he tucked her in, "she just bent the rules."
"Am I able to do that daddy?"
"Why would wewe want to do that, Anna?"
"Well, Daddy, I have my own world! It's really pretty and I was thinking that maybe I could visit it. Like Alice did, in real life too."
"Anna," he moved a tangle of her hair back from her face, "it's dangerous if wewe try so no. You're not allowed too. You're still so young. You're only seven, silly."
He turned on the nightlight and walked towards the doorway, turning off the bedroom light. Anna's father left the door opened and headed down the hallway for kitanda as well.


The clock struck nine o' clock. Anna was sound asleep in kitanda as for her father watched the news channel for awhile. The lights in the jikoni seemed to have gone out and nothing mattered with the poor man's sight.
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Opinion by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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"There's a place that humans like to call... home."
"Your point is?" She looks at him.
"Well, Lilith, I believe we need to find out where our nyumbani is."
"We're demons, Damon. nyumbani is hell for us."
"But we don't have to have one home?"
"Are wewe insisting on stealing a child?"
"Make a new Alice since the other one is dead now."
"You do know, this one will be eaten kwa the lord again if we do so."
"Who cares?"
The two demons shrug.


The clock struck nine o' clock. Anna was sound asleep in kitanda as for her father watched the news channel for awhile. The lights in the jikoni seemed to have gone out and nothing mattered with the poor man's sight.


Down the inayofuata block was a woman, and in a apartment above was a girl named Jayren. She watched the woman stop kwa a group of men and one took her hand and went into a mobile van. A hooker was never going the right way and sometimes they would have to testify if they may.
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Opinion by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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"You wonder who hides behind you, and step away in such a childish flay. Congratulations to the man that squeals for he is my next meal."
"A place where people are people?" She lifted up her boney chin towards him.
"Oh yes," he touched her head with the rotting flesh of another man's, "and we're known as their shadows."
"So we vanish at night?"
"No," he laughed and grinned, "we come alive."

"I Invite wewe To A Place Where They All Heavenly Devine. And Encounter Such Delicious Wine. But The Clock Wasn't So Lazy And kwa Night Time We Were So junk, taka As We Breathed. The Children Of Night Crawled Out From Their Beds And Took Us Down With Them, With Bloody Dripping Eyes As They Drain The Life That We Once Lived. Can wewe kubeba The Truth? Oh God, Did wewe Hear Them Say..?"


"We invite those who summon only greed and yet we," she raised her hand to the bloody red sky, "only choose the weakest links."

"You wonder who hides behind you, and step away in such a childish flay." She skidded towards the Queen, "Congratulations to the man that squeals for he is my inayofuata meal."
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Opinion by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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--Don't Claim-- But here it is---

Somewhere in some place, was a dream.

No one knew who dreamt it,
And it was so very small.

The little dream thought,
"I don't want to vanish like this."
"How can I make people see me?"

The little dream thought and thought,
and finally came up with an idea.

"I could just let people stray into me,
and they can create their own world"

The first Alice was brave and strong, her eyes were fiery red,
In Wonderland, she had a sword and ideas in her head
She cut down many sorts of things, whatever she could find
To make a path of bright red with the trail of blood behind
Alice was in the woods, far from everyone
There she was locked in as a sinner for the things she'd done
How the woods were made is still a mystery and so
Whatever happened to her, no one may ever know

The sekunde Alice, blue and tame, a young man in his prime
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Opinion by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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-I Have No Clue What To Do For This-

I wonder if wewe will be able to handle me,
taking down the extra days wewe see,
because I decided that these are what I seek.
I hear wewe talking,
seeing what your trying to flatter,
but that's not putting anything on my platter.
wewe see this is the way we live,
striving au dying to what wewe see,
but you're wasting my time.
Killing my precious moments in life
And wewe think that the universe is in control,
but your just a man,
wewe don't seem to understand.
It's been all part of my plans.
~SG

-Quotes kwa Mchwa!-

"Your inner demons are worse than those wewe are facing."

"Thou who seek in the wrong place do not accomplish in two ways. They do not find reason nor do they succeed with reason."


-Facts About Me-

1. I'mma be that gay bacon lover no matter what. Accept au Join.

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Article by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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a poem I made for a character of mine.


Skeeter the choosy girl who wants only the best
So she set all her Princes on a puzzling quest
'You must find me the bird
With invisible wings
The spear of a flower
The time-telling rings
And the bright and golden kingdom
Without any kings'
She sent the princes off down the long winding track
But none of them sadly ever came back
Skeeter took the crown from the shelf, alisema "if the task is so tricky, I'll try it myself
I'll tafuta for the bird
With invisible rings
The spear of a flower
The time telling rings
And the bright, golden kingdom
Without any kings"
She strolled around the lawns, and there appeared a plane gardener's son
she strolled the lawns with the plane gardener's son
They looked for her treasures and found every one
then he alisema "your puzzle is simple, the task is small
Smile as I count them all"
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Article by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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It was a little thing
Such a little thing
And it begged me not to tell
So I took it kwa the hand
And it led me to hell
With mlozi eyes
Such startled eyes
It alisema it wouldn't hurt
So I sandalled down the desperate stairs
Slipping on ancient dirt
With coos and yelps
And triumphant smile
It ilitumwa me a letter
And here I am as sick as the dead
With no hope of getting better
It was a little thing
Such a little thing
And it begged me not to tell
So I took it kwa the hand
And it led me to hell...

I don't claim this poem as my own, but I will put up some of my poems I wrote l8er
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Article by wolfcat343 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Oki a little about myself.

DONUTS! DONUTS! DONUTS! *bites into a donut and my eyes widen* do wewe say dough nuts au donuts? Doughnut donut, do not! Neva mind. *whispers* It is donut no matter what other people say.

Hi there! I am new here, well not so new, but no one really knows me well yet except SG (dunno what I would do without her!) . I really want to help out in any way that I can. I look very crazy, but I can be a very serious, trustworthy, kind, understanding friend. I cry myself to sleep every night because there so many people that do self harm, have sad pasts and wish to be dead, somedays I feel like being dead myself. I have helped suicidal people, I have also Lost Marafiki from suicide and I don't want to see anyone committing suicide again that is why I want to try my very best at becoming a psychologist, to help not only my Marafiki and other people, but also myself. What I want to say is:
I'm here to listen and help, someone loves wewe even if wewe don't think so and it hurts them to see wewe hurt yourself. So hang in there don't give up on your life because every life to me is special <3
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Opinion by BooBooBear981 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I will always be with for every moment of every day
I will call wewe when I know your not okay
I will be there before the blood starts pouring
I will be there even when wewe are ignoring
I will be there when wewe parents do not care
I will be there even when your unaware
I will be there when a blade is pulled out
I will be there even if its me wewe can go without
I will be there for every tear drop shed
I will be there for every red blood drop bled
I will be there for every time that your depressed
I will be there for every time without rest
I will be there for every bloody nightmare
I will be there when wewe think nobody cares
I will be there every time that something turns up
I will be there every time
Every single freaking time.
Because that's how much I care.
Every night before wewe go to bed,
Remember I am there.
And my presence is ahead.
So I wrote this for you.
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Opinion by SongGirl50701 posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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This goes out to you dear, because I know you're in a lock full of hurt. Just look from the boxes to the sky, it may seem impossible but with a little guidence, you'll find the key to all will in your beautiful enchanted soul. <3
-The song!! Full one of a few lyrics!!-

~.:Breaking Inside:.~

[chorus-]
I know you’re breaking inside,
there's so many people who just don't get you,
but if they only knew what was really going on inside,
they would think better!

Oh, Oh,
I feel so alone,
like if they left me out in the cold..
they alisema they cared,
but they never dared to come near me,
and so,
with every little step I take,
I can feel my moyo break.

Outside from my heart,
my body is pumping,
trying to survive,
while throwing these movements.
I tag along,
dragging myself,
not knowing how the hell I got myself in this mess!
And I've been lost,
don't know what's wrong with myself,
Oh God,
I can feel it barely beating in my chest!

[repeat chorus]

Oh, Oh, Would have thought better.

[repeat chorus]
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