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posted by malmcd
There's a girl who sits under the bleachers
Just another siku eating alone

Even if she's smiling there is something she's hiding and she can't find a way to relate

She just goes unnoticed as the crowd past's by
And she'll pretend to be busy but inside
She just wants to cry...

And she'll say...

Take a little look at me this life I'm living in is always Invisible

I will always be...

Miss Invisible
Miss Forgettable
Miss unnoticed
Miss Invisible...

Look a little closer, I really really want wewe to put yourself in her shoes...

Look a little harder and maybe then wewe will see why she waits for the day...

When You...
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posted by malmcd
I'm an Invisible Angle...
I'm always there
But never helped
I always have out an handing hand
But no one puts out there hand when I'm on the floor
I'm always thinking of ways to help
People never help me...
They barely see me...
I'm like ghost
A ghost walking down the halls of my school
They don't know what I can do to help
They just walk by
I'm always there when wewe fell alone
But no one comes to me when I'm alone
I help the ones in pain
But I'm in pain to yet no one here's my cry's
I'm always there when wewe get those scary thoughts
But no one was there when I decided to put the kisu to my wrist
I was put on this world to help people from themselves
But An Angle needs help ever one in a while...
Remember that...
Even a Invisible Angle needs to be loved.
posted by malmcd
Come on skinny upendo just last the year
My broken little moyo can't take no zaidi to bare.

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

And now I'm staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.


Tell my upendo to reck it all
cut out all the ropes and watch me fall

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

Right at the moment I can't fell at all

And I told wewe to be patient
I told wewe to be fine
I told wewe to be balanced
I told wewe to be kind

Because I'm falling in to pieces as wewe stand and watch me cry...

Come on skinny upendo what happened here?

Suck out all the hope me

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

Suddenly my walls come crushing down

And I told wewe to be patient
I told wewe to be fine
I told wewe to be balanced
I told wewe to be kind

And how all your upendo is wasted and who the hell was I?

Cruz I'm falling at the seems and I'm at the end of all your lies...

Who Will upendo you?

Who will fight?

Because my upendo I'm gone...
posted by malmcd
    I’m Here For You

    My journey hasn't been easy for me. Every step of the way I've struggled, stumbled, doubted, cursed, and felt sure that I couldn't go on. But I feel stronger because of it, almost like I needed to go through it to get where I am now. I still don't believe I'm perfect au beautiful. Maybe I'll always doubt. But maybe it's the doubt that keeps me determined. Hungry. Always looking to prove and improve myself, make myself better.
    Every night, as I lie in my kitanda I wonder if there are girls like me out there...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Words for wewe that I hold close to my heart
I want to tell them to wewe someday

An overflowing passion and throbbing heartbeats
I don't know when they began
But since I've noticed my unfading feelings once
And that I can't lie anymore-
Even if we met when it was but a common coincidence
I still feel a special meaning

I always give my gratitude to God
That I can be kwa your side
I want to forever gaze at
The profaili of your unhesitating face
The time that I spend together with you
Gives me an unwavering strength
Words for wewe that suddenly surface in my mind
I want to tell them to wewe someday

Just with your fingers...
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There's no curtain call
And there's no point in life at all
If each siku ends and this bent moyo of mine cannot heal
I can't see
a darn thing
But could it be
That the gray clouds that I loved completely blinded me

They're souls like me and wewe
Who aren't aware of what they do
Always laughing in the face of danger and truth
Can't they see
Right through their hazy glee?
That nothing good comes of rushing in blindly

I'll keep moving on
No matter what may come my way
And I'll sing
Not fearing what they say

Deep in my moyo
I know for sure
That wewe are hurt,
feel insecure
and surly crying
Because wewe are...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Listen up: what can wewe hear?
Does my voice simply disappear,
Sucked away into the void, so empty and so dark?
If there is zaidi to this world,
Then I can be can be certain at last
That this drive burning within
Has some role to fulfill

I was crushed kwa the longing welling up inside
And I had just surrendered
Without having touched the air above the ground au the endless sky

So I began to run
Because I feel it, even now,
These sensations overflowing in the beating of my heart

I say Carpe Diem
As I am reaching for my goal
We'll create our own tomorrows 'till this world is finally whole

The answer I have found...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Honesty is truth.
Honesty is letting somebpdy else know the truth.
Honsety is teaching somebody not to lie.
Honesty let's wewe know the flaws we make.
Honesty is prayer, au in other words, talking with god.
In god's eyes, prayer is just something we do that let's him know of our problems in life. It is our way of saying thank wewe au I'm sorry.
We all lie, we all tell the truth.
We all hide, we all onyesha ourselves.
What I'm trying to say is that honesty helps us deafet lying, and let's us embrace the truth. For those who hide from life, hones sets them free kwa letting them know that this isn't all what...
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posted by malmcd
My mine is filled with elsewhere
And my moyo is filled with troubles
The world I'm living in is spinning
But yet I'm standing here with out a sound
What makes us human?
What makes us true?
What makes us lies and wishers to?
Why do wewe pray to god above?
Why do we hurt the ones we love?
My is filled with elsewhere and nowhere and why's maswali and answers
My moyo is filled with troubles and pain and joy and love
But what makes us human isn't the looks of hair and eyes and ears and lips au arms and legs it is that we can be broken and then put back together again
Like vase au pot it has glaze to protect...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
For some reason, I'am really into shabiki art. I'am willing to belive in that no matter how many people make fun of it. The only reason being is becuase life as we know it, is like art itself. It's very beautiful. Whenever wewe look up at the sky, do wewe not think it is pretty? We are in a hornet's nest of beauty in what we all commonly know as the universe. This is the only main reason why I haven't aliyopewa up on life yet, becuase I know that whatever they throw at me, is just one mistake. I live for my friends, for my family, for the beauty of art, and most importanly... for my future. I know that...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Deditcation:
AnnieWannie: Thank wewe for always being there for me when I needed help. I'm still grateful for when wewe saved me from me wanting to kill myself. wewe are one of my dearest for that. Thank you.

malmd: wewe have also saved me. wewe thaught me that no matter how much pain wewe go through, somethign good will come out of it. I went through 13 years of continous pain..and I got all of these wonderful people, espeacially poem girl. Thank you.

iluvshadowo3o: I upendo wewe with all of everything I have to give. wewe are the first person to ever upendo me, and to ever cheer me up. wewe are the very...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
It's just a normal siku in school. Rowdy classes, angry teachers...everything seems to be itself. I ask the teacher to go to the bathroom...but something strange happens. The teacher dosen't notice me. I walk right in front of her...but still no sign of interest. After a few minutes, I just give up and go on to the bathroom. When I wash my hands, something catches my eye. You're probabaly wondering what it is, but that's the point. It was nothing. I looked in the mirror..but my reflection was not shown. I was thinking logicaly, coming up with many possible ways on how this may be possible....
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
I engulf myself in an aura of joy.
An aura so strong that nobody is able to match it.
An aura able to heal the weak and clean the sin.
Everywhere I look, people are bursting in joy..
They laugh, not in pain, but in joy..
People emideatly beign greeting with eachother.
They make anybody who is angry au sad happy.
All greed, hate,anger,envy au evil quickly goes away.
I emmideatly go and speak with everyone else, but before I even have the time to speak, they all hug me. I begin to swali myself if they are in need of help au something is going on. Something is going on, they are happy. They are just...
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posted by malmcd
When making a pot wewe must put glaze on it so it makes in water prove and so it's harder to break...Glaze is like a person.

It's fragile.
If wewe drop it, it breaks.
If wewe don't watch it and take care of it, wewe mess it up.
If wewe take it out to quickly, it cracks.

Now one crack my not seem important...nut it is.
That crack says it's broken and can no longer be used.
It's a broken pot...a waste
No one will use it au upendo it now...

If wewe bring it into the cold to fast it cracks and breaks because wewe didn't care. wewe didn't upendo it enough...

But if wewe care and trick the pot with upendo it will not crack it will be perfect. It will be smooth and round and unbreakable. It will be loved.

Glaze is like a person's finally touch's of there body before there brought into the world. Glaze even after it drys can still crack though. It's easy to crack and when it is cracked it's sharp and can hurt wewe like how wewe hurt it.
posted by snootygirl50701
I mostly have guy Marafiki on here. There like the best! They understand me a lot! Kind of zaidi then the girls as what I would say. They make me smile so much! I understand them zaidi then girls myself.Don't take this the wrong way!
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Here are my juu fanpop guy friends:
Lancelot8,
Scorch-werehog,
&
BeautifulBlaze
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I have 4 best (girl) Marafiki on here:
allicyn123,
HP,
anniewannie,
&
Mallory!
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don't get me wrong but having guy Marafiki is a little more...interesting then having girl friends!

XOX,
Snookie
posted by BeautifulBlaze
We all live under the sky so blue.
We all live under the moon so luminous.
We all live under the sun so bright.
And we all on the world so crule, yet beautiful.
We all get happy.
We all get angry.
We all get depressed.
We all have melancholy.
We all have rage.
We all have kindness.
We all have Ignorance.
We all have stupidity.
We all are stuborn.
We all have greed.
We all have envy towards others.
We all have hatred towards one another.
We all each and every known caracteristic in the known reality. We all act the same at times, yet we are too ignorant to see the truth of it. We all are the same in some sort...
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posted by malmcd
From Birth to one's last breath my moyo is in a constant race,
Learning how to live a life of fake smiles and broken glass.
But learning takes time so don't give up on me.

Because time takes, time takes...time takes many tears away.

I oh wewe a lot for life and death,
So I'm trying to think how to pay wewe back.
I will aways be that girl who hid in the shadows,
Of darkness and rage and ghostly howls

But Time takes, time takes...time takes many tears away.

Yes time takes, time takes...time takes many tears...away.

Blood and tears drip and drop on to the floor
But I will stay strong cuz I have a lot to...
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posted by allicyn123
I tafuta the crowd for a familiar face
I see many but none are friendly

What is loneliness?
I'll tell wewe what

Loneliness is pushed into a locker for 3 hours as the others laugh and snicker and point
Loneliness is the bruises that line my legs from others kicks
Loneliness is looking wide eyed at the girl wewe thought was your friend and calls wewe a whore
Loneliness is hiding in a closet with a needle slowly picking at skin intil the blood bleeds out
Loneliness begs people not to do the same

Loneliness stands alone
Loneliness is always cold
Loneliness has a broken soul
Loneliness has but one goal
Loneliness wants to change other's soul
And bind them together

So that no soul is left broken
So that no soul is cold
So that no soul has to its goal

So that no soul is Loneliness

I am Lonliness

Every Person IS BEAUTIFUL
Pass it on with a word of kindness <3
posted by malmcd
My moyo is fragile
My hands are weak
For one look at wewe makes my moyo weep
But I have to take baby steps
And try not to look back
Because if I do I'll shorely crack.

So I wipe the tears away
And stand up straight and I block my heart
And I won't look back
No I won't look back.

Because my moyo bleeds for your love
Your my only point of life.
My moyo is crying, tears are dropping and and my mind is mad.

upendo is just a game
of win and loss
Death and life
But I will make it through I will win this fight

You'll never bring down no madder now much my moyo cry's.
And now I have broken trust
Because wewe lied to me
yes wewe lied to me

But real eyes see lies
And I'm not lessoning

So I won't look back because I'll pay a price
But I just can't help self I need wewe back...