The End of The Beginning...

"There's a place that humans like to call... home."
"Your point is?" She looks at him.
"Well, Lilith, I believe we need to find out where our nyumbani is."
"We're demons, Damon. nyumbani is hell for us."
"But we don't have to have one home?"
"Are wewe insisting on stealing a child?"
"Make a new Alice since the other one is dead now."
"You do know, this one will be eaten kwa the lord again if we do so."
"Who cares?"
The two demons shrug.


The clock struck nine o' clock. Anna was sound asleep in kitanda as for her father watched the news channel for awhile. The lights in the jikoni seemed to have gone out and nothing...

"A place where people are people?" She lifted up her boney chin towards him.
"Oh yes," he touched her head with the rotting flesh of another man's, "and we're known as their shadows."
"So we vanish at night?"
"No," he laughed and grinned, "we come alive."

"I Invite wewe To A Place Where They All Heavenly Devine. And Encounter Such Delicious Wine. But The Clock Wasn't So Lazy And kwa Night Time We Were So junk, taka As We Breathed. The Children Of Night Crawled Out From Their Beds And Took Us Down With Them, With Bloody Dripping Eyes As They Drain The Life That We Once Lived. Can wewe kubeba The Truth? Oh...

-I Have No Clue What To Do For This-

I wonder if wewe will be able to handle me,
taking down the extra days wewe see,
because I decided that these are what I seek.
I hear wewe talking,
seeing what your trying to flatter,
but that's not putting anything on my platter.
You see this is the way we live,
striving au dying to what wewe see,
but you're wasting my time.
Killing my precious moments in life
And wewe think that the universe is in control,
but your just a man,
you don't seem to understand.
It's been all part of my plans.
~SG

-Quotes kwa Mchwa!-

"Your inner demons are worse than those wewe are facing."

"Thou...

a poem I made for a character of mine.


Skeeter the choosy girl who wants only the best
So she set all her Princes on a puzzling quest
'You must find me the bird
With invisible wings
The spear of a flower
The time-telling rings
And the bright and golden kingdom
Without any kings'
She sent the princes off down the long winding track
But none of them sadly ever came back
Skeeter took the crown from the shelf, alisema "if the task is so tricky, I'll try it myself
I'll tafuta for the bird
With invisible rings
The spear of a flower
The time telling rings
And the bright, golden kingdom
Without any kings"
She strolled...

I will always be with for every moment of every day
I will call wewe when I know your not okay
I will be there before the blood starts pouring
I will be there even when wewe are ignoring
I will be there when wewe parents do not care
I will be there even when your unaware
I will be there when a blade is pulled out
I will be there even if its me wewe can go without
I will be there for every tear drop shed
I will be there for every red blood drop bled
I will be there for every time that your depressed
I will be there for every time without rest
I will be there for every bloody nightmare
I will be there when you...

-The song!! Full one of a few lyrics!!-

~.:Breaking Inside:.~

[chorus-]
I know you’re breaking inside,
there's so many people who just don't get you,
but if they only knew what was really going on inside,
they would think better!

Oh, Oh,
I feel so alone,
like if they left me out in the cold..
they alisema they cared,
but they never dared to come near me,
and so,
with every little step I take,
I can feel my moyo break.

Outside from my heart,
my body is pumping,
trying to survive,
while throwing these movements.
I tag along,
dragging myself,
not knowing how the hell I got myself in this mess!...

wewe know she is finding her way there, kwa how the air feels. wewe know she’s coming kwa the sound of the wind whispering in your ear, telling wewe secrets. wewe know she’s on her way kwa the way the clouds gather and dance in the sky, like there having a party. wewe know she is creeping behind wewe kwa the fog that blows from your mouth. wewe know she’s right inayofuata to wewe when the lights begin to flicker.

wewe can feel the air get thicker and it slowly becomes harder to breath. Your lungs feel like there being beaten. wewe slowly run your hands over your arms and wewe can feel all your hair standing...

hujambo wewe guys... I am uhm. Not going to be online for awhile : but while i have the time to... I really need to let some shit out. And also apologise for never ever 'being here'... I guess wewe were right, i never really am here when wewe really need me and I am a terrible friend. Trust me. I hate myself for that too.

This morning before my parents left for a baseball game. I had to look in the mirror. I ussually dont because i really have gotten to where i cant stand mirrors. They make me kind of sick. But as I was looking i really thought a bit too long and a bit too hard. Yeah i have brown...

“If a clock could count down to the moment wewe meet your soul mate, would wewe want to know?”
The rain beaded off the juu of the building as it picked up from a soft drizzle to a hard downpour.
“I upendo the rain.” alisema a sweet calm voice from a old women in a hospital bed, she was hooked up to the machines inayofuata to her. She looked like worn down paper that had been used to many times, her hair was white and thin and there was little of it, and the light in her grey green eyes almost gone. The was many people sitting around in the the small white room, they all looked sad and tired like...

Sometimes i wonder if people even care about me? au if they should care? Because honestly i think im going mad. I think everythings getting to my head and the voices, they never stop anymore...and they're louder to..really bad things..

I also wonder why people care about me? I mean i really am a Lost hope...i cant save anyone anymore because i can barely salama myself..Everythings getting bad..real bad..

I also wonder if my family notices i havent been eating? Because i havent been eating and ive been skiping meals and counting calories. I wonder if they see that i really hate myself and eveything...