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Once upon a time I thought
“What’s the one thing I haven’t got?”
There’s not a single thing in this world I couldn’t buy
That’s when a gentleman caught my eye

Once au twice we went around
But now I’ll tell wewe the thing I’ve found
You shouldn’t make your songesha until wewe know the price
Because gentlemen aren’t nice

Just because I won’t agree to take his arm
And I occasionally forget his name
He likes to call inclemency what I call charm
But I know they’re all the same

I think I’ve realized my first mistake
When he cried that his moyo would break
I would have thought that I was...
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posted by xangelx
wewe say you’re curious
Can’t leave a thing to your imagination
I wish you’d close your eyes
But oh wewe seem so serious
I should enjoy the sweet interrogation
You start to hypnotize me
I should know kwa telling you
I’m flattered kwa your interest
Who am I talking to?
Could be the demon with a mask
Why should I trust in you?
I don’t feel safe
I never did
But what else can I do
But what wewe ask?

Chorus:
Think of your darkest night
Think of your soul alone
If wewe can kubeba the sight
Think of the upendo you’ll never know
Yes, it’s unusual
To live your life this way
All I can say
Maybe that’s why wewe don’t...
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posted by xangelx
Here wewe sit in your high-backed chair
Wonder how the view is from there
I wouldn’t know ’cause I like to sit
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor
If wewe like we could play a game
Let’s pretend that we are the same
But wewe will have to look much closer
Than wewe do, closer than wewe do
And I’m far too tired to stay here anymore
And I don’t care what wewe think anyway
‘Cause I think wewe were wrong about me
Yeah what if wewe were, what if wewe were
And what if I’m a snowstorm burning
What if I’m a world unturning
What if I’m an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I’m the kindest demon...
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Dead is the new alive
Despair’s the new survival
A pointless point of view
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

Dead is the new alive
Life’s only living rival
A casket built for two
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

So take me now au take me never
I won’t wait
You’re already late
So say goodbye au say forever
Choose your fate
How else can we survive?
Dead is the new alive

Dead is the new alive
A gothic play revival
The last act of the show
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

So take me now au take me never
I won’t...
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posted by xangelx
4 o’Clock
4 o’Clock
Never let me sleep
I close my eyes and pray
For the garish light of day
Like a frightened child I run
From the sleep that never comes

4 o’Clock
4 o’Clock
Out of kitanda I creep
To climb this tower of shame
But the hour’s still the same
Only madness knows my name
At 4 o’Clock

4 o’Clock
4 o’Clock
Never let me sleep
I close my eyes and pray
For the garish light of day
Like a frightened child I run
From the sleep that never comes

4 o’Clock
4 o’Clock
Out of kitanda I creep
To climb this tower of shame
But the hour’s still the same
Only madness knows my name
At 4 o’Clock

Why can we never...
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posted by xangelx
Three hundred and six
In only six years
If it was an accident
Where are the tears
I am still unidentified
Behind the cathedral
Is where my body hides
But I’m not inside
Just one of sixteen
In only one day
If it was a game
Then why couldn’t I play
I am the abandoner
But still I remain
And my frozen pulse quickens
As the black plot thickens

Like this story I heard
A lifetime ago
Where a girl
(And this is funny)
Took her life
But what she doesn’t know
Is how long it takes
For the water to rise
And the breath to stop fighting
And the cold to close her eyes

Morality plays
On stages of sin
The easy way out
Or the easy...
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posted by xangelx
I want to hold wewe to the sun
I want to be your faithful one
I want to onyesha wewe all the beauty
You don’t even know wewe hold
I’m hurting wewe for your own good
I’d die for wewe – wewe know I would
I’d give up all my wealth
To buy wewe back the soul wewe never sold
I want to mix our blood
And put it in the ground
So wewe can never leave
I want to earn your trust
Your faith your heart
You’ll never be deceived

Liar Liar Liar Liar

I want to heal wewe pretty sweet
I’ll throw rose petals at your feet
I’ll spend eternity
Comparing all my poetry to yours
I want to see upendo through your eyes
You’ll never have...
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posted by xangelx
Hollow like my soul

wewe think that you’ll get by
wewe will die
wewe will cry
When wewe think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul

wewe think that you’ll get by
wewe will die
wewe will cry
When wewe think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul

Just as I was walking by
My soul died
My moyo cried
When wewe think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul

So many times I ask myself
So many times I wonder why
So many times I ask myself
So many times I wonder why

wewe think that you’ll get by
wewe will die
wewe will die
When wewe think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul
My eyes are hollow like my soul

Hollow like my soul

wewe think that you’ll get by
wewe will die
wewe will cry
When wewe think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
Run and hide
Run and hide
posted by xangelx
God help me
I don’t see
How I can live this way
Any I don’t know why he’s
Touching me
Won’t wewe shine in my direction and help me
Won’t wewe lend me your protection and help me

God help me
Believe me
This wasn’t what I wanted, but no
I can’t leave
He’s got me
Won’t wewe shine in my direction and help me
Won’t wewe lend me your protection and help me

Am I guilty au am I just waiting around
For the tide to come in
So the truth can come out
And if I had a dollar for every time
I repented the sin
And commit the same crime
I’d be sitting on juu of the world today
I’d be sitting on juu of the world...
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posted by xangelx
Be silent, be still
Don’t make me chase you
I’ll warn you, I will
Just to embrace you
I’ll get my fill
So be silent, be still

Be hopeful, be brave
I only want wewe more
When wewe misbehave
I know I’ve alisema that before
It’s your touch I crave
So be silent, be still

You, I adore
Must wewe ignore
It doesn’t matter what wewe say anymore
This is our night
Why must we fight?
Don’t close the door

Be careful, my dear
If you’re not nice
I’ll give wewe reason to fear
But I’ll think twice
Don’t pretend wewe don’t hear
Just be silent, be still

You, I adore
Must wewe ignore
It doesn’t matter what wewe say anymore
This is our night
Why must we fight?
Don’t close the door

Now listen to me
I’d rather tie wewe up
Than let wewe go free
wewe must be kind, my dear
I think you’ll agree
These are the words you’ve sung to me
So there’s no hope wewe see
For still inside I will never be
posted by xangelx
The art of suicide
Nightgowns and hair
Curls flying every which where
The pain too pure to hide
Bridges of Sighs
Meant to conceal lover’s lies
Under the arches
Of moonlight and sky
Suddenly easy
To contemplate why
Why…

Why live a life
That’s painted with pity
And sadness and strife
Why dream a dream
That’s tainted with trouble
And less than it seems
Why bother bothering
Just for a poem
Or another sad song to sing
Why live a life
Why live a life

The art of suicide
Pretty and clean
Conveys a theatrical scene
“Alas, I’m gone!” she cried
Ankles displayed
Melodramatically laid
Under the arches
Of moonlight and...
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posted by xangelx
What is your substance, whereof are wewe made,
That millions of strange shadows on wewe tend?
Since every one, hath every one, one shade,
And wewe but one, can every shadow lend.

See beyond the moment
Think beyond the day
Hear the word
My voice will not be cast away
Fatalistic fortune
Ever near the end
Love goes on
But time does not return again

Chorus:
Across the sky
I will come for you
If wewe ask me to
Demystify
Your uncommon dreams
Stranger things have come true

Fear no zaidi the midnight
Fear no zaidi the sea
Close your eyes, regret nothing
You’re salama with me
Look into the shadows
Step into the mist
Search your land...
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Thank god I’m pretty
The occasional free drink I never asked for
The occasional admission to a seedy little bar
Invitation to a stranger’s car
I’m blessed
With the ability to render grown men tongue-tied
Which only means that when it’s dark outside
I have to run and hide
Can’t look behind me
Thank god I’m pretty

Thank god I’m pretty
Every skill I ever have will be in question
Every ill that I must suffer
Clearly brought on kwa myself
Though the cops would come for someone else
I’m blessed
I’m truly privileged to look this good without clothes on
Which only means that when I sing you’re jerking...
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posted by xangelx
I’ll take my hope where I can find it
Seems I find it here in you
Hang your curtain get behind it
I won’t even ask for proof
Go ahead and read my fortune
Cast your dice, divine my fate
I just want to know I have one
Tell me that it’s not too late for

Chorus:
A little sekunde hand faith
A line upon my palm that I can just erase
‘Cause I need to believe in a hierarchic grace
I can do without a book I’ll never read
Second hand faith is all I need

I will pay wewe for your trouble
I will pay wewe for your time
Steal my wallet charge me double
All I’ve come for is a sign
Is there someone who can help me
Up...
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posted by xangelx
Mad girl
Can wewe believe
What they’ve done to you?
Wouldn’t they stop
When wewe asked them to leave wewe alone
In all your faerie tales
How did the prince say he loved you?
How did your father die?
Was he a good man?
Maybe someday you’ll know

The beginning and the end
Much closer than they seem
Death is but a dream, I know
Dolls were meant to throw away
All broken and bent from petty play
My friend in this world
Is a bottle of nothing
Still I fly
Still I fall

Mad girl
Can wewe believe
What they’ve done to you?
Wouldn’t they stop
When wewe asked them to leave wewe alone
In all your faerie tales
How did the prince...
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posted by xangelx
How do I save wewe from a fate so sweet
As being torn to pieces kwa a loving hand
How do I save wewe from a voice so soft
As that which acquiesces to your each demand
How do I look upon the eyes I love
And send them down this path, I know it isn’t right
How do I make wewe realize my love
That there is zaidi to fear than strangers in the night

Chorus:
How do I save you
How do I set wewe free
Behind the curtain waits a darker world
If I can’t make wewe leave
How can I save wewe from me

I think you’ve had enough experience
To differentiate between a moyo of gold
And what wewe utoto in your gentle arms
Can wewe not recognize a soul already sold
How do I save wewe from the things I’ve been
I can’t deny the past, it’s written on my face
How do I save wewe from the mess you’re in
When I can’t make wewe leave this torturous embrace

Chorus
posted by xangelx
Rose Rose Rose Red
Will I ever see thee wed
I will marry at thy will sire
At thy will

A thousand years gone by
Too late to wonder why
I’m here alone
If in my darkest hour
She rose that fell a flower
I should have known
Rose Rose Rose Red
Will I ever see thee wed
Only if wewe can capture me

Chorus:
Tell me no zaidi stories
And I’ll tell wewe no lies
No one wants to hurt me
But everybody tries
And if wewe think that I’ve been waiting
For my planets to align
It’s time wewe go on
Get your things, get up, get out
I’m doing fine, yeah yeah

Someday these walls will speak
The floors beneath wewe creak
To call my name
Here in my web of dreams
My whispers turn to screams
And place the blame
Rose Rose Rose Red
Will I ever see thee wed
Only if wewe discover me

Chorus

For this freedom
I have aliyopewa all I had
For this darkness
I gave my light
For this wisdom
I have Lost my innocence
Take my petals
And cover me with the night

Chorus
posted by xangelx
Here wewe sit in your high-backed chair
Wonder how the view is from there
I wouldn’t know ’cause I like to sit
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor
If wewe like we could play a game
Let’s pretend that we are the same
But wewe will have to look much closer
Than wewe do, closer than wewe do
And I’m far too tired to stay here anymore
And I don’t care what wewe think anyway
‘Cause I think wewe were wrong about me
Yeah what if wewe were, what if wewe were
And what if I’m a snowstorm burning
What if I’m a world unturning
What if I’m an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I’m the kindest demon...
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posted by xangelx
I’m your Opheliac
I’ve been so disillusioned
I know you’d take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn’t be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end

But wewe were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away

You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you’ve gone through hell
And I say I can’t stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There’s nothing zaidi wewe can do
I’m gonna blame it on you
It’s not the way I...
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posted by reneemonique
"There's a spotlight of a holy kind
Think it comes from somewhere
Up in the sky au from some far off lovely place
But this light never ever ever shone on me
At least as far as I could see
So I sat in the dark and I watched you
Now I just cry to myself
When there's no one around
And I teach myself to walk backwards
Out of any aliyopewa situation
Yes I can be graceful and try
Not to step on my train and
You don't have to say goodbye
But I'll be right here if wewe want to..."


"Oh darling I waited and waited to feel your footsteps
And to hear your breath
But maybe I just wanted someone to wait for..."
~~ Ever


"Dead is...
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