Why do your life's have to be all despert and sad and hurtfull? Marafiki Sometimes don't help us au can't help us and we do what we do. When my mom died it was when I stared to cut my self I was 8 years old and I still do it sometimes I feel hurtful and guillty like it was my falt that she died I don't know why. I have so many haijajibiwa maswali and I don't know what to do why do ur lives have to be so confusing? Don't u ever wonder why?I have a friend that still has her parents and they just hit her and she got tired of it and tried to kill her self a way untill I stopped her and alisema " u can't do it I'm going to be all alone and u r the only one that understands me and I to u" it was true so she didn't do it and lives with her aunt now why fo we have so much bad luck why us and not the ones that r not emo?