Thunder crashes,
mam cries,
dad shouts,
brother moans,
sister hides,
dog barks,
cat meows,
paremedics are coming and they'll always be coming cos i wont stop cutting my wrists.
Doctors patronize,
nurses tut,
people criticize,
kids stare,
police investigate,
teachers nag,
Marafiki worry,
social workers came, they've came to take me away cos I didn't stop cutting my wrists.
I hoped wewe like this poem even though it doesn't rhyme.
It still needs loving just like wewe and I.
mam cries,
dad shouts,
brother moans,
sister hides,
dog barks,
cat meows,
paremedics are coming and they'll always be coming cos i wont stop cutting my wrists.
Doctors patronize,
nurses tut,
people criticize,
kids stare,
police investigate,
teachers nag,
Marafiki worry,
social workers came, they've came to take me away cos I didn't stop cutting my wrists.
I hoped wewe like this poem even though it doesn't rhyme.
It still needs loving just like wewe and I.
Playground, schoolbell rings again. Rainclouds come to play, again. Has no one told you, she's not breathing? Hello, im your mind, giving wewe someone to talk to, hello.
If i smile and dont believe, soon i know, i'll wake from this dream.
Don't try to fix me, im not broken!
Hello, im the lie living for you, so wewe can hide, dont cry.....
Suddenly i know, im not sleeping, hello, im still here!
.....all that's left.....of yesterday......
hujambo everyone. Just wanted wewe to know about this song, even if wewe dont know what its about, somehow it makes wewe feel sad...... Just look up the song and wewe will know what i mean.....
If i smile and dont believe, soon i know, i'll wake from this dream.
Don't try to fix me, im not broken!
Hello, im the lie living for you, so wewe can hide, dont cry.....
Suddenly i know, im not sleeping, hello, im still here!
.....all that's left.....of yesterday......
hujambo everyone. Just wanted wewe to know about this song, even if wewe dont know what its about, somehow it makes wewe feel sad...... Just look up the song and wewe will know what i mean.....
Nothing Remains
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, mwaka after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, mwaka after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
Adam seen some of his friend fighting.Adam asked them what are wewe guys fighting about.They all alisema NOTHING GO AWAY ADAM.Adam alisema NO I'M TRIED OF wewe GUYS TREATING ME LIKE CRAP.They all alisema we are going to beat wewe up.Adam alisema DON'T wewe GUYS TOUCH ME I WILL KILL YOU.They all rolled there eyes.Adam alisema I HATE wewe GUYS SO MUCH.They all started kicking and punching Adam.Jim alisema IF wewe EVER MESS WITH US AGAIN WE WILL KILL YOU.Jack alisema WE SOULD KILL HIM.Adam alisema I'M CALLING MY OTHER Marafiki aster and Zane and Axel.Jim alisema BUT THEY CAN'T BEAT US.Adam alisema MY OTHER Marafiki ARE HERE.Jim alisema YEAH BUT THEY ARE NOT STRONGER THEN US.Axel alisema I'M GOING TO KILL wewe GUYS.Axel and Zane and aster started KICKING AND PUNCHING THEM.They all die and the fight was over.