Blackheart, Devil, and demons

i guess u could say tht i once was a good boy. mostly because i was beat into being good. i used 2 give a fuck, now i give a fuck less. i was aliyopewa the death penalty because they finally caught me...i should explain.

u c, my parents...me and Meshrew's....well, meshrew was the prince and got everything. he was pampered and they told him he was gonna b great and....what didn't help....he was. at everything. being number 2 sucks once in a while, being in constant sekunde place...will put u in a state of rage which most will never know because they're good at sometime. since i was useless compaired...

I gave my moyo and it was returned ripped apart.
I receved only a taste of joy...
But it will stay with my always.
I...I thought u was the light at the end.
Instede u only made this world of mine darker.
Now all i c is sadness.
A never ending darkness.
And no majibu to these questions.
I...thoght u might have been the answer i...was searching 4 so long.
when i was with u...
I thought i would never again b alone.
Not knowing, of course, that i was really...
More alone then i had ever been b4.

So what of a upendo unspoken?
Well i...didn't think i had 2 speak.
I thought it was clear...

A dream?
Well, maybe it...