Story: "A Break"
Disclaimer: I don’t own Gossip Girl.
Summary: Two-shot. 'I think... that we should take a break.' 'What? What the hell are wewe talking about?' Is she crazy au something? They are going to get married and she wants to take a break? au this is a way to tell him it's over?
Hi. This is going to be two-shot. I'll try to update my other fics soon, promise :) Oh and so no one was confused it takes place in Blair's 3rd mwaka of college.
Everything is great, he thinks as they lay together in his kitanda after hard week filled with his business meetings and her college work. They can finally just be together alone and he enjoys this moments most. It's good to just put his arms around her small form and breathe in her hair's coconut scent. They don't do it often enough he thinks but everyday wouldn't be probably enough for him. They always busy with work au have another one of Eleanor's au bass, besi Industries parties.
He brings her palm to his lips and kisses her fingers stopping on her one with the ring he gave her. He knew it was a little crazy to propose that soon after all it was only two years since they had become a couple but he wanted to be sure she won't leave him for some smart college guy and he always knew she's the one for him so he decided to just go with it. He proposed on their 2nd anniversary after the chajio, chakula cha jioni in her favourite restaurant and he has to admit he was a little nervous. Ok zaidi like scared out of his mind that she will not want to be his wife. He knew what she thinks about weddings before end of the school so he made sure to add that they will do it after, whenever she wants.
As he moves his kisses up her arm he remembers her big smile and happy tears and endless 'yes' he heard that night. After his swali and well... when they finally got to his other most enjoyable activities.
He prays it will never end when she turns her face to look at him. He knows she wants to tell him something and from the way she looks at him he knows he won't like it.
'I was thinking...' She starts and seems unsure if she should continue. He thinks maybe it'd be better if she won't.
'Yes?' But he has to ask anyways as if there's a problem he has to know to work it out since there's no way he can lose her. Not now not ever. 'You know wewe can tell me anything, right?' Because they always could tell each other anything without being judged even before they started to be anything zaidi then friends.
'I think... I think that we should take a break.' She alisema quickly not looking at him.
'What? What the hell are wewe talking about?' Is she crazy au something? They are going to get married and she wants to take a break? au this is a way to tell him it's over?
'Chuck, listen please.' She whispers and puts her hand on his chest. He nods for her to go on. 'It will be just for a mwezi au something like that. wewe know college it's about experiencing things, trying something new... and I just feel like I'm missing something. I just don't want to think one siku I should do something I didn't. au for wewe to think wewe shouldn’t propose and have fun longer.'
He looked at her like she was crazy and didn't say anything for a minute. Did she really think she's wasting her time being with him? So why did she say 'yes'?
'Are wewe out of your mind? If wewe want to break up with me just say it! Don't pretend with some bullshit!' He yelled at her pushing her hand away when she tried to touch him again.
'Chuck please, wewe have to understand...' He has to understand? What? That he's again not enough for great Blair Waldorf?
'No I'm not going to understand. I'm not even going to listen to this. We are engaged! wewe alisema yes and now wewe want a fucking break? Just tell me what's going on and let's get it over with. Have wewe met someone else and want to make sure I'll be here waiting if it won't work out? au do wewe want to fuck some NYU guys but wewe don't want to let me go since we both know I would find out?'
'No Chuck, I didn't meet anyone. And I still want to marry you. I always will. I just think we should try to go out with other people and see if we're really 'it' for each other. I know I think that now but we should be really sure before we will get married since wewe know I don't even consider divorces as an option.' Great, he thinks. Now she thinks about divorce before they started to plan their wedding. 'And I promise Chuck I won't sleep with anyone else. Come on it's just few dates.' Well if someone even thought about touching her he will make sure he won't do it again. Anything for that matter.
'Fine, Blair. Go and have a time of your life.' He alisema sarcastically and got up to make himself a drink. Few drinks most likely,
'So wewe agree than?' She asked unsure. He laughed but there wasn't anything happy in it.
'No I don't. But there's no way I can stop wewe so that's it I guess. Besides I don't want wewe to blame me for your unhappiness for the rest of my life. So go. tarehe anyone wewe meet, have drunken nights in your dorms, give a hand some college's jerks and come back when wewe will get tired of it. And the sad thing Waldorf is that we both know I will take wewe back.... As I said: have fun.' He finished toasting her with his scotch.
She looked at him sadly and grabbed her purse. She did it and she couldn't now back off even if the whole thing didn't seem so good now. She wanted a break and she got it so as she got out of his suite she only hoped he really will wait for her.
He ended his first bottle half an saa after the door closed behind her.
Please tell me what wewe thing. I'd upendo to know :)