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muziki flowed through my ears as I wrote a verse of the song; I paused and glanced at a picture of Jacob, Sam, Seth, Leah, Quil, Embry, Paul and Jared they was bunched together but the only person I couldn’t keep my eye off of was Jacob. I whipped a tear as I continued to write.
Baby I loved wewe from the very start even though I knew that wewe break my heart.
I quickly changed the song searching for another song that could help me express myself. I couldn’t find the words on my own, I rarely could, I would always either write down lyrics au say them if I knew them kwa memory, my bad habit gotten...

(Last time we left off when I think Jacob got hurt for Bella and Bella was at her window)
I slowly retreated from the window and sat.I couldn't believe that I was trapped between two people.My head ached at the thought.Edward still wasn't back so I had enough time to think.I started to head back downstairs when something caught my eye.Something red.
"Hello Bella," alisema Victoria.
I was frozen solid to the floor.
"I hope that Laurent gave wewe my message," she said, twirling my hair.
"I don't what you're talking about," I stuttered nervously.
"Oh wewe know that guy that your filthy dog Marafiki killed,"...

(Last time we left off we were at Bella's house with Bella and Jacob talking)
"What do wewe mean us?" I asked.
"I mean I want to talk about how that bl-- I mean how HE made us not have a normal relationship," he explained.
"Well it's not about what we should be, Jacob. I upendo him and wewe can't do anything about it," I stated, firmly.
"That's because he never gave us a chance to be together," he alisema sadly.
"Well I'm sure we can still be friends," I stuttered.
"I don't think I can handle that Bella because, I can't belive I'm saying this but...," he trailed off.
"But what?" I demanded.
"I love...

Bella rolled her eyes, “Yea he told me to” she said.
“Bella, just because I can’t read your mind don’t mean I can’t read your reaction” Bella got nervous, “Its Obvious wewe don’t like the fact he is dating” Edward continued.
“It’s not that I don’t like him dating” Bella lied, “I just don’t like her” she continued.
“Bella, wewe don’t even know her to not like her” Edward replied.
Bella crossed her arms, “I don’t think she is the one for him…that’s all”
“So, wewe gotta choose the one for him, he can choose himself Bella” Edward walks towards her,...

The kiss lasted only a dakika thanks to Alice who was standing behind Edward trying to force him to go with her."Lets go Edward wewe have a call."Edward sighed and let me go."Why are wewe blushing Bella."I looked at her."Ed and Carlisle where talking and I sorts walked out here in this,I`m not sure which he was zaidi shoked kwa me in his house au me looking like this walking out of Edwards room."I smiled and pointed to the shati I was wearing.She smiled at me and grabed my hand.

"Do wewe like to wear shorts and a top,a little dress,or just a juu to bed?"I blushed and I told her"I wear nothing but...

This one is really long but I ope wewe like it

Edward stood there for what flet like forever, when really it was only 3 sekunde au maybe less.I blinked and he was gone.O.K not really gone but he was beside me, I turned to face him and he said"Why are wewe here?"I didnt know what to say so I sat down wishing I could just say it was a big mistake and leave but instead I asked him "Do wewe upendo me" "Bella I ......I dont know" I looked at him "Answer my question...Do wewe upendo me?Please I dont care what the answer is but I need to know if wewe still upendo me."Now he was sitting beside me and I could...

"Hey, dad, I'm going to the Blacks to see jacob after school, do wewe think wewe can organise your own dinner?," i asked when in my rush down the stairs. I was running late for school again.
I hope that charlie understand that when i alisema organise, i mean order pizza not cook, i want to come nyumbani to a house, not ash.
"Ok Bells, One cheese pizza should be enough" he snickered. Charlie had been aliyopewa days off from work lately, for his back. He fell while taking out the trash. It was then when i realised that my clunsiness was in fact gene related.
i scuffed over to his side, struggling to get on...

(Last time we left off at when Bella was getting ready to go to the sinema with Angela, Ben, Jessica, Mike, and Jacob)
I parked on the far side of the theater with everyone waiting for me at the front of the theater.
"Hey everyone," I said.
"Hi," everybody alisema in unison.
"So which movie do wewe all want to see?" Mike asked.
"How about Paranormal Activity?" suggested Jacob.
"Fine kwa me, Angela?" Ben implied.
"Sure I'm up for a scary movie, Jessica?" Angela said, excitedly.
"Well fine as long as we all stay in a group," she cautioned.
"Ok, and don't worry wewe guys I'll pay for the popcorn," I...

Biting the end of my pen trying to study for my algebra test this Friday, but I can't stop thinking about Jacob and when he alisema he loved me. I don't get why I keep questioning about what he said, it's not the first time he told me he loved me, I know he means it as a friend term, the way he alisema it seemed…different. I couldn't take it anymore this whole Jacob might really upendo me and studying algebra at the same time was giving me a headache. I looked at the time; 12:14 AM. I headed downstairs and looked for some pills for my headache; it was so hard to see in this dark. I spread out my...