A long Lost dream was finally fulfilled. A tamasha that had been waited for years and years was at last come true! It was absolutely one of the most blessed moments in my life as I was standing right at the first row before the stage, watching my one and only beloved group, X Japan performed in front of me......
I think the onyesha was started at probably something like 930 pm. I was absolutely too nervous and overwhelmed kwa the excitement of the atmosphere. As I was standing too close to the amplifiers in the beginning, I could hardly hear TOSHI's vocal as it was totally over kwa the fury of the electric guitars. wewe can imagine how later on, me and the other mashabiki gradually moved toward the middle of the stage without the intervention from the security guys. =P
Everything was just like a dream. I couldn't believe I was actually so closed to X! The shortest distance between us was probably liked a stretch of your hand. I were so closed and almost reached my hand to YOSHIKI. But there were just too many people so I was never succeeded.
Each single member from X is special and unique in its own way and shined with its own character. PATA, always stayed very low profile, stood on the left side of the stage calmly playing his guitar. With a mix emotion of coolness and poetic rage coming from his eyes, HEATH was skillfully playing his bass, besi guitar, gitaa besides PATA. wewe would be surprised he actually had a lot of eye contacts with the mashabiki in the front.
SUGIZO, may be he was the last to jiunge the reunited X as a supporting role for HIDE, I do have a lot of high respect with his continuous pursue in muziki perfection. Watching how did he dance around with his body and swing the bow of the violin to interpret each single muziki note, wewe would have an inexplicable excitement arisen from the bottom of your heart.
And what really surprised me the most was TOSHI! I thought my strongest impression on him would be his unique vocal and his singing; but no, absolutely that was not the first thing I was feeling about him. It was actually his every single smile from the face that Charmed kwa moyo in the show. I had never seen TOSHI smiling like this, it just warmed every inch of my soul and I felt I was so much blessed in his smile. I could feel this was also a smile of relief for him. No matter how many unpleasant things happened in the past, it was over now and I hope TOSHI can be happy like this forever! ^^
As for YOSHIKI, I couldn't even think of a right word to describe him. Unless wewe are watching him on live and feel on him and his muziki with your whole heart, there is no way wewe could thoroughly experience his charismatic and deep impact! The harmonized union of traditional classics and rock metal is the one of a kind of X’s unique music! Watching YOSHIKI used all of his body strength to hit on the Zildjian white drums, my moyo beat was rapidly accelerated and my emotion was boosted to the highest point! While watching his fingertips continuously dancing over the juu of the kinanda keyboard, it felt like time was already ceased, I could not breathe and didn't have a heartbeat; everything was only peacefully flowing in the river of harmony and the perfection of muziki melody.
The tamasha was started with a new song, "Jade". I don't know why somehow it felt like this song is actually talking about HIDE. May be is because of the lyrics, ‘I still hide (HIDE), at the scene of memories.’ But a Japanese friend of mine just thought this song is all about the unpleasantness of TOSHI in the past, how he were sunk into the darkness and now was set free. And I wonder what do wewe feel about this song?
The sekunde song for the tamasha was one of my inayopendelewa opening songs, "Rusty Nail". It was a pity that there wasn't any traditional way of member introduction. I really wanted to hear it one zaidi time, saying "….on guitar....... HIDE...." I really miss him so much! In fact, if wewe had observed clearly from the front, there was a little HIDE hiding in the control center on the right hand side. =P After playing "Silent Jealousy", why it had to be "Drain"? Could I not thinking about HIDE when X was playing this song? It was too cruel that it only made me miss him again and again in this concert. It would be really difficult to imagine he was not actually there; it would be just too painful to do that.......
When X was imba "Born to be Free" and "X" after encore, the atmosphere of the tamasha had been pushed to the peak of climax! All 2000 zaidi X mashabiki were crazily chanting and screaming in the hall, the ceaseless traditional X jump together with the fury play of YOSHIKI’s drum and the arrogant slapping of electric guitars. The whole venue was overflowed with an atmosphere of explosive feeling and boundless energy. From the front to the end, from the left to the right and from the main floor to the juu of 3rd floor, it felt like all the mashabiki were riding on a big wheel of fortune, kept spinning and spinning until it reached to the juu of the sky.
When all the X mashabiki was imba "Endless Rain" and echoing in harmony, it was the most touching and unforgettable moment of the night. When I saw the girl inayofuata to me crying as she sang along, when I saw a Canadian guy wholeheartedly singing, "Endless rain, fall on my heart, kokoro no kizu ni, let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness"....... I couldn't help shedding my tears from rolling down to the cheek. Just like wewe and me au any other X's fan, we were all grown up in X music, feeling with the same kind of pain, the same kind of joy and sadness, and sharing with the same kind of tears. X muziki is a witness of my life and the memories of my life. When the melody of ‘Endless Rain’ was flowing into my moyo again,' it just brought back all my memories for the lifetime……..
Finally, wewe realized everything had come to an end when it was playing the background muziki of ‘Forever Love’. I really didn’t want that happen and I really hoped we could go back in time and restart everything again….. I knew I was going to miss YOSHIKI and X so much for the rest of my lifetime. When I saw PATA and HEATH slowly waving their hands saying goodbye to us, my moyo was clouded with a mixed emotion of warmness and turmoil, it was actually felt like a close family member would be departed from us for a very very long time. I hated myself so much for not preparing well enough for this concert.
As for SUGIZO, he was still busy in running around, squeezing water and throwing bottle to the fans. Of course everybody was really enjoyed about that. The highest throw he made was all the way up to the 3rd level balcony. wewe could imagine how crazy it went with the mashabiki at that moment.
On the other side, YOSHIKI and TOSHI were busily taken pictures with the mashabiki at the right side of the stage. Everybody went totally insane trying to squeeze a spot for that. I was too late when I reached to the front stage as they had already finished the picha taking. Pissed me off, Wahaka! @@"
At last, all 5 members of X, YOSHKI, TOSHI, (HIDE), SUGIZO, PATA and HEATH were joining with hand in hand, bonding with moyo to heart, expressed their sincere deepest gratitude to all the mashabiki in a humble bow.......... No matter how much wewe were not willing to, "X Japan North American Tour - Toronto Stop" had eventually come to a conclusion. I was asking myself, ‘Did I miss one single note from YOSHIKI?’, ‘Did I miss one single smile from TOSHI?’, ‘Did I miss one single songesha from SUGIZO?’ and ‘Did I miss one single laugh from HIDE? But, it was only left with a long silence remaining in my heart........
Probably a lot of people would feel "X’s North American Tour" wasn't finished with enough preparation and sufficient promotion. But I am sure at a certain degree; YOSHIKI has already successfully created a ground for us and his future development of X Japan in the North American market. May be it will still take some considerable time to open up the market completely, but I feel there is a deeper meaning of this tour to YOSHIKI, X and all the mashabiki here. This tamasha is definitely zaidi than just a onyesha YOSHIKI put on for us as a 90 dakika entertainment. Instead of seeing this as a single event, I hope this has actually become a movement for all of the North American mashabiki here as YOSHIKI now had rooted the seeds inside our hearts and on this land.
If we, all the X mashabiki here can be united together and forming one platform to promote and channel X muziki at different levels, we can be pretty sure that YOSHIKI’s muziki is going to have a much profound impact in North America. However, we must also understand that this will be a long journey and we are not going to accomplish everything just kwa one au two days.
I don’t see this "North America Tour" was actually finished, but rather I think we have only just begun. Yes!!!! A new story of X has just started!!!! Yoshiki and X has finished the first chapter on October 10, 2010, and now is up to wewe and me to continue for the remaining chapters.........
WE ARE X !!!!!!!! ^^
upendo wewe all,
Nanochoahey
