Me to you-Friendship

So, wewe tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how wewe can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled wewe in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So wewe can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my moyo
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So wewe can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now wewe tell me
That I should be thankful to have wewe around
And that instead of being...

I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give wewe my moyo it might break
But I know
That when I’d give wewe my upendo
I gotta give wewe all I have
Leave nothing out

I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If wewe try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give wewe my moyo it might break
But...

Got no reason to cry
I’m okay
Got no reason to hide
I’m okay
Got no reason to run from life
Or to fake a smile
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Got no place to run to
But I’m okay
Got no heaven to go through
Still I’m okay
Got no idea what to do
Or how to live without you
But everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect...

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to songesha on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in upendo with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause wewe are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I Lost my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a upendo that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear zaidi that we will never be

I’m zoning out on wewe and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine wewe are inayofuata to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much zaidi than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please kuvuka, msalaba your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna upendo you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved wewe but doesn’t...