Nina Dobrev (The Vampire Diaries)

wewe think you've got me eating out of the palm of your hand
You think I'm dreaming 'bout being your girlfriend
You think that with wewe I want it all
But don't be mistaken, I'm the one in control

I'm like the sand wewe try to catch with your hands
The zaidi wewe try to hold me, the zaidi I slip away
I'm like the air you're so desperately trying to breathe
You need me to get just through the day
But I won't stay

I think you've got me all wrong
I think wewe need to songesha on alone
I think wewe should've known better than to expect
You could force me into something I would regret

I'm like the sand wewe try to catch...

You're the kinda headache there are no painkillers for
And of all people I wish you'd be the one slamming my door
I'd run away but my hands are tied
So won't wewe come and save me tonight

C'mon, upendo me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't leave me au wake me
Or say I'd put myself together
Hold me, embrace me
'Cause this could be over anytime
C'mon and save me tonight


You're the kinda moyo that's taking over my mind
And now all I do is think about wewe all the time
I'd run away and leave this all behind
So won't wewe come and save me tonight


C'mon, upendo me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't...

I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling wewe how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth shabiki girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my moyo out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of wewe and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then wewe knocking at my door

I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...

I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what wewe write
If this is really wewe and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a swali for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet wewe don’t wanna see
The damage wewe have caused
The Marafiki wewe have lost
‘Cause wewe took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things wewe alisema were wrong
If this is who wewe are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...

So, wewe tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how wewe can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled wewe in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So wewe can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my moyo
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So wewe can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now wewe tell me
That I should be thankful to have wewe around
And that instead of being...

I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give wewe my moyo it might break
But I know
That when I’d give wewe my upendo
I gotta give wewe all I have
Leave nothing out

I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If wewe try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give wewe my moyo it might break
But...

Got no reason to cry
I’m okay
Got no reason to hide
I’m okay
Got no reason to run from life
Or to fake a smile
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Got no place to run to
But I’m okay
Got no heaven to go through
Still I’m okay
Got no idea what to do
Or how to live without you
But everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect...

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to songesha on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in upendo with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause wewe are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I Lost my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a upendo that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear zaidi that we will never be

I’m zoning out on wewe and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine wewe are inayofuata to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much zaidi than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please kuvuka, msalaba your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna upendo you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved wewe but doesn’t...

Boy, I hate you
Why wewe have to be the way that wewe are
If only wewe were different
It would make it much easier for me to songesha on

I thought wewe finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a upendo that seems to last

My moyo breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting zaidi obvious everyday
I’m in upendo with you, again

It’s getting harder
To songesha on without wewe every day
But wewe don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My moyo breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My moyo beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place wewe will...

I’m looking in the mirror
Staring at what I’ve become
I’ve come a long way
If wewe know where I came from
Still I have not seen the light
At the end of the tunnel yet
‘Cause inayofuata to all the good things
There’s still one thing I can’t forget

I wanted to have
Everything I can’t get
I wanted to be
Everything that’s out of reach
I wanted to go to places I can’t get to
I wanted you

I go to work everyday
And I chat with my friends
I read, listen to music
And go to the sinema now and then
People say I got my life
All figured out
But when I take a closer look
It’s nothing I dreamed about

I wanted to...