wewe would think that living is pretty easy. wewe wake up siku to siku and do a normal routine. Sometimes it is thrown off balance but wewe just adapt to it. We are built that way. But sometimes some people have a glitch. I'm one of those people. I worry too much about small things, i never have just one emotion running through my body, i can't tell what upendo is because whenever i think i know what it is it slaps me in the face and the hurt and leaves a scar. upendo is hard for me. I've been hurt some many times kwa love. Sometimes i think just giving up life would be much easier than suffering the way i am now. Even though people may not upendo me, i still upendo those people anyhow. I want wewe so much but i feel like wewe don't care. Sometimes it's just easier to give up and not live at all.
