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i-am-mariella said:
Dear Michael, ♥ I have no idea how wewe could possibly see au read this now; but I've always wanted to tell wewe some things and I feel that I have to get them out and give myself closure. I've always found death scary. Not the act so much; just the fact I upendo life. I've got so much to live for, and I can't imagine not being able to do everything I upendo to do. It's zaidi the thought of not being able to do all the things I wanted before I died. But passing over seems much less scary now I know wewe are waiting on the other side. When I first realised that I held a lot of upendo and fascination for you, I was considerably young, being brought up with all the negative media in England making me feel bored of the fact that a lot of samey artists who all sung the same sort of auto-tuned, generic pop with no meaning and were not distingushable from each other, were supposed to be my role models. They weren't; they held no personal meaning to me. wewe were different. Well, of course wewe were, it's what wewe are known for. But Michael, I'm glad wewe know that being different is not a bad thing. wewe are inspirational - from your amazing music, which is prized not just for being the PERFECT dancing muziki but actually having meaningful lyrics. Most of all, I upendo wewe for being the person wewe are. I wondered if I met you, would I like you? Then, when I became a shabiki properly, I realised I felt like I already knew wewe in my moyo (corny as that may sound!) wewe used your immense talent and popularity to send great messages out all around the world in your music. Michael, I've always felt different - I've been called strange. I know how wewe feel, but I hope wewe can feel glad to be different. It's not a bad thing, (even though they told despicable lies about you, for which I'm sorry about and it makes my blood boil, though I consider myself a placid person, though easily riled and very angry when provoked), wewe are just a unique individual and everyone will remember you, whereas media members and sameish artists who do not use their fame for any good. There will always be negative media and I'm sorry they made wewe feel sad au inferior sometimes. Please remember the law of love; upendo conquers hate and we will always upendo you. I miss you. Sleep tight, Michael. Keep the Faith x ps; dun, waliopelekwa ber ber lee!
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