Feel better?

Ever sence the siku he passed I've been feeling like I'm nobody cause without him, I am nobody. But something has been happening that was making me feel much better. It always felt like he was standing right there beside me with his arm around me to comfort me and it was so warm and I thought I actually heard him say in my ear," I'm still here for you. I just can't kubeba to see wewe so depressed like this so I'm never leaving your side." I heard every word he alisema and I understood what he alisema and I started to feel much better. And at night, I see this really shiny nyota in the sky and say how pretty and shiny it is (just like his smile). That's because that wasn't just a star. IT WAS MICHAEL! It was him! I know cause I see it in the same spot and it still be so shiny and bright and what's making it shine like that is his smile. I mean obviously he didn't want me to be so sad over him and kill myself and die for him au just so I could be with him and I'm sure he doesn't want wewe to be sad and make yourself suffer the way he suffered too. And I feel MUCH better today. Miracles really do happen. Both Michael and Jesus worked together to make me happy. How about you? How do wewe feel today? Please tell!