Today .. it's been 2 years since the fetus of your upendo went Away .. Since the siku of 25th of June , I kept crying looking in the sky with my hands reaching to toch the sky shaking asking ''Why?'' .. but I knew the reason why .. The zaidi I think about it , the zaidi hurted I am and the zaidi I feel my moyo tearing apart kwa every inch every sekunde , like it's lasting Forever . I know wewe are in a better place now where wewe fly free like Peter Pan , no matter in how much pain I am , that doesn't matter , it matters that wewe are Happy now like wewe deserve it from the begining , I regret that I couldn't find wewe a place on earth where wewe could taste the feeling of being a normal human and God had to take wewe to his Kingdom , Heaven . No matter how much I need wewe now , Heaven needed wewe zaidi . I wanna Thank God that he saved wewe from all that horrible suffering , that moyo ache pain that never went Away .. After thoes tormenting days.. the zaidi I was crying , the worst it was .. suddenly I felt your hand touching my moyo saying ''I am alive and I live in your moyo , where I'll forever stay'' It was such a strong feeling ..I realaised that wewe are beside , your halo didn't fade away , it stayed with me till this siku .. I upendo growing up together with wewe and your muziki I just wanna hug wewe , kiss wewe , I know I can't and I know you'll never be able to read this but I just wanna say these words straight from my moyo , I upendo wewe I wish wewe all the Happiness , upendo , Peace and everything in between wewe could get , I know wewe are laughing and smiling up there with Elizabeth Taylor and all the other Angels. My upendo , Our upendo Michael Jackson , Rest in Peace 1958 - FOREVER , wewe left your moyo and Soul here , Gone Too Soon ♥ We Miss wewe , *falls a Tear* SO MUCH ..