We all remember the siku we dread most. For me and many others, that June 25th, 2009 which kwa the way if getting closer kwa the second. I dont know if I'm ready for all of it. Living in the area I do, the hate people have for Michael is already unbelieved. I'm not ready for the sighns around town saying "Happy 25th of June! Little boys can sleep salama once more!". I'm not ready for the greiving of my Marafiki and partys around town with people wearing anti-mj shirts. I'm just not ready. I do hope I am not the only one. We need to be there for eachother on the days we dread most.