The inayofuata day, Felicity and I had to fly to New York City for a picha shoot. I was super excited until we had to do it with pounds, yes pounds of make up on and wearing see through clothes. It can be fun to be a model, but I feel lost. In my heart, I know that I want to do this, but it doesn't feel right all the time.
In the ride, there was a televisheni installed in the jet and the first thing I saw was Michael and his brothers imba ' Rockin' Robin' Then, I started to feel funny with odd feelings I never felt before began rushing through my brain.
On the plane back to California, all I could think about was Fancy. It really hurt me to leave her like this, but it's better than I expected. Especially that she's a model. Now that was suprising. I thought I saw her face on a magazine one time but I thought I was hallucinating. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt a tap on my shoulder.
Suzanne, my manager was behind me with an impatient smirk on her face. " Finally, I have your attention. I've been taping your shoulder for awhile now. Jeez, Michael, what were wewe thinking about, sweetie?" I shook my head. " Nothing."...