I was very confused on what I just did. Why would I leave Louis? Why would I leave my friends? Why did I care so much that Zayn quit? Did I have feelings for Zayn that I didn't realize until now?
I was so Lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get Lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... wewe left people who have been there for wewe through EVERYTHING. wewe can't leave because... well whatever reason wewe left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. wewe have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving wewe when he just wants wewe because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants wewe because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself kissing him back. Could I have been in upendo with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
I was so Lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get Lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... wewe left people who have been there for wewe through EVERYTHING. wewe can't leave because... well whatever reason wewe left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. wewe have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving wewe when he just wants wewe because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants wewe because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself kissing him back. Could I have been in upendo with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
Miley's P.O.V
She we wee done with the tamasha we jumped in the tour bus.thy all congratulate me. I look out the bus and see mashabiki screaming my name. Smile sweeps across me. I wave out the window they take pics of me like crazy.i close the curtain when someone throws something. "yeah some mashabiki get crazy" I turn and see Miley inayofuata to me. "how do wewe know " I ask. "don't tell the boys but I was a model and a singer" I say trying to see if nobody heard me. "what they are going to hate wewe if they found out" says madision.. "what why will they be angry" I ask."cause remember Simon asked wewe when wewe auditioned that wewe had no model au imba career". Sadness hits me. "don't worry they won't find out I was a model and singer" I say. "WAIT WHAT wewe WERE A MODEL AND A SINGER" I turn and see they boys behind me."I-I " I get cut off with the boys yelling."YOU LIED TO US wewe LIED TO THE FANS. wewe LIED TO MANEGMWNT HOW DARE wewe GET OUT". I get my things and turn with tears then walk out.
She we wee done with the tamasha we jumped in the tour bus.thy all congratulate me. I look out the bus and see mashabiki screaming my name. Smile sweeps across me. I wave out the window they take pics of me like crazy.i close the curtain when someone throws something. "yeah some mashabiki get crazy" I turn and see Miley inayofuata to me. "how do wewe know " I ask. "don't tell the boys but I was a model and a singer" I say trying to see if nobody heard me. "what they are going to hate wewe if they found out" says madision.. "what why will they be angry" I ask."cause remember Simon asked wewe when wewe auditioned that wewe had no model au imba career". Sadness hits me. "don't worry they won't find out I was a model and singer" I say. "WAIT WHAT wewe WERE A MODEL AND A SINGER" I turn and see they boys behind me."I-I " I get cut off with the boys yelling."YOU LIED TO US wewe LIED TO THE FANS. wewe LIED TO MANEGMWNT HOW DARE wewe GET OUT". I get my things and turn with tears then walk out.
Madisions P.O.V
i woke up the inayofuata siku and found miley and harry cuddled close on the air matress. i smile and get up and get dressed in a hollister juu white shorts and a side braid with black sandals. i finish washing up when Miley gets up. i quickly run over to her "hey wewe cant get up mil'syoure leg is still hurt" i say changing the bandage. when were done niall gestures me to go outside. i nod and go with him "hey madision i was wondering if wewe wanted to go out with me" says niall beaming . "YESS OF COURES" I say hugging him tightly.
i woke up the inayofuata siku and found miley and harry cuddled close on the air matress. i smile and get up and get dressed in a hollister juu white shorts and a side braid with black sandals. i finish washing up when Miley gets up. i quickly run over to her "hey wewe cant get up mil'syoure leg is still hurt" i say changing the bandage. when were done niall gestures me to go outside. i nod and go with him "hey madision i was wondering if wewe wanted to go out with me" says niall beaming . "YESS OF COURES" I say hugging him tightly.