do wewe truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen kwa my personality au kwa my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do wewe really think i eat au sleep
do wewe think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a mwezi the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me au kick me
do wewe really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood kwa her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so inayofuata time wewe see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?