In this dark world that gets darker kwa the minute, we can only rely on your self,
And no one else. wewe start to fade in and out, wewe can barely hear your self call for help!
Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your moyo thumping, your last dakika here are coming.
wewe see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.
wewe go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. wewe know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.
The darkness closing in, all your sins coming in. Your taking your last glances around, and finally realize what you've found. wewe hear your name, your name screamed with all the pain etched in.
wewe smile your last smile, wewe smell that vile smell one last time. Now that wewe see that face, that face that comes to wewe in such haste... wewe except it, even if your still perplexed kwa it. How this came to be, how all your shame flew away.
wewe whisper with your final breaths 'come closer, come closer' wewe say deciding its finally time to make them lose there composure. wewe touch their cheek and they tell wewe that wewe should stop talking, your voice is too meek.
wewe look in their eyes, trying to find what you've been looking for all those years, those eyes that are shedding all those tears. wewe look in those eyes, that hold all your fears.
wewe wipe away the tears, wewe wipe away the fears. wewe lift your head and they lower theirs, and wewe listen to your old argurments, to everything wewe said. wewe fight against your body, wewe pour your moyo and soul, as your eyes turn dark as coal...
wewe spend your last breath brushing the tips of your lips, trembling your fumbling trying to hold the others hand. wewe smile and they cry. wewe start fading off into a natural high, starting to fly away....
wewe say before wewe leave "I'm... s... sorry.... I........" and wewe hang that sentance in the air, wewe spirit starting to leave fighting to stay and do whats fair. wewe hear them crying and your soul can't kubeba it. wewe go into a fit then wewe see all white and wewe leave continuing to bleed....
Your other nods and smile tears falling, they ball their fists, they nod and wewe know wewe have nothing to fear. wewe know. They know. No foe can take away your final words as they linger in your others head, they finger wewe wound and with one last scream, wewe deem it ready for wewe to pass on, going up higher than the sun...
~The End~
And no one else. wewe start to fade in and out, wewe can barely hear your self call for help!
Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your moyo thumping, your last dakika here are coming.
wewe see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.
wewe go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. wewe know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.
The darkness closing in, all your sins coming in. Your taking your last glances around, and finally realize what you've found. wewe hear your name, your name screamed with all the pain etched in.
wewe smile your last smile, wewe smell that vile smell one last time. Now that wewe see that face, that face that comes to wewe in such haste... wewe except it, even if your still perplexed kwa it. How this came to be, how all your shame flew away.
wewe whisper with your final breaths 'come closer, come closer' wewe say deciding its finally time to make them lose there composure. wewe touch their cheek and they tell wewe that wewe should stop talking, your voice is too meek.
wewe look in their eyes, trying to find what you've been looking for all those years, those eyes that are shedding all those tears. wewe look in those eyes, that hold all your fears.
wewe wipe away the tears, wewe wipe away the fears. wewe lift your head and they lower theirs, and wewe listen to your old argurments, to everything wewe said. wewe fight against your body, wewe pour your moyo and soul, as your eyes turn dark as coal...
wewe spend your last breath brushing the tips of your lips, trembling your fumbling trying to hold the others hand. wewe smile and they cry. wewe start fading off into a natural high, starting to fly away....
wewe say before wewe leave "I'm... s... sorry.... I........" and wewe hang that sentance in the air, wewe spirit starting to leave fighting to stay and do whats fair. wewe hear them crying and your soul can't kubeba it. wewe go into a fit then wewe see all white and wewe leave continuing to bleed....
Your other nods and smile tears falling, they ball their fists, they nod and wewe know wewe have nothing to fear. wewe know. They know. No foe can take away your final words as they linger in your others head, they finger wewe wound and with one last scream, wewe deem it ready for wewe to pass on, going up higher than the sun...
~The End~
Make My moyo Beat
Uncontrolably
i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You
i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You
i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See wewe With Another Girl
i Hate How wewe
Make Me Care
About You
it's To Bad
i Do...
... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.
i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte wewe So Much,
That i upendo You."
But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...
...Again.
Another one to wewe guys:D
A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...
A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A upendo uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...
A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...
upendo to all:D
A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...
A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A upendo uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...
A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...
upendo to all:D
Mirror
kwa Alyssa Rivers
Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever
Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One kwa one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back
All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call au pled
Until now
She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die
Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.
kwa Alyssa Rivers
Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever
Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One kwa one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back
All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call au pled
Until now
She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die
Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.
I still cry.
Why did wewe leave me like this?
Why did wewe have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
wewe knew wewe would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep wewe from being blue
But wewe resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like wewe did
I starve myself, like wewe did
I hid my feelings like wewe did
Now, Will I die like wewe did?
Maybe if wewe would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude maoni please...
~OfmiceandDes
Why did wewe leave me like this?
Why did wewe have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
wewe knew wewe would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep wewe from being blue
But wewe resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like wewe did
I starve myself, like wewe did
I hid my feelings like wewe did
Now, Will I die like wewe did?
Maybe if wewe would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude maoni please...
~OfmiceandDes
In the end
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished majibu of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My moyo beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one kwa one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do wewe know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished majibu of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My moyo beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one kwa one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do wewe know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
wewe alisema forever.
When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.
wewe come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
wewe a smile.
I always listen to the
Same melody,
And wewe keep appearing
In my memory.
I think of wewe every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.
I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see wewe one last
time,
But I can only see wewe in my
Mind.
wewe will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.
I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from wewe are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like wewe were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if wewe wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one siku we'll fly together and have those great times again
To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be kwa my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please wewe cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit kwa the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all wewe do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be kwa my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please wewe cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit kwa the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all wewe do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my moyo fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my moyo fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u