A poem of a sad man

In the tremors of despair
wewe see your life's fading away.


Now it seems like you've always known
that life wewe have will always be the path of thorns,
You've seen it, oh, wewe have seen it long ago
In the depths of your eyes.


Dark has never been so silent,
While the steps of death are too loud,
So dreadful for the hope that muda wake unaisha slowly.


These moments of sorrow extinguished you,
Harrowing your mind, only the dark were there,
Misery and lonely death were calling your name.


Why is death so painful for others,
Yours has always been present,
In your thoughts, In your absence,
In this sadnees, in despair.


Your being is wrapped kwa blackness,
into the depths of your tainted mind
it took roots, crawling inside,
feeding with the fears that are buried
into nothingness ( the depth of your eyes).

wewe are so young but like the stars wewe are so old/ your perfection is uchungu, chungu and leaves me cold/ but when I feel alone and my soul can feel down I reach to the sky and hear your sound/ and wewe beauty fills the sky and eventually i'll drown in your sweet smell that fills air all around/ wewe twinkle and shine just like a nyota and both of wewe grow far from the ground/ so, distances don't matter/ for what does beauty count? I'll never hold wewe and thats all I kno, beware the rain and beware the snow and beware the man we all thought we'd kno ~ Miguel, i'll always upendo you... No matter what. So much

Sweet and innocence
Filled with hidden rage
Going swimming with her
Will be the you're life's last stage
Little girl from a past life
Was bullied and harmed kwa mean girls
Drowning and returning was the beginning of her strife
Poor little girl kwa the pond and flowers
Wanted a friend so badly
But she sits alone au swims for hours.
Her deepest darkest secrets
Revealed in the end
Oh why and why
Does she kill her new friends?
Her horrid rage and attitude
Left alone in a sloth
Within deep sleep and solitude
Her life didn't end like a fairytale
But it ended in the bottom of a lake
This tale of this little girl
Will end in heartbreak.

In this night
composed of beads
sprinkled of the memories
and remembrance of
the days that sill live
in the hearts of sorrow.


In this night
I tafuta for one soul
who can understand my thoughts,
in this night I whisper...


Your name like a blessing,
your hug like a consolation.


In this night,
magic is real,
weakness of the past
has been stopped by
this moment of fidelity,
this moment belongs to us.


Make my demons go away,
I know,
you're the only one,
the only one who can stop
the pain.


Beads are sprinkled all over,
this beads of past,
rolling to the floor
to my foot
just to remind me,
just to punish me
for the days when my strength
was gone,
when I was gone,
burried kwa the thoughts
of darkness and grief.


But this night belongs to
magic,
the magic of your presence,
this night will forgive my
weakness,
so I shall forgive,
I will pick these beads
and I will be free,
fear won't find me,
the nigh will forgive me.

I can't believe
That u're gone.
I can't believe
U've moved on.

wewe alisema I'm
The only one,
But now
She's the 1.

U alisema u upendo me,
U wanted to marry me.
But now u're gone
U've moved on.

How do u expect me
To songesha on without u.
U're my sunshine
My only smile,
But now u're gone
U've carried on.
Without me.

U've closed the door,
U broke my heart
Into pieces no 1 can fix.
Please come back
And be mine forever.
Please fix my heart
So I can be free.
There's someone out there
Who'll want me soon.

But I'll run back only to find
U don't want me
U've moved on without me.

I want to hear u say
U upendo me again
So I won't be scared
Like I'm right now.

Please turn around
I'm waiting behind u
For u to come back
And be mine again.

We are lives within one life
A beginning & an end
Death is a friend au a fiend
Life can be dark and cold as the deepest depth of the mighty oceans
And dangerous as a threatened mbwa mwitu in her forest.

Our minds are the blessing of a curse

What is real?
Do we feel?
Are we drones of our own creations?
An end shall come to this nation
A new age is drawing near
The old ones will die
Perhaps in vain au insane
Its death will deliver our rebirth
Of illumination
The extinction of the selfish & violent ones will muhuri our survival
The future is our revival

when wewe wish upon a star
it doesn't matter where wewe are.
two stargazers, up at night,
seem close beneath the faint starlight.

space makes miles seem quite small
​​​​when light-years stretch between it all;
but distance is hard to breach,
thus putting wewe just out of reach.

til the land touches the sky,
we still remain just you and i...
but for tonight we can be,
just wish upon a nyota with me.





~an original poem kwa me~

~check out zaidi of my poetry and uandishi at quotev.com/sliverofstarlight~