I just realized something. No matter how bad my life is, there's always someone who has it worst.

I realized that there are a lot of petty, trivial, and unimportant things in life, but those are the things that people seem to worry and think about most.
Human life is so brief and so small, and I've realized how silly and pointless it is to worry about insignificant things.

Doesn't mean your suffering doesn't count.

I realized that I am way obsessed with some tv shows and fandoms and that I get way excited over actors who appear in sinema for like two seconds.

that im a loser

That I'm surrounded kwa idiots.

I realized at school i have almos no friends, then when i talk to them i feel like a stranger :'(

"Life is only as bad as wewe make it out to be."

How not okay I actually am.

Yep, each one has had a situation like that. I mean, everyone has to face au deal with something bad to realize that our life is important and that we should value it no matter what the circumstances and to see that you´re lucky to not be in worst situations.

As time passes, the world becomes zaidi cruel and a less desirable place to live. At least that's what happening in my city.

I realised: My attitude is all about my perception [at that aliyopewa instance in time in how I see things], and that perception is about the level of my underlying graititude. My gratitude is shown in "how" I live and choose to to live -things most people do not ever even see. It is connected to my spirit & spiritual condition at any aliyopewa time which relates to my acceptance level in things inside & around me. All my life I tried to control things au relationships and to absolutely no avail. I hurt people is what I did, it is an unbecoming trait too & I hurt myself, but the zaidi I let go ~ & the zaidi I practice this and let things happen and not get worked up over the stuff that I really have no business getting worked up about anyway, the zaidi peace I have.