CONFESSION TIME

I have no personality . I'm a blank slate that copies the behaviors of anyone I talk to until I am imprinted upon kwa another

I had 12 paragraphs zaidi but I don't want to reveille too much :3

Just know that I'm a functioning sociopath that shouldn't be able to operate as well as I do, according to many acclaimed therapists, sociologists, psychologists, and doctors of cerebral workings

In the real world I secretly upendo Pokemon, but on fanpop everybody that looks at my profaili knows that I like pokemon....... Yep that's pretty much it.... that I want to share

My inayopendelewa animal is the Mountain Goat.......

- Most of the things I openly like on fanpop are things I secretly like in real life, so I would die if anyone I know in real life ever found me on here.
- Admitting that makes me feel ashamed, but I don't know why.
- I like to make secrets out of nothing.

I am really shy. Being shy makes me very unmotivated and afraid to get a job.
I upendo to duka for other people. Like my sister, for krisimasi I bought her a pair of Guess jeans that were over $100, I knew I shouldn't have cause I am not that rich, but my sister is really picky, except when it comes to me cause I tend to buy her really good gifts.
And I am a shopaholic.

I'm bi.

There.
I alisema IT.
I sometimes find girls sexy. o u o

hujambo what do wewe know? im bipolar too! yipee! :D
im depressed
im crazy
i have no real live friends
im lonely
im suicidal
im insecure
i think im gay....ish :P
i wish i were a man, lol
i have no secrets :P
i have made lots of stupid mistakes
i embarrass myself a lot
im a freak/derp/lazy/loser lol lol lol
im a computer addict, lolz
okay peoples, i think that's about it, whewf! that felt good, good swali man ^ ^

- I can't sing.
- I am the last person people go to for advice
- I am afraid of dogs,and sometimes cats.
- I like to throw stuff when I am angry.

Uhhh...

Im Bi c:

Girls can be sexy as fuck!

Oka xD

-I'm srsly in upendo Itachi Uchiha, and if anyone says they like him I'll kill them.
-I'm actually pretty lonely when it comes to Marafiki on this site, I don't have a lot in common with people here.
-I upendo cats..like kittens are so cute.
-I'm super sweet with a very quick temper.
-In life people really don't know about the things I like on here au fanpop it's not that I'm hiding the fact that I like anime it's zaidi of I they don't care.
and kwa the way I look wewe guys would never think that I'd like anime.
-I have a boy problem, like wewe guys have no idea...I have a freaking problem.
-I can't go a siku without eating sweets.
-It's much easyer for me to make Marafiki in life than on the internet.
Done~

-I'm crazy
-I'm weird ... VERY weird
- I'm addicted to Fanpop.... VERY ADDICTED
-I have 19 mashabiki but I go around saying I have 20 ..
-Once I aliiba a nickel from my sis
-I am a goody tushes ( stupid auto correct lol) I guess I'm too good I can't be bad .... >:[
Soo that's that !!! I am also not very pretty :) that pic is all the evidence wewe need .... Lol

i honestly dont hate justin bieber... but i dont upendo him either...

i have a straight girl crush on diana argon, and i am in upendo with my best guy friend.

i think niall horan is a sexy beast......



and to my 2nd family, directioners? i dont ship larry.

nope.

LILO PAYNLINSON, BITCHES!!

I am actually Rã's al Ghul and i'm about to fuck up the world.

- I'm only 5'1 but I always try to make myself taller xDDDD
- At first I use to not like Mindless Behavior AT ALL I just started liking them a mwaka ago
- I LOOOOOVE WWE
- I'm scared of elmo o.O
- I'm clumsy
- Now this is something no one knows im in upendo with a guy named Jacob E Perez

I confess.....

IM TOTALLY FREAKING ADDICTED TO KEITH URBAN!!!!


Wait...
Everyone knows that!



I really don't have any l.o.l.

you? a big hypocrite? nonsense! i don't see any of that on here! then again, i might be blind to what you're really getting kwa at times.

-i suppress what i want to say at times. for example, i could be a lot ruder on here, but i hold back what i want to really say, even if a person really deserves it

-i'm extremely antisocial and despise arguments. i won't talk to anyone unless talked to first. there are rare exceptions though.

-i despise "grammar nazis". i really do. i would upendo to sock a majority of them in the face. i suppress this urge pretty well though.

-i guess wewe could say i'm a huge contradiction? i mean, i can be extremely mean. At the same time though I can present an image that reveals a calm, composed individual with a way with words. That could be ego speaking. I have my problems with my ego from time to time.

-I have an inferiority complex, and feel I need to be appreciated. my moral's gone down recently, and since people don't really pay attention to me all that much, it gets to me at times. but y'know, at the same time i don't want that much attention. i don't need to be swarmed; a few hellos and conversations will do.

i guess i could say there's more, but that's all i'll say for now.

-I´m bipolar.
-I easily get hurt
-Yep, I´m very easy too manipulate too.
-I don´t like people who backstab neither hipocracy.
-I have my clumsy moments.
-I look youger for my age
-Because of what I´ve alisema above, normally people think my brother is older (he´s taller but younger than me).
-I´´m scared of some scary movies

wewe guys seriously know everything about me...

I think I have a mental disorder, but I'm to scared to talk to my mom. (mainly because she doesn't think teenagers can be bipolar au depressed and it's all just hormones)

I'm probably bipolar.

I'm the biggest contradiction ever. I hate being alone, yet i need to be around people, i need silence to sleep, yet i can't without listening to music. I bloody have a love/hate relationship with all my friends. I upendo giving people hugs, but hate getting them. I need to be touching something/someone at all times, but i hate being touched.

I have trouble socializing. I can't form a corrrect sentence when i talk to people.

I'm a sadist. I enjoy causing other people, and myself pain (physical and emotional)

i'm don't care about others feelings whatsoever. I could make someone cry and not feel gulity.

I fear my Marafiki and family will abandon me, and they all are secretly annoyed with me.

I basically live in my mind, and ignore reality. I have an imaginary boyfriend that is my whole life. and I really do need him to live

I've convinced myself I'm 25 and dating Keith.

I think I'm actually in a mental institution, and my whole life is just some strage delusion.

I have the brain of a male.

That's all I'm willing to confess too... but there is so much more...

I THINK I'm bi..But I don't really tell anyone.
I'm anti social.
I freaking hate my family. Their idiots and I can't stand to have anything to do with them.
I feel that I might be a little mentally disabled/depressed/bi-polar...But whenever I tell my parents their like "It's just hormonal stuff" and I'm like "You think being suicidal is hormonal?.."
I don't have any Marafiki once so ever.
My only friend is my dog. (I am so lame..)
I feel like no matter what, I'm always getting judged somehow some way.
I'm got held back 3 grades. I'm supposed to be in 8th but I'm in 5th...(It's bad ik..)
I get picked on because my parents are super old. (My dads in his 70's and my moms in her 60's)
I have no life.
I once tried masturbating. It was a total fail. >.>
I get stressed so much that I literally break out. =.=
My face is fat af'...
I think I'm ugly.
I feel like commiting suicide every now and then..
I've gotten bullied online and offline a lot.
I feel like I'm not good enough.
I get jealous VERY easily.
I've fallen in upendo a couple times. Mostly with celebrities. wewe might say their just a bunch of celebrity crushes but no, I'm literally I.N.L.O.V.E with Christian Beadles. I'm sorry, but that boy is perfect.
I used to not give a crap about Justin Bieber. Then I became a obsessive fan. Then I started hating him again.
I always think I have a chance to get lucky and maybe just maybe be able to tarehe that Christian Beadles kid again. >_>
I think everyone's prettier then me.
I look absulutley horrible in picha and video but in real life I look good..
My nose...I hate...my fucking...nose...
I think it's embarrassing to onyesha your feet. And I only onyesha them when I have to.
I think it's faggot related when a guy wears sandals. I'm sorry but no, just no.





























That's all I really want to get off my chest so..yeah.

I'm shy.
I'm a hypocrite at times.
I like ice cream.
I still believe their is a Santa Claus.
I'm not a natural blonde.
I curse a little zaidi then what the average teenager should.





That's all.

I'm suicidal and have tried to kill myself several times. I cut myself pretty much everyday.

Okay

I have a fictional boyfriend.

His name is Stayne.

THERE.

* Thinks of something that won't jeopardize my fanpop reputation *

I got it!

- I still like Barbie movies
- I wish I were older
- I believe I'm part vampire :F
- and the worst one of all!!! I pretend I can't stand one direction but I actually think there muziki is really catchy! *faints*