"sighs" Listen wewe might be going through some issues. I get that. But the fact of the matter is. wewe need to get a sekunde opinion on things before wewe make rash decisions and opinion about yourself and things/people in your environment. Which wewe have failed to do any of that quite often since the time we all on bila mpangilio had a glimpse to know something about you.
wewe really shouldn't above all self diagnose yourself. because what if you're horrible wrong. wewe need to understand that facts are a thing and wewe gotta have some sort of basis for your conclusions. For an example hating men because of what a few did. wewe need to understand why that is stupid to think that way. Same in reverse to females.
IF in fact wewe are honestly in need of assistance. wewe need to get off this computer and talk to your folks and maybe resolve this instead of rambling on the internet about a problem that wewe seem to be too immature to deal with.
Everything wewe alisema so far screams. "IDK what to do. I have problems. Why won't anyone help me in someway" wewe need to tell someone irl that can actually help you. Otherwise if you're doing this for attention wewe need to stop. That is the long and the short of it.