I never thought i would end up like this.Alone dying and not being able to care for my brother.Running away from gaurds into the alley au our so called home.We never left the city border but my brother dreams of it when he grows up so he can care for me."Brother it's ok"I alisema giving him half of the warm soft loaf of bread.My brothers hand shook while he reachout ands grabbed the mkate and slowly nibbled every last piece of it.As he and i listed the reasons why would should go to heaven and so far we came up with one reason hat both of us were suffering with."Dear god keep us alive for at least another siku and we promise to be good children"My brother prayed."Okay Adam let's go"I alisema standing on my blood covered knees."Kathrin will god let us go to heven,i mean we've been bad kids"Adam said.My brother and i were twins both thirteen but Adam didn't know how to care for me and still had a little kid mind still in him like the cowardly lion.My brother was no coward but he was afraid of being alone.I ran away at the age of nine and mey brother stayed and when i tried to come nyumbani my brother wouldn't leave.And yet he doesn't think that HE left."Kathrin"Yelled my little brother.His heavy breathing and panting scared me.Was he running to me au away from somthing.My plan as that he running to me."Adam where are you"I yelled out."Get out alive"A scratchy voice yelled out.I Relly bright light lit up the whole alley i saw my brother on the ground his eyes blood shot red and he was scared to death.He told himself he wasn't scared and i held onto him and felp his moyo beat.Thump thump thump thump and wouldn't slow down and i knew i had to calm him down so i sang a luliby."Don't be scared little one for i shall never leaver you"I sang out"Never forget my beatring moyo for it shall guide wewe home."Adam soon fell asleep and so did i.But while trying to sleep i heard a breath and a voice."Over here son"Said a loud but calming voice.Footsteps boomed and echoed donw the long alley.A flashlight shone and two people saw me and my brother who was still lazily sleeping kwa me side.The younger boy looked like he was my age au at least fourteen and a half."What do we do with em"The boy alisema pulling out a small hand gun.I cringed at the sight of it."Jamie put your gun away"ordered the man.Adam woke up but his eyes closed cuz the light hurt them."Kristen what do they want"Adam alisema with his fingernails digging into my skin.I maoned and Jamie sat stood on his knees and looked at all of our cut bruises and scraps and he told us that we had to come with him."How can we trust wewe and why should we trust you"My brother and i alisema in unsion.Jamie smirked and stood up tall and fearless he walked down the long alley and punched th wall.He cursed under his breath and i knew it.I let go and stood up and walked over to Jamie.I smiled and held out my hand.Jamie looked at my hand and then at me like i was crazy and at that point i probably was."You little bastard"Jamie alisema with his hands in his pockets.My eyes widened my hand fell and tears ran down my face."You want to get on my good alisema so wewe can take my over"Jamie said."Y-You idiot that's not at all i was trying to do.Jamie punched the ukuta again but he ran back and ran towards the ukuta stepped on the edge and flipped over."I got zaidi skill than wewe have wewe dying disease"Jamie said.Tears ran down my face but then my vision got blurry and i fell to the ground."Kristen"ADam yelled at the juu of his lungs.Jamie dropped to his knees."I didn't say die wewe idiot"Jamie said.I woke up in a hospital kitanda with wire taped to me and people with needles poking with them.I couldn't feel hear au smell any thing.My hands were numb and my throut was dry.Jamie walked in with a leather koti, jacket on with a white shati on and his only change of pants on while he was chewing gum."Hey disease your doing better"Jamie alisema beside my bed.I closed my eyes and opened them again."Why do wewe hate me"I asked him."He doesn't hate wewe sis he was the one that carried wewe the five miles to the hospital"Adam alisema in the same clothes as Jamie and for once he didn't act like scared Adam he was actully brave.My moyo beat in side my lifeless body and i felt like Jamie actully cared.Adam and Jamie held one of my hand."Oh and Jame please don't call me diseas any more"I asked.Jamie rolled his eyes but he still nodded.
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First ch. a lil long but i think it's awsome.
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First ch. a lil long but i think it's awsome.
Dream it Out Loud
How do wewe speak in silence?
Why do wewe sleep when you're awake?
If we just cut the tie lines, then we can simply sail away.
Pack up your things. Write it all down.
You'll soon be accustomed to the sound.
Dream it out loud.
Dream it out loud.
Dream it out loud.
I want to paint in colors.
Leaving the land of black and white.
And if we do go back there, we'll see it in a different light.
Ready to go. Open the door.
Just like the rain falls from the cloud.
Dream it out loud.
Dream it out loud.
Dream it out loud.
It's a better day.
We're on our way.
If there's anything we can't remember.
Who's to say it's not all just a dream.
Don't have to think about it.
Just like a river it will flow.
We waited to long without it.
If we just get up now and go.
Open your eyes and look around.
You'll be surprised what wewe have found.
Dream it out loud. (x 10)
(I'm dreaming. Keep on dreaming.) (x10)
How do wewe speak in silence?
Why do wewe sleep when you're awake?
If we just cut the tie lines, then we can simply sail away.
Pack up your things. Write it all down.
You'll soon be accustomed to the sound.
Dream it out loud.
Dream it out loud.
Dream it out loud.
I want to paint in colors.
Leaving the land of black and white.
And if we do go back there, we'll see it in a different light.
Ready to go. Open the door.
Just like the rain falls from the cloud.
Dream it out loud.
Dream it out loud.
Dream it out loud.
It's a better day.
We're on our way.
If there's anything we can't remember.
Who's to say it's not all just a dream.
Don't have to think about it.
Just like a river it will flow.
We waited to long without it.
If we just get up now and go.
Open your eyes and look around.
You'll be surprised what wewe have found.
Dream it out loud. (x 10)
(I'm dreaming. Keep on dreaming.) (x10)
A Child's Mind
A child's mind is so soft a clay
mold it to into anything wewe may
it's tender and innocent so, for the moment
let it free to play!
Nothing does it know, of the Life's Dirty Play
For it life is all Bright and Gay
It is True, Sweet and Pure
But the way it is, Let it stay!
For in this world of misery and grief
To my mind is a relief,
that a Temple of Innocence
in the world still does exist!
-Siri Mandali
Hope wewe like it, I've ilitumwa it in my blog too :) - link
A child's mind is so soft a clay
mold it to into anything wewe may
it's tender and innocent so, for the moment
let it free to play!
Nothing does it know, of the Life's Dirty Play
For it life is all Bright and Gay
It is True, Sweet and Pure
But the way it is, Let it stay!
For in this world of misery and grief
To my mind is a relief,
that a Temple of Innocence
in the world still does exist!
-Siri Mandali
Hope wewe like it, I've ilitumwa it in my blog too :) - link
The Falling Man
One of the most haunting picha captured from 9/11, it shows a man free-falling after he has jumped from one of the windows of North Tower. He was one of the people they call “Jumpers”, who chose to jump to their death rather than get suffocated kwa the smoke au get buried under the rubble. Some called them cowards, while some sensationalized them as tragic symbols of 9/11. But the fact of the matter is, it was a hard choice for anyone to make, and one can not really judge the decisions a person makes in times like these.
People, wewe rant so much about how wewe have a hard time making choices. Whether wewe should work on your assignment au go out with your friends. Whether wewe should tarehe this guy au that guy. Whether wewe should break up with your boyfriend au not. Whether wewe should wear the pink blouse au the baby blue one.
Imagine the choice this man had to make.....
One of the most haunting picha captured from 9/11, it shows a man free-falling after he has jumped from one of the windows of North Tower. He was one of the people they call “Jumpers”, who chose to jump to their death rather than get suffocated kwa the smoke au get buried under the rubble. Some called them cowards, while some sensationalized them as tragic symbols of 9/11. But the fact of the matter is, it was a hard choice for anyone to make, and one can not really judge the decisions a person makes in times like these.
People, wewe rant so much about how wewe have a hard time making choices. Whether wewe should work on your assignment au go out with your friends. Whether wewe should tarehe this guy au that guy. Whether wewe should break up with your boyfriend au not. Whether wewe should wear the pink blouse au the baby blue one.
Imagine the choice this man had to make.....
if someone is making wewe upset, just say "look how carless and mean he/she/they are/is."
if someone doesn't believe you, just say "i can't do anything to change your mind."
if someone doesn't like the way wewe are, au they want to change something about you, say "i didn't make myself like this. this is how i was born. take me as i am, au don't accept me at all."
if someone is bullying wewe for "no reason", it's because they like you, au is jealous of you, au it's the spirits clashing.
