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Found out something I do when sick is NOT normal if Rikus reaction was any indication ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Anyone else wonder if Ulquiorra was wrongly ranked number four since even Aizen never saw his sekunde release? Cos if wewe see the sheer strength and destruction capability of his Lanza Del Relampago alone, its gotta make wewe think ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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#OneOfThoseNights ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Quite honestly, sometimes I feel Im way too harsh on the "kin" community and I have a reflexive judgement on them I really shouldnt have but persists even if I dont want it.

They might not all be like the ones Ive seen / met. They might have zaidi rational, less-childish ones.

With how tightly I hold some characters to myself and how much I relate with them almost makes me want to use the word "synpath" but kwa no means do I want to be anywhere close to correlated with the "kin" people ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Really... I think what I mean to say is that I REALLY dont give people enough of a chance to explain when they say they are "kin" au any form before casting judgement silently in my head zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I really shouldnt, but I think my experiences from them just make it way too hard not to. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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^Same honestly zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Hatoful Boyfriend is seriously better than the parody game it claims to be, its actually better than a lot of the games its parodying.

*faints* So few people hear my message over their wingu brought upon the curse of the Devilish First Impression. How woe is my existence that I must struggle against this perilous quest to get my mission complete. My Crimson Bre-

ENOUGH SOUNDING LIKE ANGHEL! ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I need a Hatoful Boyfriend profaili zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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His way of speaking makes me zaidi interested towards his Character, I must say !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Damn. wewe replied. I was hoping to get it up to 100 zaidi maoni before wewe saw it zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I'd say we still have at least a week of Riku and I making silly Hatoful stuff ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Don't tell Riku, but I'm doing something awful again. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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How to immediately erase any bad mood of Rikus

Ask how Lucy is doing ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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HE WAS BEING SASSY TODAY zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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ITS FUNNY zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Anyone else block out thoughts wewe dont want to think about / hear with really loud music? ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Quite a few times !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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sometimes,to be specific only thoughts that i can't figure out how to deal with zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I have over 10,000 picha on my club now XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Adding zaidi maswali to the chemsha bongo section for those that are bored and have no life.

Also taking swali suggestions too. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Doki Doki: "Individuals suffering from anxiety and depression may not have a salama experience playing this game"

Me: *suffers from two anxiety disorders and depression* Hmmm yolo. Anyways Im pretty demented so... eh. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Anyone who can carry a conversation with me for 6 years cannot be normal. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Riku went to bed! Time for me to spam her ukuta and picha and make bila mpangilio polls!

*elects instead to sip soda and watch Youtube.* ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Good news. I finally won my therapist back after half a mwaka war on Kaiser's bullshit. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Congratulations XD It is really nice to know !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Am I one of the few people who dont work well with the kinanda roll for messing around with muziki but rather need to see the notes and sheet to get a good feel of how the muziki runs?

I just really cant work well unless I have the sheet muziki ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Sometimes I wonder how extremely people would react online to more

"Lets get rid of net neutrality"

or

"Lets bring back Nazi Germany in the US" ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Not really but seriously XD Its kinda amusing how quickly everyone got up for net neutrality compared to other topics XD Oh and dont get me wrong 100% for protecting Net Neutrality. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Honestly speaking here, the zaidi I try to work with and around my mental health to repair my life, the zaidi I realized how both messed up, deranged, fucked up, and abnormal my mental health is most of the time. Like Im finding out a lot of things I found normal to be abnormal (other than that emotion thing)

Like Im recovering and seeing things in a zaidi normal manner and it really makes me look back at my older self and just be in awe on how unknowingly messed up I was ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I like it though however. I feel zaidi stable around these days. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Being a shabiki / Nerd / Obsessed: Wow I really like this thing a whole lot. I know everything about it. I might even collect a lot of images

Being LITERALLY Obsessed: I WANT TO DO OTHER THINGS, CHANGE MY FOCUS TO OTHER MEDIA AND MAYBE NOT HAVE MY BLANK THOUGHT FILLED UP WITH THIS BUT IT WONT GO AWAY AHH. MUST LEARN MORE. MUST tafuta MORE. I NEED TO SATIATE WHATEVER IS KEEPING IT IN MY HEAD. But honestly its not that bad cos I upendo the thing and its great but man can it not be possessive? ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Like really, I cant satiate the obsessive demand and Im getting literally antsy over it. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I dont have time to start the sekunde game which would satiate it and maybe collecting picha zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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WHY AM I SO UPSET / OBSESSED OVER PIGEONS AND A QUAI-

Wait Im Riku.

When am I not upset and obsessed with birds

Nevermind guys. Carry on, this is just my normal life. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Me: *sitting here wondering if I relate with Nanaki from Hatoful Boyfriend enough to add him to the list* ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I need to play the sekunde game zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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*slowly gathers Hatoful Boyfriend images* ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Really playing the trumpet and extending my range on that has really extended the range on my whistling cos at a certain point in whistling the main issue, much like the trumpet higher notes, is that wewe cant really close up the amount of air going out to hit a higher note as much as wewe just need really strong air support and fast air ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Me: *screaming internally into the eternal deep black void over the fact that Hatoful Boyfriend is not the innocent funny bird dating sim I came for but is rather much zaidi deep and I was not ready* ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I get triggered kwa Megaman ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Who else here has a natural and almost automatic upendo to songs in a minor key? ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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^ Same here. There are quite a few that I enjoy !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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DisneyPrince88: *just joins*

*less than 24 hours later*

Fanpop: THE FOURTH HIGHEST CONTRIBUTOR TO THIS CLUB IS DISNEYPRINCE88 ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Yep. That is a quirk of his XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
sunny
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Joined ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Im just keeping this ikoni for a bit ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Wantadog Adding makala Ideas Riku Doesn't Have Time For On Her Schedule since 201whateverfuckingyearwemetlikegeezwhothefuckkeepstrackofthatIthinkwemetinfucking9monthsBCorsomeshit ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Amnesia, Stardew, and Hatoful Boyfriend now make up my juu three games on Steam ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Dood..... Hatoful Boyfriend deceptively makes wewe think that its average and a not-serious otome genre / visual novel until they realize wewe are sticking through till the end then BAM! They hit wewe with a bat with how FUCKING AMAZING the bonus unlocked story is.

Like literally every character intertwines and its such a good tragic story and guhuskhsf

Imma need to collect picha for those characters at some point. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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The characters are so well developed and amazing like holy shit. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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It almost entirely looses its otome genre in the final story but becomes a MAGNIFICENT Visual Novel zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Actual Screenshot from the game: link zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Ugh. I dont want to go to school tomorrow. Can I not just sleep? ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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All nighter with Riku? Ohmygodyes zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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mto fight? zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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hit wanta with a mto hehe ^^ zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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That's my fault for putting me up against Kent.

Even I would choose Kent over me.

The dood is fucking hot. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Me: I want a job that requires a doctorate anyways

Friend: .... do wewe really want to be in school for another seven years after this?

Me: Sure. I upendo learning.

Friend: .... nerd. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Ive never really been able to be one who reaches for a dream job that isnt financially au statistically viable. I never really had a dream job, just requirements.

1) Decent average lowest pay, I want da monehh
2) Decent job market - not too horribly competitive so getting a job shouldnt be too difficult
3) Match with my skills, even better if it matches with most of my skills
4) Be of a topic Im interested in and would enjoy taking classes on
5) Be a job Id enjoy ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Bonus if its calls for knowledge most dont learn that I can apply to real life zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Thus Psychiatry/Therapy is decent, Communications and Marketing is decent, Being a Vet is decent zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Bonus if I can get a doctorate in it cos I crave knowledge and information zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Reasons why 2017 sucked
-Hardcore Senioritis from January all the way to December
-Literally no therapist for like half of it
-Shitty Psychiatrist / Insurance
-Senior mwaka decision making
-Endless stress, no breaks
-Constantly tired
-A lot of other reasons I prolly am too tired to remember

There are a good deal of reasons why 2017 was decent but bleh. 2017 is shit.

Oh

-We got stuck in a loose loose situation for presidency
-We might loose net neutrality ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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-I CANT TAKE LUCY OUT RIGHT NOW COS HES SLEEPING zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Tfw wewe are one of the most indecisive hoes in the world yet wewe are in your senior mwaka of highschool and are now demanded to make back to back major decisions that greatly affect at least the inayofuata four to ten years of your life. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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How to make Riku watch an anime: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVtr596giq0 ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Wanta embarrassed himself with his lack of actual knowledge about birds ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Okay since I know wewe all totally want to know my bird based plan

I plan to keep Lucy with me when I leave college and keep him till he dies around my 40s.

I plan to get a pigeon / njiwa (probably either pied au fantail) when Im having a job and probably in an apartment.

I plan to get a cockatoo (ideally Moluccan au Gahal but I want to probably get one from a rescue if I can) when I have a house and decent stability when Im around my 30s ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Im also probably gonna get a Border collie at some point. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Purty good. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I need a longer orodha of female anime characters I adore ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Man my body is not adapting to returning to school after the less-than-week long Thanksgiving vacation I had. No matter if I go to kitanda early and sleep in a bit, Im still spending the entire siku running on minimal energy ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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What did they call Ichigos dad when he ran into some poison ivy?

Itchin Kurosaki ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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What's a titans inayopendelewa food?

Rawmen ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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What would Death Note be without L?

A better onyesha ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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What would Death Note be without Light?

Really dark ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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What does Narutos ninja squad use when they go to sleep?

Kakasheets ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Why is Yugi Moto so hard to profile?

Because he has a Duel Identity *none of these jokes are mine* ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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What did Joey Wheeler say to his friend when he ate delicious food?

"It's so Yami Yugi." ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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So like I randomly started belching out Take Me Home, Country Roads cos it was on my bila mpangilio internal radio and no one was home, but then my birds started chirping along so now Im playing it on repeat right inayofuata to their cage and alternating between imba and just letting them listen to it. They seem to enjoy it a lot since they are all as close as possible to me while its playing and all in their happy fluff ball state. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Seriously, after mostly focusing on not-BTS things for a few months and going back to them, Im really impressed. In a few months, theyve grown zaidi popular, theyve gotten better at choreo, vocals, rapping, and speaking in English and just like... impressive. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Mic Drop reminds me of Bastarz Zero for Conduct and I very much like that zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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birrrddss

Among the many things I have / am considering being, working in a non-profit Avian Rescue institue has been one. But it has a lot of technicalities to it Im sure and is better talked to between me and maybe a career guidance counselor of whatever school I end up in ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Okay I might make a "Top Anime" list. Idk XD I realized one anime Id probably put on there that wasnt there on the prior one cos I didnt know it but unless I see more, I prolly wont

Actually prolly two. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Me: Ah... back when I was angsty

Me #2: //was// angsty? Dude all your inayopendelewa songs are loud and / au aggressive

Me: Liar give me pro-

Me #2: Any Hollywood Undead au Agust D song.

Me: GG well played

Me #2: And dont get me started on the times wewe listen to Melanie Martinez au Halsey.

Me: S H U T I T

Me #2: au the emo bands.

Me: fck u. Imma go listen to upendo Stage! OP just cos fck u ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Also its like... WAY delayed but one of my rookies asked me why I was so dressed up one time when I was wearing my blazer (which I usually do) and another was like "??? Riku always wears a blazer" and apparently didnt notice all the other times I wore it and that one time I came half dressed in formal wear just for funsies ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
#Aesthetic !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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The thing I like about Dating Sims is less the dating part of it but zaidi the level and focus they allow wewe to have on one character to REALLY get to know that one character. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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^ Same here !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Entering Georgia ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Also for those kinda new to the club, I spend most of the time Im nyumbani and on my computer talking to Wanta and have been for like... the past uh... good few years.

That being said, thats not nearly as much as it used to be since Im busy and being dragged out kwa family and Marafiki a lot. But hes a cool guy. I know wewe dont see him much on bila mpangilio XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Speaking of which I should sleep because I cant keep satiating my mind before it starts to 'entertain' itself with not so fun stuff. So good night wonderful ukuta readers XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Also hi Wanta when wewe inevitably come here to see what wewe missed tomorrow morning~ zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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hujambo you.;) zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Also, wewe know Ive kinda got to the point with my mental health that Im so used to it and familiar with it, that a good percent of the time Im just calmly handling symptoms as they come.

Like bila mpangilio night time depression creeping up in the corner cos Im probably staying up too late? Alright lets just handle it like this then sleep when we are done so we dont have to worry about it creeping up on me. Can't stop being constantly distracted? Alright, we can do this for now. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Anxiety? Dissociation? Inappropriate emotion projection? Kay lets just take care of this in a good way and continue. Im not saying kwa any chance I always handle it well / notice it soon enough to handle it well buuuttttt. Ive grown pretty good and used to them now zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Am I the only one that gets antsy when she doesnt have something to distract here for any longer than half a minute? Like it keeps me busy and active so Im always getting something done (productive au not) and all but dude, seriously I cant let myself chill. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Like my therapist *cough* when I had one *cough* was trying to work on me with that and it was almost hilarious on how BAD I was at sitting and doing nothing. I was told to sit, relax, and do nothing and try to think about as close to nothing as possible for literally ONE minute. Instead I started counting the 4/4 time signature measure worth of beats that the clock in the room ticked at. Among other things as well I just oculdnt do XD Like right now, Im not having anyone being my focus / mediator cos Im not hanging out with anyone and Wanta isnt online and Im just like.... in a constant rush to provide entertainment for myself. XD I can barely keep up with my demand honestly zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Like Im not usually this bad cos Ive been pretty good about it, but strangely Im back almost on the severe again this past like week au so. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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But the latter is also kinda annoying XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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*hanging upside down in my brain* What am I supposed to do with free time when no one is online? Im bored. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Me 1: Lets do something!

Me 2: I dont really want to though. Sounds tiring and lackluster

Me 1: But itll be fun

Me 3: Eh... We should sleep. Sleeping sounds nice

Me 1 / 2: But its a break... plus its not even 10 PM ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Just realized one of the dark types on my juu 10 Dark Type Pokemon orodha isn't actually a dark type. No biggie. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Are wewe for real? XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Oh im all real zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Youtuber: juu 10 Supposedly Cursed Youtube video - lets onyesha wewe all of them! ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Riku is not a Pokemon ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Me Black Friday Shopping: *gets a kubeba about half my height and a game not even on sale* ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Hatoful Boyfriend is such a me game XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Im getting annoyed. None of my Steam games are giving me any cards. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Me, Mother Lynx: Okay kids drink some water then lets go

Me: *finishes drinking and waits a bit for them, then starts walking away, calling for them to follow*

Me: *walks some distance away before realizing only three of my four cubs are there* NO GET wewe punda BACK HERE. I DONT WANT TO KNOW wewe DIED FOR SOME MYSTERIOUS REASON *calls like three times* GET YOUR punda BACK HERE.

Me: *kills chakula to feed them* *throws it down*

Kid #4: *comes running*

Me: >.> Gave me a heartattack ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
That cub was a naught little shit XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Steam: STOP TELLING ME TO DOWNLOAD SO MANY GAMES AT ONCE DAMN IT ITS NOT LIKE wewe ARE GOING TO PLAY THEM ALL AT THE SAME TIME

Me: Says wewe ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I wish I had the ability to enjoy fighting games.

They're too stressful.

But they look so fun....

But they give me mini panic attacks from indecision... ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
They have always been my inayopendelewa Genre. Personally, I see them as a way of taking out all of that stress of mine. They feel so satisfying and they are truly fun XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
I dont really have the attention span for them now but I used to adore them zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I dunno why. I always just start mashing buttons zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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The thing about RPing is that, once wewe get really into it and connect really strongly with your characters, it provides zaidi experience and emotion than real life does. It becomes really addicting if left out of hand - almost like a drug. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Like the level I was connected with my characters before would make it super amusing to watch me write since almost all the emotions my characters would feel as I wrote would get projected out on my face and body. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Honestly to be fair thats uandishi ujumla, jumla for me once Ive gotten too invested into one of my characters. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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The sheer emotion can be euphoric - even the really painful ones like when a character's close friend au significant other dies au gets hurt. Its just... ugh. I miss it just thinking about it but really that degree is probably really unhealthy. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I just noticed Riku and I switched roles. RIKU is the one who did the short, casual reviews of Steam games #GoReadHerArticleIt'sSuperGood.

and I attempted to do the longer, zaidi technical reviews of games. #Don'tCuzTheySuckAndIWannaDeleteThem.

Usually its the other way around. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
^Its true zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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We need a Draw Something game where all the things to draw are things that appear on CAH cards. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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For someone with bad memory, Riku remembers stuff about me that I don't even remember. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
ONE zaidi siku THEN I GET A BREAK FOR ALMOST A WEEK ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
HOORAYYY !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Make sure wewe take advantage of it effectively !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 alisema …
I just realized that Riku is literally Nonon Jakuzure from Kill la Kill !!!! ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
I cannot watch anime anymore without trying to also identify the "Riku" of that anime. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Am I really? XD Makes me curious XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
^ wewe SHOULD watch it XD I definitely recommend it !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Got another one out of Riku. I'm on a roll ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I like koki because koki is better than Pepsi, but I also really upendo Pepsi because UNLIKE Coke, wewe can chug it. With koki wewe need to wait for it to not be so carbonated, but with Pepsi wewe can just open, gulp, rinse, repeat ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Past Tense: I yote
Present Tense: I yeet
Future Tense: I finna yeet ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Cheers to me and Wanta dealing with shitty situations and mutually agreeing not to be depressed about them today. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Amen zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Kaiser can go rot in the deepest parts of hell. Whatever torture they find there, they deserve it. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
If wewe are aliyopewa the responsibility of people with mental health issues and wewe completely neglect that responsibility, wewe deserve the worst hell. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Not really but I hate whoever is fucking my treatment plan up with such a burning passion zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Riku puts up with my dumb whiny shit so well. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
"If wewe were to become a dominatrix, I really wouldnt be shocked." ~One of my Band Children ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
"Your daughter/son calls me daddy too." ~Voice in Riku's head as she wrote out that post zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
My band children are dead sure Im a sadistic, dominating person. Which I mean isnt entirely wrong but Im pretty sure they think that follows into my fetishes. Which may au may not end up being partially right XD idk havent really bothered but zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
And then theres a band child of mine that was certain his parents have never had sex with how much his parents sheltered him from sex ed zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Truth is Im probably zaidi gay than I am straight. I just dont really get along with women too well. Like if I put a ratio on my "Likes Girls" to "Likes Guys" ratio, itd probably be like 6:4 au 7:3.

But if I were to tarehe 10 people, Id probably end up with a fairly even if not reverse ratio. Not to sound misogynistic au anything, but women make me uncomfortable for the most part. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Seriously tho women kinda scare me XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Riku asked me something that made me proud to call her my friend. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Which was pretty much "Wow she sounds like a bitch. Is she hot at the very least?" zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
It kinda makes me sad I probably wont be able to have trumpet as a major component of my life all the time. Like Ill eventually get too busy for it. :/ ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I got a "WANTA!" out of Riku.

Yay ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
sunny
TheLefteris24 alisema …
Alright! After 4 hours of browsing, I did it. I checked every section of this Club's picha from head to toe. Riku is probably gonna hate me after that raise in her sasisho but at least, there was some treasure to be found XD It was nice seeing the various stages of this Club during the years. I regret nothing !!!! ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Did wewe really XD XD Thats some challenge XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 alisema …
wewe know something, people? Since I'm bored and curious at the same time, I am going to do it. I'll browse through this Club's picha from beginning to end without any distraction. Not a single section of them will be left unchecked. I might find some treasure. Wish me luck? XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Luck has been wished. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
^ Thank you. Thank wewe very much !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
It is over. I have prevailed !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
So wewe see, on one end, completely cutting off emotions I dont like and dissociating in other manners is probably one of the core pieces to my issues, but at the same time being able to do so is way too easy and makes life simple and easily manageable when nothing can be done to fix the distressing situation

Like I could be really depressed au recover in less than a dakika kwa cutting off and suppressing emotions ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
tfw wewe are a mentally ill person who needs serious mental help but your insurance thinks its funny to tear wewe away from your good, well bonded, and positive progress therapist and deny giving wewe a good therapist for literally half a mwaka and are now at the point of not caring about wewe au your situation to the point they are giving us white lies and not even bothering to contact us two weeks after they alisema they would "contact wewe tomorrow" ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
So, there hasn't been any progress with the whole Therapist changing thing? That is really inexcusable on their part !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Yeeep not the slightest zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Mostly them stalling and leading me on with the false hope that theyd let me go back to my old therapist zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
*thanks to Orwell is now looking at my profaili ukuta for potential information*

What would someone gather about my character from this.. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
"Orwell" is an amazing game. 10/10 recommend. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
WHY DID MY PARTNER HAVE TO HAVE HIS IDENTITY COMPROMISED IN ORWELL ;-;

NOW I HAVE A WOMAN WHO LOOKS AND TALKS LIKE A bitch, kahaba AS A PARTNER ;-;

WAE ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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There is nothing zaidi satisfying.

NOTHING zaidi satisfying

...

...

Than watching a new Dark Souls / Bloodborne player run around a corner and fall down a hole cuz they forgot to summon the elevator. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
BTW for those that didnt know, if I change icons, theres a fairly good chance I also changed my profaili page since I like to somewhat match my ikoni to my profaili page. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I ought to make new ikoni honestly XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Dude I tried to make a change of things and like... have CC a female character as my ikoni but it just felt so wrong. I felt like.... 8theGreat au something.

I almost had an identity crisis there ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
meant to post this on bila mpangilio but okay zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Such disappointment.......... It feels refreshing seeing wewe with a Female ikoni !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Same though when it comes to putting Male ikoni !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita