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Riku114 alisema …
Bird wound stress :v ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
And done. 3 hours off to being a good mama bird XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Also, even though we lied and alisema the $100 we spent to get her helped was $30, my dad stil lsays it was a waste of money even though she would have likely died in the near future if we didnt zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Pretty much such lack of care for wanyama is kinda what got my parakeet killed so *shrug* Not surprising zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
All's well that ends well for now !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Btw, meditation, stretches, and breathing gym / exercises (the ones we did when I was training with an open class DCI group) are good for loosening up body tension ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
^ #LefterisVerified !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
hujambo wewe people that cheat on ikoni Contests and/or have multiple accounts, can yall like just use your other accounts to shabiki this club so I can reach a number which theyll let me add a background XD Thatd be cool fam

Jk jk. Id be zaidi annoyed that the shabiki count would be a poor representation of the people who are / were interested in this club ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
I also dont even know when that number level is XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Honestly, the ability to make Multiple Accounts could be of good use. Putting cheating, trolling / spamming and deceiving others aside, certain aspects of this Website can benefit from such support !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Im messing up my schedule and cant write cos Im in too pissy of a mood

I already missed an animal volunteer siku since I was busy yesterday

And Im already behind on exercising :v ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Fuuuck zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
I need to get out of this pointlessly disgusted disappointed mood zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Some chance of pace would do wewe good. Hope wewe managed to relax !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
If wewe are going to be a parent, please go through extensive planning before hand so wewe can be responsible with it. Even if its an accident child, please plan while pregnant.

And please

Never

Use

Pregnancy

As

A

Trap

If someone wants to go, dont force them in with a child. wewe are screwing over both your partner's life, and the kid that is being used.

If wewe are a parent, take responsibility ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
"THERE IS A SATISFACTORY AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN IN MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW CAN wewe BELIEVE" ~Gyldenyovth ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
See Riku made a mistake asking me to watch upendo Stage with her cuz now we get weird statements like "So Rape is ok so long as wewe put them through hell?" ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Personally, part of the reason the reason I am working mostly on my trauma and PTSD and recovering from it over all the other stuff I have is because Im like 90% sure pretty much every other issue of mine has strong roots in alisema trauma.

If I try to knock those out, theyll just come back sooner au later if the thing they are rooted in isnt fixed first. Do such a thing is like trying to remove weeds kwa clipping them in half. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Akashi - KNB
Byakuya - Bleach
kanuni, cannon - Umineko no Koro Ni
Daiki Aomine - KNB
Eggsy - Kingsman
Ferid Bathory - Owari no Seraph
Guren Ichinose - Owari no Seraph
Hibari Kyoya - KHR
Izumi Sena - upendo Stage
James - Pokemon
Kano Shuuya - Kagerou Days
Lussuria - KHR
Misogi Kumagawa - Medaka Box / Muramasa - Bleach
Nagito Komaeda - Danganronpa
Ogami - Danganronpa
Peko Pekoyama - Danganronpa
Quill Peter - Marvel
Raikou - Nabari No Ou ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Saix - Kingdom Hearts Tsurara - Nurarihyon Ukyo - Amnesia Viral - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagaan Wallace - Pokemon Xanxus - KHR Yuri - DDLC Zack Foster - Angels of Death zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I'm going through my Youtube "Watch Later" which is pretty much a orodha of video I saved cos I likeed them and felt Id like to see them again in the future, so if I post a lot of video on this club, thats why ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
BlindBandit92 ametoa maoni…
Ya I do that a bit too much with other sites tbh. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
cool
GDragon612 alisema …
eyo guys I am back nowe tehehehe
so whats up in da house =D ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
hujambo sup XD Nothing much zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Welcome back, Kitkat. Nothing much for me either. Just trying to enjoy some of Summer's freedom. How about you? zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
GDragon612 ametoa maoni…
omo thank ya riku and leftie I am doing F***ing great hehe,kat is relaxed now and getting brown skin like a chokoleti *eats myself* =p zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Okay so rant time. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Part of the reason DCI is amazing - at least with the world class corps - are that they BLAST your face off while sounding great. Its one of the things that come with the name of Drum Corps and its loved. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
LAST year, a huge trend was a shit ton of amplification with microphones everywhere and shit and personally, it was quite annoying since it didnt sound nearly the same au as good. Yeah, amplification for the soloist and shit is good and normal, but they went around pretty much amplifying the entire band and it was bleh. It actually became a chanzo of debate among people who like DCI zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Havent looked at any of the non-west coast shows yet tho. Saving that for Finals zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
There is no pair of games zaidi addicting than Sonic Forces and Huniepop ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I am stubborn as hell, both for and against my own good XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
It's super annoyi-I mean charming XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
jk zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
mooooostly XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
d e p e r s o n a l i z a t i o n

i s

w e i r d

a s

f u c k ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Actually I only had it for like.... two dakika but being slowly pushed out of your body and not being able to connect your face with your identity in the mirror for like.... that small period is weird as fuccccck zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
I leave wewe alone for three hours...Riku Riku Riku. Imma have to keep a closer eye on wewe XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Shut up :vvv zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
UPDATE. I still kinda fear and anxiety around women that look feminine and social. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
I have a really nice kitanda ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
wewe are in Florida zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
So is my bed. Thus...I have a really nice kitanda that I get to lay on zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Why? What wewe think I meant? zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I want to lay down on a reaaalllly nice kitanda ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
^ #Relatable !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Riku now officially thinks I know nothing about how rape works ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Naaah XD I was just playing with your game zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Rape isn't a game, Riku. Seriously onyesha some restraint.... zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
They certainly wont XDDDD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
:v zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Seriously though. Its been a while since I spent 50% of the time Im awake being mildly depressed au down / low mood for no reason and if wewe remove the time Im distracted, its probably a good 80% of the time.

Sometimes it goes from mildly to kinda badly at night if Im not on my A game at countering it but... eh.

Also my scale of "mild to severe" depression might be skewed cos Im referencing it off past experiences and mannnn was a bad before.

It just really sucks punda ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
I'll be fine because its something I've had for a long while and compared to other things Ive lived through, this is literally like going back to the first dungeon in a RPG game after wewe completed the game zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Its not really concerning, but it just sucks ass. I should try to find some time to talk to some other people from my school and maybe hang out but thats a huuuuge step for me. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Yeee. I dunno if it is REALLY a good thing, but at the very least in the like... week au so that Ive been on summer break, Ive probably a massed zaidi hours of genuine good mood / happiness than I did all of last years summer :v yeesh last mwaka summer was bad :v But Ill take that as a positive note XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Oh my goooood. That was such a friggin long siku at work.... ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
THIS ikoni HELPS MY MOOD SOME HOW ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Seriously upendo Stage has been great for keeping my mood up at night. Might watch it myself again after I finish it and might just keep rewatching it at night until summer is over. Either that au swithc over to Romeo X juliet zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
upendo Stage is both WAY zaidi gay than I remember and wayyyy cuter than I remember ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Honestly my dad going back to actually laying a hand on my mom is really all it takes. Im like... pretty sure I might just call social services on my dad so I can perhaps go to UC Davis feeling like Im not leaving my mom alone to be beat ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Because apparently hes perfectly fine hitting my mom when my back is turned and not watching him with the constant unspoken threat that Ill kick his punda when he tries to zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
And I have been disowned kwa him for saying he deserves the deepest layer of hell, which honestly to that I say "Good riddance" zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
^ zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Had to beat my dad for hitting my mom. Would have put him in a chokehold until he fainted if my mom let me. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Lefteris knows how much I want cannibalism in Danganronpa so if I don't get any from V3, I'm blaming him ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Gotta let it go, my Man XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ alisema …
Let’s watch Riku sleeping

https://imgur.com/a/DY4lSo8 ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
That kinda Creepy though... zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ ametoa maoni…
Be quiet xD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
I upendo watching Riku sleep zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
I'm so fucking angry....

The one time Riku actually wants to stay up and hang out and I fell asleep in my chair.

ugh....I'm just so pissed off right now.

and she's asleep so all I can do is vent in bila mpangilio places. UGH ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
fuck my life zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
fuck my job for making me tired zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ ametoa maoni…
Drink soda au coffee xD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I'm honestly not used to the feeling of people liking me and wanting me just for being myself and doing nothing. Its not something my mind can wrap, upangaji pamoja itself around properly. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Gotta get used to it because we wouldn't have it any differently XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Seriously tho, pretending your intrusive thoughts are some really annoying blabby outspoken person make it a lot easier XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Suggestions: 12-year old X-Box kid, annoying backseat driver, super uptight religious lady, Know it all Greg, Casper the Wanna-Be Horror Ghost zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Personally, I dont really like seeing little kids too often since it usually puts into perspective the shit I was going through.

I upendo kids and all, but I always have that "Oh shit." moment when I realize how young I really was. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Hot diggity, I had to get new headphones cos my old ones were pretty shitty and I had to like... mess with it to hear muziki right

And shit the ones I got my boyfriend a while back for a gift were AMAZING.

I got him better headphones than I currently had :v I mean I only buy heaphones once a mwaka and usually go for whats cheap / on sale rather than anything else

But dang. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I'm honestly quite concerned my mom wont maintain the attention and training Ive done with Lucy and Avery over the mwaka Ill be gone at UC Davis without an ability to have a pet :/ ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ ametoa maoni…
Don't wewe know anyone who can temporarily adopt your birds who is expert with training? zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Nah I wouldnt trust that honestly. And no not particularly cos Im the bird person in the like... entire school XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Best person I know is my older sister who is in Utah but getting them there is.... eh. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Man I know I have to write her bio but T-T

Poor Koko....I feel bad for her having such a fucked up premise ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
:v I dont thinks shes half as bad as like 30% if not zaidi of mine XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I kinda wanna play the School Days Visual Novel XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Same. I might not be a big shabiki of the Series in general but it is certainly intriguing !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Fanfic: Anal bead ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
*Colorful anal bead zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
*Colorful singular anal bead zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Welp. Riku accidentally added $50 onto her Steam when she meant to wait for my response.

So I guess I don't have to be indecisive on the big commitment Danganronpa games with Riku is XD

Cuz I am now $48.58 cheaper. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
wewe are welcome for me accidentally clicking "Purchase" while I was setting it up as a possibility. Now we both have Danganronpa V3 and didnt have any indecisiveness XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Welp. I literally accidentally added $50 onto my Steam when I meant to just consider, check my account, then buy it

So I guess I dont have to be indecisive about buying Danganronpa V3

Cos if I have $54 on my Steam, I might as well. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Hopefully my PC can handle it zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
If not itll be put off till I proabbly get a new computer part way through au before college XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
ACCIDENTS CAN BE SO WONDERFUL AT TIMES !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Apparently spending 3 hours cleaning bird shit makes wewe smell really bad ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
au it makes the birds smell nice zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Me: Im having stomach issues

Psychiatrist: Its probably the medicine - eat yogurt daily

Me: Kay *does it for a week and then stops*

*four months later*

Me: Yeah I kinda got used to stomach issues. They dont really stop so *shrug*

Mom: Its probably the medicine

Me: Yeah I was told to eat yogurt

Boyfriend: Then eat yogurt

Me: Ugh but thats so much work. Fineeeee

*literally hasnt had stomach issues since I started eating yogurt again* ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Yes, I am the type that would be too lazy to ask for and eat yogurt daily even if it means Ill be having daily stomach and digestional issues everyday zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Im honestly the type that takes a huge push to ask for what I need tho. Like I should probably ask for some kind of orthopedics cos my feet are getting flat af and it has been hurting zaidi and zaidi XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Yogurt can be really nice XD It has certainly done wonders for me !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
It helps kwa lining the stomach XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Part of the reason and manner I managed to repair my mental health and stay mostly in a good mood is cause I got really good at deciphering which thoughts were necessary and which werent and avoided letting the unnecessary negative ones linger

But honestly when they last a whole day, morning to night, it gets kinda hard to keep the energy to constantly decipher which it is and sort it and mentally focus on not letting it get to you.

Yesterday was rough ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I could use some genuine affection though.

I will let that statement stay on the ukuta since its true. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Never hesitate to seek it out. There are those who are genuinely willing to give it to wewe !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I honeslty do not handle the social isolation (or rather demand for me to actually go and put effort into talking to people), lack of a set schedule and goal, weather, and amount of time at nyumbani I get in summer

It just really makes summer really bad for my mental health and shit. Especially with college being added among all that for my brain to try to make me anxious au depressive over.

It was starting yesterday and it put SO much effort to it today ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Man I just upendo the game Sonic Forces so much. It gives me such a feeling of bliss. I even loved it so much, I wanted to invite Riku to watch.

She alisema no. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Look at her. I'm deeply saddened and she smiles. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
A cruel mistress she is zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Also I dunno if I sound like it, but I dont hate YandereDev au anything. Its just a bit of a shattered image I had before. I still do appreciate his work towards things and his ability to chase his dream and all, plus I understand where he is coming from. I just disagree with his personality and his actions.

Personally, Im still going to follow its development, but yeah. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Ugh. Its literally been two days into being out of school - a literal weekend worth

And my brain is already excited to start Summer Mental Hell-th ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Dissociation feels like that really disorientating feel when wewe were REALLY deeply asleep au engrossed into your dream and wake up completely confused as to where wewe are, who everyone is, and whats going on for a good few seconds

Cept it isnt a few sekunde and wewe werent asleep ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
And Im saying this not cos of dissociation but cos I was napping in the car and kept going back to sleep when I woke up and I was and still am extremely disorientated to the point my balance is kinda off, my words are slurred and sentences make noooo sense. XD Super extremely disorientated and the length of this post-sleep disorientation is almost getting concerning zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
"Why didnt wewe just leave? Why didnt wewe tell someone?"

I was kinda watching a Doki Doki Natsuki shabiki game episode randomly and those maswali came up and honestly, when it comes to child abuse - au abuse overall, there is a lot that goes into it. Especially if it has been long term. At that point, wewe dont say anything and dont leave because its the normal and everyone wewe live around seems to feed into that 'normal'. Sometimes they let wewe know doing so would make things worse. etc. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Personally, even now I bite my tongue on it because personally, telling anyone who can actually do anything about it and maybe getting a bit of help to fix my family situation, is really not worth the side effects and probable disowning of everyone in my family except my oldest sister. Id rather keep those bridge open than loose financial support from my parents while Im at college for years and possibly loose my middle sister as family zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
There is A LOT that goes into it, and personally, my experience with people who do hear about the situation, they really have a hard time grasping how hard / bad of an idea actually telling people who can fix it au leaving is, can be, au can seem to the person being abused zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
"If someone were REALLY that bad, at that point wewe would just leave?!" Honestly... no, not if that was the every day. There are a lot of people that are that bad au worse than how Natsuki's dad was portrayed and they are never actually told about. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Im trumpet sexual ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ ametoa maoni…
link zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Honestly, I dont even know what my brain was au where I was in the past years.

Like... Seriously, especially in 9th grade, I was literally like... crazy. I really should have had a therapist then. But to be fair, 9th and 11th grade werent that far apart in how badly I should have had a therapist. XD Just I had one in 11th grade. Who knows how bad 11th grade could have been without one ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
My face is so badly burnt ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Gotta be careful in such a Climate. Do not stand in the Sun for long. Especially if there's isn't any sort of protection to be applied !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ ametoa maoni…
Aw feel better 💐 zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
BlindBandit92 ametoa maoni…
^ zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
XD The graduation cooked our faces zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
God what the fuck is wrong with me....I don't want to worry anyone, but I had a completely 100% legit urge to mail my income tax money inayofuata mwaka to Riku so she can buy a computer....

My grasp on how important it is to not waste money combined with my desire to give things to people is really scary sometimes. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
^ zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I am officially graduated and officially on summer vacation!

BUT EVEN BETTER

STEAM SUMMER SALE WOO

PEOPLE GET AMNESIA WHILE ITS $3

jiunge MY CULT ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
ONCE AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS, RIKU !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Honestly though, I dont really like eating with my whole family au doing family events without my boyfriend simply because I just feel out of place, awkward, and like a sore thumb. It usually just feels like Im intruding au just dont simply mesh with the people there and the conversations they talk about so I honestly kinda avoid eating with them.

Thus why I kinda DONT want a graduation dinner. Its just... eh. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
If I could have one with just one of my sisters, then one with the other, cool. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
But just everyone together its just... eh. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Tomorrow I graduate for real. Wooooo.

Finally done with high school XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Honestly tho kinda feels weird to be joining the fanpop College Kids Club cos Ive always been the like... little maknae of the people XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ ametoa maoni…
link zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Also, I welcome wewe to the Club XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
So i have my sims on Free Will and try not to intervene much out of guiding them to fufill wishes and I ended up on a tarehe with one of my RP characters since he asked me out

>character is known for being mentally unstable and psychotic / psychopathic
>arrives to a completely empty lot
>empty lot is kwa kuvuka, msalaba roads
>tries to watch a movie but instead goes to tour the theatre
>dumpster dives with date
>gets nauseous and vomits
>chases deer
>apparently the tarehe ended at some point ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Meanwhile Wanta's tarehe with an RP character consisted of her complaining, them lookign at a painting, then splitting up zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Riku: "Dammit Wanta! I was expecting wewe to say something serious!"

Wanta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WCFbdOOmOY ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Once you've gotten to the point of hating yourself and wanting to die and trying stuff recommended for BFRB, parrot, kasuku feather pulling, self mutilation, and drug addiction to stop plucking, wewe gain a large resistance to the disheartening feels of a relapse since its hard to hold yourself accountable au to have your hopes dropped when wewe kinda never had them high in the first place ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
It really wont go away until things are fully handled, and thats in the best situation. I am just kind of still trying a bit out of formality and stubbornness zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
But really, try to not do something most people dont do for like.... 9-10 years straight with little success despite massive effort, research, attempts, trials, methods, etc. At a certain point, it just becomes the usual annoying friend wewe got paired up with zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Literally looked into a long scientific lab ripoti on parrot, kasuku feather plucking and trichotillomania in hopes itd bring up some interesting information. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Honestly my parents are so disgustingly judgmental and in denial over it.

Like pretty much assuming my sister is aspirationless, goalless, and doesnt want to do anything / CANT do anything because she cant / wont answer their maswali right away.

I tried explaining my older sister's reasoning, backing, and shit cos they were trash talking her in front of me and my oldest sister is the one Ill defend to the death

And just right over their head and ignored ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Talking to them about anything that doesnt fit their initial view of hwo things are is like arguing with a three mwaka old plugging their ears going "LALALALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU" cos they dont listen at all zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Rikus inayopendelewa character from G-Senjou no Maou would likely be Tokita Yuki au just Maou. Blind's would prolly be Shiratori Mizuha. Lefteris I would say....eh....Haru au Ei-chan.

Clearly for me Haru is the best. My inayopendelewa kwa a wide margin.

God I loved that game. I might play another 50 hours of it just cuz I upendo the characters so much...or I might hold out for Riku to get the game and I might watch her read it XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Additional thought: Miwa Tsubaki's excessively positive attitude might also make her a inayopendelewa of Lefteris' zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
^ It seems that my affection for the Cheerful Types has been made apparent huh? XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Putting that aside, they look pretty interesting. I'm especially intrigued kwa Haru from I have seen so far. I can say the same though for the Girls wewe mentioned for the others XD I'll have to play the Game and see !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Also, wewe dont realize how much tension plucking removes until wewe start doing it au a substitute for it (shaving) and feel the odd, subtle, but strong euphoria and whole body relaxation

Its honestly like a drug. Kind of why I have yet to be able to ever stop completely over the past nine au so years.

Quite literally I've looked up ways to stop Trich and other BFRBs, self harm and cutting, and drug addiction and little of it has actually helped ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Oh and no worries XD Im not annoyed au frustrated au anything like that. I just was making a joke below and felt like rambling a bit less jokingly about it. Personally my approach to it is to keep a subtle attempt but until I get my main stressors fixed, I doubt Ill actually be able to lessen the plucking to the degree I want. Its too deeply entangled in PTSD, GAD, OCD, dissociation, and all to be able ot be removed first. If anything, its probably the last thing Ill be able to handle. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Just because any one of the others can easily bring it back in five sekunde au less zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
No but the post below XD

I was going to take a shit before kitanda and I was like "Geesh my legs are hairy. wewe know I could let off some tension kwa shaking small really hairy patches on my leg instead of pluckign which is 99.99% healthier"

Then look shaved a little too much

So then I just alisema fuck it and shaved a chunk to make it even

Then alisema fuck it and shaved the whole left ndama to make it look right

Then realized I had to do the same to my right ndama ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Quite honestly tho, this is the only reason my legs get shaved 75% of the time. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Help. I accidentally shaved my left leg ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
I think Riku fits into a new category I'm dubbing "Utsudere" ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
whats that XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Utsu means strike au hit XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
O-oh... god...

I was bored and now Im finding major shit on YandereDev's character and personality..

...

I mean I still like his goals and his personality he can onyesha on the channel but...

uh.... why do all the youtubers I have turn out to have majorly assholish genuine characters..?

I wonder how Markiplier is doing. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Thats sad. I used to like him but hes a bit.... of a... er... zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Ugh. XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Still gonna follow the progress but Imma just kinda ignore his whining zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Shh. Riku doesnt know I gave up on forcing myself to eat during my lunch breaks. If she finds out, she’ll hassle me ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
*Tells Riku* !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
:v zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I am REALLY good with anxious wanyama apparently.

Theres this dog I was helping watch for a few hours for reason I cant elaborate for and apparently hes super scared of and barks / tries to bite 98% of strangers excluding my older sister and apparently me.

In fact, he kissed my face within like... 15 sekunde of knowing me cos I gave him like.... 5 sekunde to sniff my hand, 5 sekunde of head scratch, then like went right up to his face XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Im really good with most wanyama tbh. Cos I have never encountered a situation where someones like "Oh he usually doesnt like strangers" and NOT had the animal upendo me au at least like me immediately zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
wanyama have their way of sensing Kindness and Love. It is only natural !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
I referred to it as “they could sense she was genuine” zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Was randomly humming when I realized I just somehow seamlessly transitioned from Bleach to Taylor mwepesi, teleka and then into Pokemon bike muziki ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I am taking applications for people to be my dad for Fathers Day. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
jk jk dark humor XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Honestly Fathers siku is pretty meaningless to me. Never really meant anythign since my dad is much zaidi likely to throw a tantrum, get upset, and start doing annoying shit if we were to mention it than anything else. Since he has this thing about celebrating holidays that pisses him off. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
^ Uhhh... Sure... *Brings the whip* When do wewe want to get started, Wantaboy? zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
wewe see, I know Im an extrovert - a highly selective one at that - because my definition of "me time" isnt kusoma a book, watching TV, au doing something on my own

It usually refers to time being kwa the computer au doing casual calm stuff like walks au watching TV with people I find relaxing, simple, and can be comfortable around and just lounge doing nothing

RARELY do I ever think of actually spending "me time" alone ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
If only there was a way wewe could combine watching TV AND being kwa the computer.... zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Google : How to get social things done at the same time as sleeping? ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Oh shit thats high level dissociation zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
I dont think I could let myself do that :v zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Me: Im so tired

Me: I should probably sleep

"Then wewe should. wewe sound tired"

Me: Nah. I havent been awake long enough. ... I mean had free time enough

"Is there anything wewe are craving to do rn then?"

Me: Sleep.

Me: ... but I wont ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
#Relatable !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
*curls up in a ball of tired*

tomorrow is possibly / probably zaidi tiring and annoying ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
#Same !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Also, after the band banquet, I am glad to leave behind a legacy in the band and school. I raised so many children and so many of them are major band leaders, people taking part in activities, and major people in the school.

It makes me glad. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Honestly, no one wants me to leave :v zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
I know the feeling. wewe going to Davis sucks punda cuz wewe won't be online NEARLY as much. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
It is only understandable after this long. A person like wewe would certainly be missed !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Honestly I just kind of want to talk about something. A lot of my band knows me as the Rookie Collector / Dad / Satan and all that stuff, and its very fitting and everything. I put A LOT of work into gaining those titles

But really, there was one person - Jacob Gordon - who literally probably put my character on the path to the nice place it is now zaidi than most others. He was the person that took ME in as a rookie and honestly was the person that made me want to stay in band ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
I used to be really angsty, really depressed, and really didn't want to involve myself with people and for the most part, felt like a bit worthless and excluded in the band and all. I pretty much kinda expected that to continue and really just kinda went passively through my trumpet playing and my socializing and he kinda just busted himself in my life because he noticed me and my friend at the time playing Pokemon, that to the point that, despite my poor playing ability, he alisema hed want me and my friend to be his left and right hand when he becomes section leader. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Honestly, it took a while for it to fully set in, but it really changed my whole view of band and probably people as a whole. I actually felt welcome and like there was someone there who I could kinda look to for how to act in the band and everything. I was really excited to be his right hand even tho I didnt feel it was anywhere in view, but he ended up suddenly saying he wouldnt be attending the school inayofuata year. Never told me why. Just alisema he was switching to the neighbor school zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Well said. He certainly sounds like a great person !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
Riku is a very oddly fellow. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ ametoa maoni…
Riku is a very oddly tired fellow. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
^ zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
^^ !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Like if wewe too have an irrational fear of spiders ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
YEP !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
SilentForce ametoa maoni…
I don't zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
My fear is entirely rational zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
siku 834: Riku still doesnt understand the concept of being just straight au just gay. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
34? zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Rule 34? zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
I see your game zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
I just beat Riku at math ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Come and get me UC Davis zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
What is your life indeed. I know it can hurt to always be sekunde best, but wewe have to understand that some of us just have a natural talent for the precise sciences. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
If wewe work hard at it, wewe could even be 3/8 the math wiz I am. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I've been asked this before, but my memory loss / memory failures pretty much stretch back... two au three tops. Its after that point that my memory gets really foggy if really existent at all.

I have a really strong procedural and declarative memory which makes it so I can excel in school, but episodic / autobiographical memory is literal shit.

The furthest back I can clearly remember can be as short as like... a few days to a week. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
The furthest back I can decently remember is probably a couple weeks. And the furthest back I can honestly expect myself to reliably remember is a couple months au so if wewe arent asking for specifics zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Like IRL Marafiki like teasing me over back tracking bila mpangilio yet notable details of the days and seeing me buffer XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Most of my memories kinda become a blur really quickly tho. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
"You gotta have that amnesiac goldfish memory looked at" ~Wanta @ Riku 2018

:v :v :v ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Seriously, wewe dont realize how bad my memory is until wewe talk to me a lot for like... a mwaka straight zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Cos then wewe get me being like "nope. No memory of that" to something huge XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
It is certainly quite the agreeable Quote XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I dunno, some how at some point, I came to really like Yuri's psychoness at least as an aesthetic and ended up solidifying her as a favorite?

I think this is the power of me actually giving titles to characters.

Once I give them a special title, its like adding a multiplier to how much I upendo them for no other reason than the fact I decided to make it official and rank them special XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Its quite interesting though. Psychoness tend to make me like them zaidi ujumla, jumla au as a relatable character, but oddly it adds to her waifuness. Which I know isnt odd overall, but for me I tend to not find much in insane girls as waifus. For the most part I like the firm and self confident au the really cute and soft ones zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
This is why I don't write side stories. Like...friggin living up to the bar Riku set is so stressful... ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
If I could get personal space that would be niceee.. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
au silence / noise quiet enough I can block it out wtih muziki zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
I am definitely going to buy wewe some noise cancelling earmuffs au something. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
*makes an image hariri of a character Riku used to be obsessed with*

Riku: "who dat?"

Me: *walks to corner of depression* ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
hujambo I WAS PRETTY SURE BUT MAKING SURE zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
PLUS IM TIRED AS SHIT WITH A HEADACHE SO STFU XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
wewe all saw zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
If Yuri is Libitina, shell probably be zaidi of a inayopendelewa of mine XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
I can see why XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I have a bad headache and am sore... ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ ametoa maoni…
link zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
A Q U A

G O T

N O R T E D ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
JetBlack_ alisema …
I’m just going to hide here 😅because my last post on bila mpangilio supposed to be funny but now I’m just scared xD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
link zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
So me and Wanta started playing Sims, him watching me and we are working on making the RP characters on there.

So far the two interactions between the three we made (two being as pets XD) is very accurate to how theyd probably be in the RP ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Sims could provide a good ground for the RP indeed XD zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog alisema …
I could make a reality onyesha off the drama I had to deal with today ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Its so interesting change of events that Aqua is now dark and shit dude. She got Norted ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Seriously.... That was a hugeee bomb drop and the creators are like "lol wewe guys reacted just as much to this as frozen for real???" zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Cos Aqua is so.... so much of the face of #TeamLight zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
No one really thought shed go dark zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
"Imbeciles... wewe would knowingly shackle your moyo to a chain of memories born of lies? wewe would be one who has a heart, yet cast aside your heart's freedom?! wewe turn from the truth because your moyo is weak.... wewe will never defeat me!"

Literally have been listening to those 34 sekunde on repeat as my "music" for the past three days. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Honestly, there was a point when Organization XIII from Kingdom Hearts felt like a really large extended metaphor for the extreme emptiness and apathy I had so there was actually a point when I mentally had the entire concept of Organization XIII on my relatable orodha XD ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
That being said, I was told kwa they who shall not be named that wewe couldnt identify with an entire game XD Which I wasnt cos I never really got to that point, but it was really close to me back then and did help make sense of my mind at the time zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
I have a much higher preference and care for characters seen in KH 358/2 days tbh. Mostly because it was my first game that made me fall in upendo with Kingdom Hearts. So where as the Organization XIII might be something that popped in after KH2 and a bit in it, but to me SORA popped into the story after zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Organization XIII are the OGs for me and the characters I personally care the most about. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Dude so hyped for the inayofuata ikoni round. Just made probably the most complex ikoni that took the most time for me to make in a long while if over all. 11 layers on pixlr to make it and I personally think I captured what I meant to display pretty well. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Also Wanta will always be better at text than me zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
Isn't today just lovely tho? zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
Also, you're welcome XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Honestly though. My older-middle sister seems to have gone from spoiled to "princess" "Im entitled to ____".

Like Im not kidding, she claimed to have a right to have a reserved restaurant graduation celebration in Beverly Hills with all her Marafiki being paid for my my parents with none of the money coming from her own pocket au her Marafiki pocket

Plus she was SUPER upset me and my oldest sister were pointing out how expensive that is ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Then proceeded to trash talk me and twist my words and lie to make me evil in the eyes of my mom who wasnt here and when I couldnt argue cause she can cry faster and louder zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Shes all like "Dad says its fine" but like... my dad will say anything is fine when it comes to money since he refuses to let us know anything on our financial situation and would never admit hes failing au is limited at the only thing hes worth for in this family zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 ametoa maoni…
Honestly I just needed to get that out of my system when I wasn't in a bad mental state zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Angels of Death the anime starts July 6, 2018 apparently so #Hype for that too ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
wantadog ametoa maoni…
But Riku doesnt watch anime anymore zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
I also should really cut back in how much I jokingly say "Imma stab someone" ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
TheLefteris24 ametoa maoni…
#Yangire !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
Riku114 alisema …
Well apparently I tested on my Math Placement test with 7 points higher than the minimum for the hardest class I could take and 3 higher than the minimum Trig sub score XD

I mean Imma go for the sekunde hardest since Math 21M says "Should only be considered if wewe got a 5 on the AP Calculus BC exam" and I got a 3 on that one XD So Imma be salama and not kill myself the first mwaka ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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That's certainly good to know XD !!!! zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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Messenger on fanpop is the only website that lags for me. #MySacrifice ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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I meant Facebook zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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But now that I think of it, Fanpop's messenger thing is also super shitty and always lags my stuff out when I'm on it zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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So it still works zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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But mostly its Facebooks messenger that fucks up my computer. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita