heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of wewe
my tears were hot with upendo
and affection for wewe
i want wewe so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with wewe kwa my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish wewe knew me
if only wewe were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but daydreaming isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish wewe knew who i am
but your upendo i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
wewe suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, wewe are the mwandishi of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of wewe
my tears were hot with upendo
and affection for wewe
i want wewe so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with wewe kwa my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish wewe knew me
if only wewe were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but daydreaming isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish wewe knew who i am
but your upendo i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
wewe suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, wewe are the mwandishi of your own life story
wewe were actually close to Soda. Danny played with Grace and Logan all the time. wewe couldn’t even begin to imagine how they felt.
wewe hear the front door open. Darry was nyumbani now. wewe take another deep breath, and sit at the jikoni table.
Just breathe.
He walks into the kitchen. “Hey babe, what’s wrong?” He asks, setting down his wallet and keys.
wewe swallow. “I got a call.” Is all wewe manage to say.
“About?” He asks, eyebrows raised.
“Soda’s dead.” wewe blurt out.
The look on Darry’s face would haunt your memory for the rest of your life.
He just sat down on the floor in pure shock, mouth open, eyes wide.