One mwezi zamani the girl I loved left to nyota in a big movie. I am Lost without her and feel like I have nothing left, I am happy for her because she wanted this role so bad; but without my maua, ua I am not alive. All of my Marafiki have tried to cheer me up; but I tell them until she comes back nothing will make me happy, and in reply they say wewe know she won’t be back for 11 zaidi months. I know this but a mwaka without her right kwa my side will be extremely hard to deal with; but maybe I should go back to before her audition so wewe can feel what I went through. I mean after I get her back from her disappearance she has to leave again; so reliving my pain should be a fun ride.