I understand. Sometimes...I feel like I shouldn't live anymore. But then I think about the people that upendo me the most and it stops me from doing something that I'd regret for the rest of my life. I know, life sucks sometimes, but I've learned to deal with that. It's hard, really, to know that people hate wewe for reason's unknown, but those people are sorry about their own lives; to make themselves feel better they like to shove their opinion down your throat and think that everyone should kiss the freaking ground they walk on. People who wanna be dickheads and haters are nothing but a bunch of pessemisitic losers. IDK if this helped wewe AT ALL, but I still tried...I just don't want wewe to take your life away. :'(
I'm Wiyh wewe On This On, SuperDUNCANfan. My Family Always Treates Me Like Crap And So Do People At School! All The People That Aren't Mean To Me R U Guys!!!! But I Can't Even See wewe Guys! Somedays I Feel Like Running Away With A Laptop!! So Your Not The Only One, Don't Feel Sad. Ok??????
well, sometimes life is hard. my nyumbani in bosnia was distorted during the war and my brother was a solder and was killed. i don't even remember him because i was only 2 at the time. but i do remember buildings exploding and falling when me and my family was running away to shelter. we moved to England when i was 4 and lived there ever scence, but i do visit bosnia sometimes to see it again. i wanted to songesha back but i released that my family and Marafiki where here in Britain and they are my family.
oi feel ur pain. 2 yrs zamani i had that so bad i have attemoted suicide twice but failed. wat kept me going was my firends and my family. try to listen to uplifting music, au books. try to keep positive and remeber we upendo wewe no matter wat. and i know i say i'm goth but its mostly for fashion. anyway its not worth it. wat do u earn from killing yourself? i have been there i know the pain. the thought to y i should live. i wish i was with u so i can hug u. *cyber hug* we all upendo you. Just keep going, it will be worth it in the end. i hoped i helped. here is a song kwa Kerli, i hope it help.
I hate my life usually, too. I get into fights with my mom over everything stupid. I just get so mad at her that I hit her (and I'm taller than her) and she has some scars now. I tell her I'm sorry all the time, I don't hate her, we just argue a lot. Sometimes I'll be with my older brother (who works at a church) and I'm worried he'll find out I'm bi and hate me, au tell me I'm going to Hell. I've read "Annie on my Mind" 6 times and when he saw it was a book about two girls who fall in upendo he called it "Trash", "Disgusting", "Evil", "Wrong" and demanded I take it back to my school library. It made me cry, and I didn't bring it back. But my dad is the WORST. he makes bad jokes and annoys the crap out of me. once I heard him call me a "worthless dyke slob", but he denies it. he doesn't even know I'm bi, he just saw "Annie on my Mind" and frowned when I told him what it was about. I HATE MY DAD. Sometimes he even hits me with belts. My little brother is... well... My best friend. It's weird. I once cut myself in front of my mom, and she didn't care. At first, just my younger brother knew about the cuts, but now my mom knows... It sucks... I hate my life a lot, too, the only Marafiki I actually have are on fanpop! :( Looks like we're all not alone, huh?