This is short but I just wanted to get through it quickly. I didn't want to write it but it had to happen.
My brilliant plan that sounded absolutely brilliant wasn’t so amazing when I sat and thought about it. It seemed quite simple when I first thought of it. What was the only way Charlie would have no control over me? The answer was my mother. My plan was to go back to England, where my mother was, and Charlie could no longer have a say in what I did. Edward would follow me and he could bring his whole family to London if he wanted to. But the zaidi I thought about it, the zaidi I knew it wouldn’t work. It would work for me - there was no problem with me moving to England. It wouldn’t work for the Cullens. The only wildlife we have in London is pigeons. There are no grizzly bears au mountain lions. I don’t think that Edward had thought about that when he had started planning our songesha to England. I don’t want to ruin his happiness. He thinks I have thought of a way for us to be together. But I haven’t. I have thought of a way to keep us apart. I couldn’t keep this from Edward. He could read my mind and it didn’t take him long to see this.
“I forgot about that,” he said.
We were in his car in the school car park. The only time we could see each other was at school but even Charlie was managing to stop us. In nearly all the classes I had with Edward, the teacher was separating us on Charlie’s orders. It was infuriating. At least in his car we could sit inayofuata to each other.
“I’m sorry, Edward.” I kissed his snowy lips. “I forgot wewe were a vampire.”
Edward looked at me, amused that I would forget something like that.
“Yes and sometimes I forget you’re human,” he alisema sarcastically.
“This is serious,” I said, hitting him playfully. “It looks like I’m stuck here.”
“There must be some way for us to hunt in London,” he thought.
“Edward, there isn’t,” I told him regretfully. “Don’t wewe think I would already have thought of it?”
Edward tried to mask his pain but he didn’t do a very good job.
“I’m sorry,” I said, looking down at my hands. “I wish there was some other way.”
“It’s not your fault.”
“We have biology next.” I tried to sound cheerful but I failed.
“Great.” Edward didn’t sound cheerful either.
“Come on.” I opened the car door and stepped out into the cold. He followed and wrapped an arm around my waist. We walked in silence to the science lab. We were both thinking how hard it would be not to see each other as much as we wanted, and if Charlie continued the way he did, not at all. Half the class was already seated when we walked in. We took our normal place and I got out my books. We were only sitting there for a few sekunde before Mr Banner came in. He looked at me and Edward and walked over to us.
“He isn’t?”
“He is,” Edward replied with a sigh.
I groaned inwardly. Mr Banner stopped in front of us.
“Miss swan will wewe please swap seats with Miss Weber.” Mr Banner pointed over at Angela who waved at me.
“No,” I said, defiantly. “I am not moving again today. This is my kiti, kiti cha and I will sit here.”
Edward squeezed my hand under the table.
“OK, then,” Mr Banner said, turning to Edward. “Mr Cullen, please swap seats with Miss Weber.”
“Did my father tell wewe to do this?” I asked Mr Banner.
Mr Banner looked uncomfortable.
“I’m sick of this!” I half-shouted. “I can’t take it anymore!”
I felt this indescribable rage erupted inside of me. I was infuriated that he would do this. He had gone too far. I just couldn’t take his crap anymore. I was going. With au without Edward.
“I’m leaving,” I said. I gathered up my vitabu and shoved them in my bag.
“What?” Edward and Mr Banner spoke at the same time.
“I’m leaving,” I spoke slowly so they would understand.
I slung my bag on my shoulder and left the classroom. Edward was behind me and followed me out. When we were out in the deserted corridor he grabbed my arm and spun me round to face him.
“What do wewe mean you’re leaving?” he asked quietly. He didn’t even have to ask, he knew the answer.
“I’m going,” I told him. “I’m going back to England.”
“But what about me?”
“We might as well face it, Edward. We can’t be together. Isn’t it obvious?”
He didn’t answer. He was trying to hide his hurt.
“Look, I’m your enemy, Edward. You’re supposed to trying to kill me, not upendo me. Charlie isn’t doing everything he can to keep us apart. Why fight it?”
“I don’t want wewe to go,” Edward’s voice was forceful.
“So I have to stay here and be miserable?” I looked up into his golden eyes. He was really hurting and I hated to do this to him. “I upendo you, Edward, I do. But I can’t stay here when he’s being like this. He’s arrogant and conceited. I don’t know him anymore. He’s driving me insane. The only reason I’m here is wewe but...”
“You don’t want me.”
“That’s not it.” I stressed. I took held both his hands. “I will never stop wanting you. Never.”
“Then why are wewe going?”
I was close to tears. I didn’t want to leave him. I didn’t. But it was Charlie. I couldn’t live with him anymore and I couldn’t live with Edward because he would just drag me back. I couldn’t run away with Edward because Charlie would find us. The only option was England.
“I’m sorry, Edward.” I kissed both his hands. His hands tightened on mine, not letting me go but I gently eased my hands away. There were tears streaming down my cheeks now. My moyo felt like it was being ripped in two. I didn’t want to leave him but I knew I had to.
“Don’t go,” he whispered.
If Wanyonya damu could cry I swear there would be tears in Edward’s dhahabu eyes. Edward was trying not to breakdown but he was failing. I didn’t want to see him like that. I wouldn’t be able to leave if I did.
“Bye.” My sight was blurry through the tears; I could only see the outline of Edward. I turned away from him and walked down the corridor, sobbing quietly.
My brilliant plan that sounded absolutely brilliant wasn’t so amazing when I sat and thought about it. It seemed quite simple when I first thought of it. What was the only way Charlie would have no control over me? The answer was my mother. My plan was to go back to England, where my mother was, and Charlie could no longer have a say in what I did. Edward would follow me and he could bring his whole family to London if he wanted to. But the zaidi I thought about it, the zaidi I knew it wouldn’t work. It would work for me - there was no problem with me moving to England. It wouldn’t work for the Cullens. The only wildlife we have in London is pigeons. There are no grizzly bears au mountain lions. I don’t think that Edward had thought about that when he had started planning our songesha to England. I don’t want to ruin his happiness. He thinks I have thought of a way for us to be together. But I haven’t. I have thought of a way to keep us apart. I couldn’t keep this from Edward. He could read my mind and it didn’t take him long to see this.
“I forgot about that,” he said.
We were in his car in the school car park. The only time we could see each other was at school but even Charlie was managing to stop us. In nearly all the classes I had with Edward, the teacher was separating us on Charlie’s orders. It was infuriating. At least in his car we could sit inayofuata to each other.
“I’m sorry, Edward.” I kissed his snowy lips. “I forgot wewe were a vampire.”
Edward looked at me, amused that I would forget something like that.
“Yes and sometimes I forget you’re human,” he alisema sarcastically.
“This is serious,” I said, hitting him playfully. “It looks like I’m stuck here.”
“There must be some way for us to hunt in London,” he thought.
“Edward, there isn’t,” I told him regretfully. “Don’t wewe think I would already have thought of it?”
Edward tried to mask his pain but he didn’t do a very good job.
“I’m sorry,” I said, looking down at my hands. “I wish there was some other way.”
“It’s not your fault.”
“We have biology next.” I tried to sound cheerful but I failed.
“Great.” Edward didn’t sound cheerful either.
“Come on.” I opened the car door and stepped out into the cold. He followed and wrapped an arm around my waist. We walked in silence to the science lab. We were both thinking how hard it would be not to see each other as much as we wanted, and if Charlie continued the way he did, not at all. Half the class was already seated when we walked in. We took our normal place and I got out my books. We were only sitting there for a few sekunde before Mr Banner came in. He looked at me and Edward and walked over to us.
“He isn’t?”
“He is,” Edward replied with a sigh.
I groaned inwardly. Mr Banner stopped in front of us.
“Miss swan will wewe please swap seats with Miss Weber.” Mr Banner pointed over at Angela who waved at me.
“No,” I said, defiantly. “I am not moving again today. This is my kiti, kiti cha and I will sit here.”
Edward squeezed my hand under the table.
“OK, then,” Mr Banner said, turning to Edward. “Mr Cullen, please swap seats with Miss Weber.”
“Did my father tell wewe to do this?” I asked Mr Banner.
Mr Banner looked uncomfortable.
“I’m sick of this!” I half-shouted. “I can’t take it anymore!”
I felt this indescribable rage erupted inside of me. I was infuriated that he would do this. He had gone too far. I just couldn’t take his crap anymore. I was going. With au without Edward.
“I’m leaving,” I said. I gathered up my vitabu and shoved them in my bag.
“What?” Edward and Mr Banner spoke at the same time.
“I’m leaving,” I spoke slowly so they would understand.
I slung my bag on my shoulder and left the classroom. Edward was behind me and followed me out. When we were out in the deserted corridor he grabbed my arm and spun me round to face him.
“What do wewe mean you’re leaving?” he asked quietly. He didn’t even have to ask, he knew the answer.
“I’m going,” I told him. “I’m going back to England.”
“But what about me?”
“We might as well face it, Edward. We can’t be together. Isn’t it obvious?”
He didn’t answer. He was trying to hide his hurt.
“Look, I’m your enemy, Edward. You’re supposed to trying to kill me, not upendo me. Charlie isn’t doing everything he can to keep us apart. Why fight it?”
“I don’t want wewe to go,” Edward’s voice was forceful.
“So I have to stay here and be miserable?” I looked up into his golden eyes. He was really hurting and I hated to do this to him. “I upendo you, Edward, I do. But I can’t stay here when he’s being like this. He’s arrogant and conceited. I don’t know him anymore. He’s driving me insane. The only reason I’m here is wewe but...”
“You don’t want me.”
“That’s not it.” I stressed. I took held both his hands. “I will never stop wanting you. Never.”
“Then why are wewe going?”
I was close to tears. I didn’t want to leave him. I didn’t. But it was Charlie. I couldn’t live with him anymore and I couldn’t live with Edward because he would just drag me back. I couldn’t run away with Edward because Charlie would find us. The only option was England.
“I’m sorry, Edward.” I kissed both his hands. His hands tightened on mine, not letting me go but I gently eased my hands away. There were tears streaming down my cheeks now. My moyo felt like it was being ripped in two. I didn’t want to leave him but I knew I had to.
“Don’t go,” he whispered.
If Wanyonya damu could cry I swear there would be tears in Edward’s dhahabu eyes. Edward was trying not to breakdown but he was failing. I didn’t want to see him like that. I wouldn’t be able to leave if I did.
“Bye.” My sight was blurry through the tears; I could only see the outline of Edward. I turned away from him and walked down the corridor, sobbing quietly.
Dreamed last night about a time and place
Where from our troubles we had escaped
I held your hand and I felt complete
As wewe turned and alisema to me
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
wewe and me, we will be
Years went kwa and nothing changed
The upendo we shared just stayed the same
As hair grew grey on juu of our heads
Every night I quietly said
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
wewe and me, we will be
Only a dream
Only a dream
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
wewe and me, we will be
Where from our troubles we had escaped
I held your hand and I felt complete
As wewe turned and alisema to me
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
wewe and me, we will be
Years went kwa and nothing changed
The upendo we shared just stayed the same
As hair grew grey on juu of our heads
Every night I quietly said
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
wewe and me, we will be
Only a dream
Only a dream
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
wewe and me, we will be
I done me wrong
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If wewe done all wrong
wewe can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If wewe done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
wewe can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong wewe done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong wewe done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If wewe done all wrong
wewe can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If wewe done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
wewe can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong wewe done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong wewe done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
A tear in my brain
Allows the voices in
They wanna push wewe off the path
With their frequency wires
And wewe can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
wewe can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you’re getting better
But wewe don’t feel any better
(In my eyes
In my eyes)
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
wewe wish wewe felt better
wewe wish wewe felt better
(In my eyes
A better place)
wewe can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
wewe can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
Allows the voices in
They wanna push wewe off the path
With their frequency wires
And wewe can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
wewe can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you’re getting better
But wewe don’t feel any better
(In my eyes
In my eyes)
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
wewe wish wewe felt better
wewe wish wewe felt better
(In my eyes
A better place)
wewe can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
wewe can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes
Ah, ah, ah ,ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I seek wewe out
Flay wewe alive
One zaidi word and wewe won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
See right through wewe any hour
I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for wewe to gain
I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace
I won’t soothe your pain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I won’t ease your strain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
You’ll be waiting in vain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I got nothing for wewe to gain
Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze
And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I seek wewe out
Flay wewe alive
One zaidi word and wewe won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
See right through wewe any hour
I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for wewe to gain
I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace
I won’t soothe your pain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I won’t ease your strain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
You’ll be waiting in vain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I got nothing for wewe to gain
Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze
And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
The saa has begun
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my upendo always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my upendo always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my upendo always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for wewe upendo always
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my upendo always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my upendo always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my upendo always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for wewe upendo always
When the thorn kichaka turns white that’s when I’ll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back nyumbani with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As wewe watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear wewe calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come nyumbani how will I ever leave
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back nyumbani with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As wewe watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear wewe calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come nyumbani how will I ever leave
They've nominated the flick for 8 of their Razzie awards, which are like the Oscars but for the "worsts" of the year, so they're a little zaidi fun.
Breaking Dawn was nominated for:
•Worst Picture
•Worst Screenplay
•Worst Prequel, Remake, Rip-Off, au Sequel
•Worst Director
•Worst Screen Ensemble
•Worst Actor: Taylor Lautner
•Worst Actress: Kristen Stewart
•Worst Screen Couple
Do wewe think Breaking Dawn deserves the nominations?
Breaking Dawn may have been a smash hit with Twihards all over the world, but the Golden raspberry, rasiberi foundation was impressed for a different reason.
They've nominated the flick for 8 of their Razzie awards, which are like the Oscars but for the "worsts" of the year, so they're a little zaidi fun.
Breaking Dawn was nominated for:
•Worst Picture
•Worst Screenplay
•Worst Prequel, Remake, Rip-Off, au Sequel
•Worst Director
•Worst Screen Ensemble
•Worst Actor: Taylor Lautner
•Worst Actress: Kristen Stewart
•Worst Screen Couple
Do wewe think Breaking Dawn deserves the nominations?
They've nominated the flick for 8 of their Razzie awards, which are like the Oscars but for the "worsts" of the year, so they're a little zaidi fun.
Breaking Dawn was nominated for:
•Worst Picture
•Worst Screenplay
•Worst Prequel, Remake, Rip-Off, au Sequel
•Worst Director
•Worst Screen Ensemble
•Worst Actor: Taylor Lautner
•Worst Actress: Kristen Stewart
•Worst Screen Couple
Do wewe think Breaking Dawn deserves the nominations?