long zamani i followed you
into the woods will crumbling into
wewe alisema wewe were leaving
wewe had to be on your way
alisema wewe didnt want me
that i would have to stay
your no good for me
but take care of yourself
he alisema i'll be ok
i have destractions for myself
i reached for him .he put my hands down
alisema he didnt want me
he left me and i searched for him
i could not give up could not give in
alisema it will be like i didnt exist
what a lie that is
i have the memory of that mouthwatering kiss
shall i lay here and collapse within myself
no strength to go on
there was nothing left
i grabbed my sides tried to catch my breath
feels like i died no peace even in death
but i am not i have to go on
for charlie yes charlie i have to be strong
time lingers on all i do is pretend
where has the time gone where do i begin
to try to live without him here
cant stop the heartbreak cant fight the tears
i found a way to carry on
put myself in danger his words still so strong
i know it isnt real but it is for me
for the first time in a while i feel
my eyes are willing to see
it isnt much but its enough
to get through life yes i called his bluff
he broke his promise i will cheat with mine
in my head the words he said
i upendo wewe for now and will upendo wewe till the end of time