Okay so here is my sekunde part, if wewe haven't read my first part don't freak and have to tafuta though this whole club, the link is right here: link. Yes this is twilight in Edwards pov, all the explaining is in the first part. No copyright intended, just free writing, and all that good stuff. Enjoy my sekunde part. Please critique,I am all ears.
I smiled knowing at how I was right. I saw in the window of there lower floor the light was dim. I wondered what she would look like, as I remembered how she looked in the restaurant. Her skin cream and roses. So beautiful, so breathtaking, so fragile. I sighed leaning against the house. I wanted to, but I couldn't. I knew the only way I could, and shuddered of that picture of Alice and Bella there arms around each other. Alices eyes golden like the rest of us, and Bella's deep crimson. I buried my face in my hands. It would never be that way. I could never be close, even if I stayed with her. Gotten used to her. I could still never be close. I could hurt her. Was it possible a cold, frozen moyo could upendo someone so much that it hurt. I loved Bella to much to not get close to her, so I wouldn't hurt her, and yet now I was in pain. It didn't matter really, I barely deserved her herself. It was silly to imagine anything zaidi that just being worth her time at all. I let my knees drop. Falling to the ground. The pain was unbearable. Then the light from over me darkened. I was in the complete dark. Happy now. I knew Bella would probably be going to sleep. I smiled now. It seemed as if Bella, without even realizing it, distracted me from my silent suffering. Protected me even. And she didn't even know.
I ran to the front of the house, hoping the living room was close. I wanted to hear her voice. I heard sports, a crowd applauding. Yes sports. I heard water running, and dishes clattering together. Charlie was watching sports and Bella was doing the dishes. I had known. It wouldn't be the opposite. I was sure Bella didn't watch tv to much. She didn't seem like that type of person. Could she. I would defiantly find out tomorrow. I smiled, of how excited I was. Finally the water came to an abrupt stop. I heard a low sigh "well" I heard Bella say "I am going to sleep" she announced, her voice worn out. Had she had a rough siku today? I quickly ran over everything we did today. Maybe she had a tough time in gym. Maybe she still hurt from badminton? She trotted up the stairs slowly and I looked up at the window on the sekunde floor I climbed through every night. The light was on for about five zaidi dakika then it was off. But I didn't climb in just yet. I would wait about half an hour. So she could fall asleep.
I quickly knew what I was going to do. I would think about what I would ask her tomorrow. I wanted to keep it light. I wanted to ask her simple questions. Because right now so much had happened. To much. I didn't want to over whelm her. I was relieved that all the hard things were out of the way.I no longer had to lie to her. And I could know everything about her. But tomorrow I would ask about the small things. I really wanted to find zaidi things in common. I thought about all the maswali in my head. I had so much questions. It would take a lot not to say them out all at once. She was so fascinating. I wondered when her mental silence would finally make me snap? Well tomorrow would help my sanity a little. I could find out so much about her. And find out zaidi of what we have in common. Just that much zaidi of a reason to be with her, besides her protection. I could find a better reason. Without sounding greedy, also. I sighed wishing it was tomorrow already. I was patient enough, but the zaidi I thought about it the zaidi impatient I got. I needed a distraction.
I climbed the ukuta and looked in Bella's window. She was asleep. She couldn't have found a better way to distract me. She was already mumbling. Funny how she distracted me without even knowing. Just like earlier, when she had finished dinner...in an odd way it seemed as if we were both saving each other. I was saving her from, well, her self, her clumsiness and her bad luck. She was saving myself from, near boredom. In fact before her I had no reason of existence. No reason to be alive. And now I was almost happy. No I was happy. I, for now, could be with her. And tomorrow I would get my answers.
I lifted the window smoothly, quietly, and I slowly climbed in. Careful not to make any noises. She was having a zaidi restless night. Rolling all over the bed. I frowned "mother" she said, her voice anxious. I sat on the rocking chair. Quietly. She sounded so tired when she was going up the stairs. I heard her gentle pace of her breath stop. I heard her moan. I quickly went behind her rocking chair. I looked at her though the bars. She looked around then sighed and payed back down. The sheets were Tangled around her legs and her hair was a cluttered mess. Finally her voice went steady and even, indicating that she fell asleep again. She sighed a low sigh "Edward" she alisema in a low murmur. I once again was full of frustration. Was I in her dream that made her so restless? Was she having a nightmare? Was I in her nightmare? I sighed knowing I might never know. She rolled around again "Edward" she alisema my name a little louder. That melted all my frustration, as I looked at her beautiful face. It looked sad, but her hands were at her face. Looking like a litte child. I went over to the side of the bed.' Careful' I thought "shh" I shushed "sleep well my Bella" I whispered quietly I walked back to the rocking chair. I wanted to hum her lullaby, but I was afraid I would wake her up, no matter how low I hummed.
My words were not enough. She still woke up, three times. In the later hours of the night. I was thankful I kept on alert since the first time she woke up. Because once I heard her breath speed up au stop, I had knew she woke up. She alisema my name a lot, and rolled around a lot. She was all over the bed, I thought about leaving, but shuddered. There was no way I could leave Bella, I enjoyed watching her sleep. I could watch her forever. Finally the sun was coming up, I sighed as I climbed out her window. But I immediately cheered up as I realized that finally today was here. Today I would get a portion of my answers. It was to bad that I only had a mere eight hours to get enough answers, no I had less than eight hours. We still had class to go to, and I knew Bella would never ditch. She was much to good for that. I sighed, so many maswali swirling in my head. There was so much, it seemed like there was never enough time to get my answers, never enough time would be enough just to be with her. Yes, time was my enemy.
I ran nyumbani to my house to get my car. The others were in the house, about to take off themselves. Rosalie liked that she could take her car, to onyesha off, but still annoyed at the same time. Carlisle had already taken off, and Esme was humming to herself my new lullaby I wrote for Bella 'I really hope he plays it again soon, I really like this new one.' she thought "Edward!" Alice said. She was standing on the window edge of the third story. The window from her room. She leaped down, and landed gently on her toes. She looked at me, a wide smile stretched across her face "why do I see us hunting together tomorrow?" "your quick" I said, making my voice sound sarcastic. She was quick, I was planning to ask her tonight "years of practice" she said. I rolled my eyes "I understand wewe went hunting last night, but I would appreciate it if-" "no need, I am fine, I will need the extra strength, if Bella is as tempting-" her voice went hard on the word tempting-"then I should go with wewe anyways." she said. I nodded "thank wewe Alice, I am very grateful for this"I alisema my voice sincere "I don't suppose wewe will tell me why me?" she asked. I shook my head. I didn't want to offend any of them, I loved them all so dearly. Alice took a deep breath "okay well were heading out now" she said. The others came out the front door unlike Alice. Jasper nodded to me, as he passed us. Emmett looked at me, but he didn't throw me a grin, he was trying to comfort Rosalie. Who was still very angry, she was thinking every word under the sun, toward me. But she didn't even look at me, she stalked past me. I looked at Alice, she looked back "bye" I murmured. Then I raced to my room to change clothes. I didn't pay attention, to what I put on, I didn't care either. I was to anxious now. I couldn't wait to see Bella. Today would be a better siku with her. Probably one of my best days with her. I got in my car and sped as fast as I could to get to her house, waiting for me.
I know, I know, I haven't gotten to the swali siku yet, but it will be next. That one is probably going to be really long and to long to add right here in my sekunde part. It will be next. I am planning to start putting them in on schedule, I am planning every Friday. So...add that to your schedule I guess? oh one quick note, I am typing all this on my iPad so I can't change the font to italics like stephanie Meyer has on her rough draft I am going to use these: ' ' smaller nukuu as thoughts, sorry. Part three inayofuata Friday, I am going to have the title 'midnight sun continued part 3' nothing special. Anyways thanks for reading, part three inayofuata Friday so...stay tuned!! See wewe later!
I smiled knowing at how I was right. I saw in the window of there lower floor the light was dim. I wondered what she would look like, as I remembered how she looked in the restaurant. Her skin cream and roses. So beautiful, so breathtaking, so fragile. I sighed leaning against the house. I wanted to, but I couldn't. I knew the only way I could, and shuddered of that picture of Alice and Bella there arms around each other. Alices eyes golden like the rest of us, and Bella's deep crimson. I buried my face in my hands. It would never be that way. I could never be close, even if I stayed with her. Gotten used to her. I could still never be close. I could hurt her. Was it possible a cold, frozen moyo could upendo someone so much that it hurt. I loved Bella to much to not get close to her, so I wouldn't hurt her, and yet now I was in pain. It didn't matter really, I barely deserved her herself. It was silly to imagine anything zaidi that just being worth her time at all. I let my knees drop. Falling to the ground. The pain was unbearable. Then the light from over me darkened. I was in the complete dark. Happy now. I knew Bella would probably be going to sleep. I smiled now. It seemed as if Bella, without even realizing it, distracted me from my silent suffering. Protected me even. And she didn't even know.
I ran to the front of the house, hoping the living room was close. I wanted to hear her voice. I heard sports, a crowd applauding. Yes sports. I heard water running, and dishes clattering together. Charlie was watching sports and Bella was doing the dishes. I had known. It wouldn't be the opposite. I was sure Bella didn't watch tv to much. She didn't seem like that type of person. Could she. I would defiantly find out tomorrow. I smiled, of how excited I was. Finally the water came to an abrupt stop. I heard a low sigh "well" I heard Bella say "I am going to sleep" she announced, her voice worn out. Had she had a rough siku today? I quickly ran over everything we did today. Maybe she had a tough time in gym. Maybe she still hurt from badminton? She trotted up the stairs slowly and I looked up at the window on the sekunde floor I climbed through every night. The light was on for about five zaidi dakika then it was off. But I didn't climb in just yet. I would wait about half an hour. So she could fall asleep.
I quickly knew what I was going to do. I would think about what I would ask her tomorrow. I wanted to keep it light. I wanted to ask her simple questions. Because right now so much had happened. To much. I didn't want to over whelm her. I was relieved that all the hard things were out of the way.I no longer had to lie to her. And I could know everything about her. But tomorrow I would ask about the small things. I really wanted to find zaidi things in common. I thought about all the maswali in my head. I had so much questions. It would take a lot not to say them out all at once. She was so fascinating. I wondered when her mental silence would finally make me snap? Well tomorrow would help my sanity a little. I could find out so much about her. And find out zaidi of what we have in common. Just that much zaidi of a reason to be with her, besides her protection. I could find a better reason. Without sounding greedy, also. I sighed wishing it was tomorrow already. I was patient enough, but the zaidi I thought about it the zaidi impatient I got. I needed a distraction.
I climbed the ukuta and looked in Bella's window. She was asleep. She couldn't have found a better way to distract me. She was already mumbling. Funny how she distracted me without even knowing. Just like earlier, when she had finished dinner...in an odd way it seemed as if we were both saving each other. I was saving her from, well, her self, her clumsiness and her bad luck. She was saving myself from, near boredom. In fact before her I had no reason of existence. No reason to be alive. And now I was almost happy. No I was happy. I, for now, could be with her. And tomorrow I would get my answers.
I lifted the window smoothly, quietly, and I slowly climbed in. Careful not to make any noises. She was having a zaidi restless night. Rolling all over the bed. I frowned "mother" she said, her voice anxious. I sat on the rocking chair. Quietly. She sounded so tired when she was going up the stairs. I heard her gentle pace of her breath stop. I heard her moan. I quickly went behind her rocking chair. I looked at her though the bars. She looked around then sighed and payed back down. The sheets were Tangled around her legs and her hair was a cluttered mess. Finally her voice went steady and even, indicating that she fell asleep again. She sighed a low sigh "Edward" she alisema in a low murmur. I once again was full of frustration. Was I in her dream that made her so restless? Was she having a nightmare? Was I in her nightmare? I sighed knowing I might never know. She rolled around again "Edward" she alisema my name a little louder. That melted all my frustration, as I looked at her beautiful face. It looked sad, but her hands were at her face. Looking like a litte child. I went over to the side of the bed.' Careful' I thought "shh" I shushed "sleep well my Bella" I whispered quietly I walked back to the rocking chair. I wanted to hum her lullaby, but I was afraid I would wake her up, no matter how low I hummed.
My words were not enough. She still woke up, three times. In the later hours of the night. I was thankful I kept on alert since the first time she woke up. Because once I heard her breath speed up au stop, I had knew she woke up. She alisema my name a lot, and rolled around a lot. She was all over the bed, I thought about leaving, but shuddered. There was no way I could leave Bella, I enjoyed watching her sleep. I could watch her forever. Finally the sun was coming up, I sighed as I climbed out her window. But I immediately cheered up as I realized that finally today was here. Today I would get a portion of my answers. It was to bad that I only had a mere eight hours to get enough answers, no I had less than eight hours. We still had class to go to, and I knew Bella would never ditch. She was much to good for that. I sighed, so many maswali swirling in my head. There was so much, it seemed like there was never enough time to get my answers, never enough time would be enough just to be with her. Yes, time was my enemy.
I ran nyumbani to my house to get my car. The others were in the house, about to take off themselves. Rosalie liked that she could take her car, to onyesha off, but still annoyed at the same time. Carlisle had already taken off, and Esme was humming to herself my new lullaby I wrote for Bella 'I really hope he plays it again soon, I really like this new one.' she thought "Edward!" Alice said. She was standing on the window edge of the third story. The window from her room. She leaped down, and landed gently on her toes. She looked at me, a wide smile stretched across her face "why do I see us hunting together tomorrow?" "your quick" I said, making my voice sound sarcastic. She was quick, I was planning to ask her tonight "years of practice" she said. I rolled my eyes "I understand wewe went hunting last night, but I would appreciate it if-" "no need, I am fine, I will need the extra strength, if Bella is as tempting-" her voice went hard on the word tempting-"then I should go with wewe anyways." she said. I nodded "thank wewe Alice, I am very grateful for this"I alisema my voice sincere "I don't suppose wewe will tell me why me?" she asked. I shook my head. I didn't want to offend any of them, I loved them all so dearly. Alice took a deep breath "okay well were heading out now" she said. The others came out the front door unlike Alice. Jasper nodded to me, as he passed us. Emmett looked at me, but he didn't throw me a grin, he was trying to comfort Rosalie. Who was still very angry, she was thinking every word under the sun, toward me. But she didn't even look at me, she stalked past me. I looked at Alice, she looked back "bye" I murmured. Then I raced to my room to change clothes. I didn't pay attention, to what I put on, I didn't care either. I was to anxious now. I couldn't wait to see Bella. Today would be a better siku with her. Probably one of my best days with her. I got in my car and sped as fast as I could to get to her house, waiting for me.
I know, I know, I haven't gotten to the swali siku yet, but it will be next. That one is probably going to be really long and to long to add right here in my sekunde part. It will be next. I am planning to start putting them in on schedule, I am planning every Friday. So...add that to your schedule I guess? oh one quick note, I am typing all this on my iPad so I can't change the font to italics like stephanie Meyer has on her rough draft I am going to use these: ' ' smaller nukuu as thoughts, sorry. Part three inayofuata Friday, I am going to have the title 'midnight sun continued part 3' nothing special. Anyways thanks for reading, part three inayofuata Friday so...stay tuned!! See wewe later!
