Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope wewe can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in zaidi danger I feel zaidi in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to songesha arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many maswali and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it au just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are salama and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen au what people think about us.