I feel like I'm falling behind on Evening nyota so I will post one today. ^_^
Did Bella think I insulted her? She looked angry. I was getting a little worried after a few dakika when she didn't speak. Then I put one finger under Bella's chin so she would pay attention to what I was saying and I want her to know that I didn't mean what I said.
"Sorry. Really." I told her sencerely.
She looked at me, with a frustrated expression, which confused me. But then she spoke.
"I know. I know it's not the same thing. I shouldn't have reacted that way. It's just well, I was already thinking about Jacob before wewe over." she said.
I could tell that my expression hardened when she alisema Jacob's name. I don't trust Jacob Black. He's a werewolf, a risk to Bella. I couldn't think of a prayer to say if something happened to her. I already know how it would have felt like.
Bella's voice turned into pleading as she saw my expression.
"Charlie says Jake is having a hard time. He's hurting right now, and.... it's my fault." she said. I looked her in the eyes, and they were full of agony. I couldn't understand though, Bella didn't do anything wrong... I did. If I didn't leave Bella, none of this would be happening.
"You've done nothing wrong, Bella." I alisema to her.
She took a deep breath, to calm herself.
"I need to make it better, Edward. I owe him that. And it's one of Charlie's conditions, anyway-" Bella reasoned, but cutted of when she saw my expression. It felt cold and hard.
I couldn't risk her being around that DOG, unless if I was with her. But that couldn't happen, because of the treaty we made with the Quileutes.
"You know it's out of the swali for wewe to be around a werewolf unprotected, Bella. And it would break the treaty if any of us kuvuka, msalaba over onto their land. Do wewe want us to start a war?" I reasoned.
Then Bella's face turned to panic when I alisema the last sentence.
"Of course not!" she yelled.
"Then there's really no point in discussing the matter further." I dropped my hand from Bella's chin. I didn't want to have this duscussion anymore, at least for now. I know Bella will be arguing about this topic again. I better prepare for it. I looked around the room, for something to change the subject on. Then I saw the Wuthering Heights book behind Bella. I smiled, I wonder why Bella loves that book so much, somehow, it's getting to annoy me.
"I'm glad Charlie has decided to let wewe out - you're sadly in need of a visit to the bookstore. I can't believe wewe are kusoma Wuthering Heights again. Don't wewe know it kwa moyo yet?"
"Not all of us have photographic memories." she argued.
That was true... but I do.
"Photographic memory au not, I don't understand why wewe like it. The characters are ghasty people who ruin each others' lives. I don't know how Heathcliff and Cathy ended up being ranked with couples like Romeo and Juliet au Elizabeth Bennet and Mr. Darcy. It's not a upendo story, it's a hate story."
Then Bella's expression turned annoyed. I smiled, but I nearly laughed. It reminded me so much when we first met. She was always very annoyed with my additude and "changing mood" as she called it. I sighed, though, it was too low for her to hear it. So much has changed since then.
"You have some serious issues with the classics." she snapped.
"Perhaps it's because I'm not impressed kwa anquity. Honestly though, why do wewe read it over and over?" I alisema while looking her in the eyes, trying to, unsuccessfully, read her mind again. Her mind works so differently than other humans. If she was normal, she would have already ran away from me, screaming, au she wouldn just be avoiding me. I didn't have the strength to be tolerant about that. She will be mine... forever. Thankfully, she wanted the same thing.
Did Bella think I insulted her? She looked angry. I was getting a little worried after a few dakika when she didn't speak. Then I put one finger under Bella's chin so she would pay attention to what I was saying and I want her to know that I didn't mean what I said.
"Sorry. Really." I told her sencerely.
She looked at me, with a frustrated expression, which confused me. But then she spoke.
"I know. I know it's not the same thing. I shouldn't have reacted that way. It's just well, I was already thinking about Jacob before wewe over." she said.
I could tell that my expression hardened when she alisema Jacob's name. I don't trust Jacob Black. He's a werewolf, a risk to Bella. I couldn't think of a prayer to say if something happened to her. I already know how it would have felt like.
Bella's voice turned into pleading as she saw my expression.
"Charlie says Jake is having a hard time. He's hurting right now, and.... it's my fault." she said. I looked her in the eyes, and they were full of agony. I couldn't understand though, Bella didn't do anything wrong... I did. If I didn't leave Bella, none of this would be happening.
"You've done nothing wrong, Bella." I alisema to her.
She took a deep breath, to calm herself.
"I need to make it better, Edward. I owe him that. And it's one of Charlie's conditions, anyway-" Bella reasoned, but cutted of when she saw my expression. It felt cold and hard.
I couldn't risk her being around that DOG, unless if I was with her. But that couldn't happen, because of the treaty we made with the Quileutes.
"You know it's out of the swali for wewe to be around a werewolf unprotected, Bella. And it would break the treaty if any of us kuvuka, msalaba over onto their land. Do wewe want us to start a war?" I reasoned.
Then Bella's face turned to panic when I alisema the last sentence.
"Of course not!" she yelled.
"Then there's really no point in discussing the matter further." I dropped my hand from Bella's chin. I didn't want to have this duscussion anymore, at least for now. I know Bella will be arguing about this topic again. I better prepare for it. I looked around the room, for something to change the subject on. Then I saw the Wuthering Heights book behind Bella. I smiled, I wonder why Bella loves that book so much, somehow, it's getting to annoy me.
"I'm glad Charlie has decided to let wewe out - you're sadly in need of a visit to the bookstore. I can't believe wewe are kusoma Wuthering Heights again. Don't wewe know it kwa moyo yet?"
"Not all of us have photographic memories." she argued.
That was true... but I do.
"Photographic memory au not, I don't understand why wewe like it. The characters are ghasty people who ruin each others' lives. I don't know how Heathcliff and Cathy ended up being ranked with couples like Romeo and Juliet au Elizabeth Bennet and Mr. Darcy. It's not a upendo story, it's a hate story."
Then Bella's expression turned annoyed. I smiled, but I nearly laughed. It reminded me so much when we first met. She was always very annoyed with my additude and "changing mood" as she called it. I sighed, though, it was too low for her to hear it. So much has changed since then.
"You have some serious issues with the classics." she snapped.
"Perhaps it's because I'm not impressed kwa anquity. Honestly though, why do wewe read it over and over?" I alisema while looking her in the eyes, trying to, unsuccessfully, read her mind again. Her mind works so differently than other humans. If she was normal, she would have already ran away from me, screaming, au she wouldn just be avoiding me. I didn't have the strength to be tolerant about that. She will be mine... forever. Thankfully, she wanted the same thing.
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
I've waited a hundred years
And I'd wait a million zaidi for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how wewe smile when wewe blush
au how wewe curl your lip when wewe concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your upendo is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who wewe are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw wewe well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
And I'd wait a million zaidi for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how wewe smile when wewe blush
au how wewe curl your lip when wewe concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your upendo is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who wewe are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw wewe well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
Well I can go a million miles an hour
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms wewe better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before wewe go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
wewe start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms wewe better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before wewe go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
wewe start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with wewe man
Don’t wewe see it’s wrong, can’t wewe get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
wewe know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what wewe do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with wewe man
Don’t wewe see it’s wrong, can’t wewe get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
wewe know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what wewe do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your mitaani, mtaa light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
aliiba me a dog-eared map
And called for wewe everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your mitaani, mtaa light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
aliiba me a dog-eared map
And called for wewe everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down