I got up the stairs and just started crying quietly. I knew everyone could hear me but I didnt feel like talking about it au thinking about it au anything. I put on some sweat pants and I found one of Cody's long sleeved t-shirt in my closet I put it on just smelling his scent on it. I just layed in my kitanda and cried, soon I feel asleep. When I woke up my face was sticky feeling from dried tears. I couldnt believe what had happened yesterday afternoon. i really thouhgt he was going to be my firend but I guess not. I walked au hobbled down the stairs and into the kitchen. Alice and Esme were in there talking, Alice asked how i was and i alisema i was fine. I ate some scrambled eggs, they were so good. after that i went to the living room and sat on the kitanda and emmet was in there watching tv as usual.emmet looked over at me and alisema wow wewe look like crap. Thanks i said. i just turned my antention to the tv. Can wewe turn up the volume, I cant hear it? I ask. sure no porb. he said. I watched a little tv but then went up stairs and listened to my ipod. I fell asleep listening to Jimmy Buffett, one of my parents inayopendelewa artist! When I woke up that morning I ask Esme if it was okay to drive myself over to Max's house and she alisema she would ask Carlisle right quick for me. I alisema thanks.I was in the kuoga when Esme alisema I could drive to Max's house. I told her thanks. I put on another pair of sweat pants and a coast guard sweat shati that I had gotten when i joined after I got out of the shower. I dried my hair so i wouldnt get sick. I grab my keys,cell phoneand license off my dresser and went downs. I told everyone bye and that they could reach me on my cell.
When I got to Max's house he was there, I was glad. I hadnt been to his house since I fell off of his back porch. i walked in his house and alisema hey. hujambo he said. I just started to cry. He rushed over to me and ask what was wrong? Cody wewe know the guy from school, "yeah i know who your talking about max said" well he alisema some mean things. I continued the story. See he wasnt in school all week so I went overr to his house to see what was up with him, well he ended up saying that he never wanted to hang out with me and he never wanted to see my f-ing ugly face again. i strted crying harder. After that conversation he had with me I called him a jacka** cause i was mad and now I feel so bad but he deserved it he pushed me in the mud. Jacob was there i think if he wasnt there..i dont know he was uigizaji weird and stuff and he was really buff and tall since the last time I'd seen him i told max. Its okay Addi you'll get through this don't worry. He held me in his arms. I told him thanks and sorry I got his shati all wet. Awe, its fine Addi Max said. We watched tv for awhile until Emmet called me and alisema to get nyumbani that it was starting to snow and the roads were getting icey. I told max bye that I would see him later, and thanks for letting me spill all my problems with him. No problem Addi, be careful going nyumbani Max said. Bye and we hugged each other.
When I got to Max's house he was there, I was glad. I hadnt been to his house since I fell off of his back porch. i walked in his house and alisema hey. hujambo he said. I just started to cry. He rushed over to me and ask what was wrong? Cody wewe know the guy from school, "yeah i know who your talking about max said" well he alisema some mean things. I continued the story. See he wasnt in school all week so I went overr to his house to see what was up with him, well he ended up saying that he never wanted to hang out with me and he never wanted to see my f-ing ugly face again. i strted crying harder. After that conversation he had with me I called him a jacka** cause i was mad and now I feel so bad but he deserved it he pushed me in the mud. Jacob was there i think if he wasnt there..i dont know he was uigizaji weird and stuff and he was really buff and tall since the last time I'd seen him i told max. Its okay Addi you'll get through this don't worry. He held me in his arms. I told him thanks and sorry I got his shati all wet. Awe, its fine Addi Max said. We watched tv for awhile until Emmet called me and alisema to get nyumbani that it was starting to snow and the roads were getting icey. I told max bye that I would see him later, and thanks for letting me spill all my problems with him. No problem Addi, be careful going nyumbani Max said. Bye and we hugged each other.
OK EVERYONE IS LIKE TOTALLY HEAD OVER HEALS FOR EDWARD AND WHEN ALL COMES DOWN TO THE FACTS EDWARD JUST LEFT HER WITHOUTH THE APPROPRATE GOODBYE. JACOB WHOS WAS THERE FOR HER ALL THOSES MONTHS EDWARD WAS GONE. THE PROTECTED HER AND LET HER IN ON HIS WEREWOLF SECRET WHILE MAINTAINIGN A REALATIONSHIP WITH HER EVEN THOUGH HIS mbwa mwitu PACHK alisema NO. THATS TELLS ALOT ABOUT WHAT KIND OF FRIEND JACOB IS AND THEN OUT OF NOWHERE EDWARD COMES BACK INTO HER LIFE.WAT A LOOSER. AND THEN BECAUSE OF THE TREATY ITS LIEK EDWARD EXPECTS BELLA TO JUST STOP BEING JACOBS FRIEND. EDWARD JUST NEEDS TO TRUST BELLA I MEAN WATS CHANGES NOW SHES KNOWN HIS SECRET SINCE BEFORE EDWARD CAME BACK AND THEN SOME.
Bella: How old have wewe been 17?
Edward: A while.
Bella: How long is a while?
Yesterday when I started re-reading twilight i noticed that Bella asks Edward that questiion when she goes out to chajio, chakula cha jioni with him...
But in the first trailer she says it to him in the woods.
Right now i am worried that the movie isn't going to be as good as the book. If wewe compare the trailer to the book i bet wewe will find much zaidi of messed up scenes.
Please leave me acomment on what wewe think about this.... because I am kind of pissed that Stephanie would allow the director to change everything...
Well wewe know maybe im speaking to soon with out seeing the movie....but thats what I think.
Edward: A while.
Bella: How long is a while?
Yesterday when I started re-reading twilight i noticed that Bella asks Edward that questiion when she goes out to chajio, chakula cha jioni with him...
But in the first trailer she says it to him in the woods.
Right now i am worried that the movie isn't going to be as good as the book. If wewe compare the trailer to the book i bet wewe will find much zaidi of messed up scenes.
Please leave me acomment on what wewe think about this.... because I am kind of pissed that Stephanie would allow the director to change everything...
Well wewe know maybe im speaking to soon with out seeing the movie....but thats what I think.
A lot of people just go to the maoni section to advertise. They don't care what the makala says-they just pick the one with the most viewers so they will get attention. Like the girl who wrote Twilight Fansites. kwa cherry6chick. She wants zaidi viewers so she goes to makala and puts:hey-you guys like twilight? well check out this sight:www.freewebs.com/twilighttrailer. Tell your friends!:) I thought it was a good idea because it got me to go to it so i started advertising on my first makala called Who Is Better? on page 7 on What's Hot. All of a sudden i started to get all these maoni telling everybody who the liked better. I told everybody there wewe can choose. Every mwezi Ill anounce the winner for that month. Anyways...on this sight wewe can put an makala and/or sight that wewe think is worth reading!
Twilight teaser trailer will kick Indiana Jones teaser trailer no.1 spot on myspace most viewed trailers.Twilight teaser trailer scored zaidi than 2 million maoni in 3 days!
2 zaidi million maoni needed to be at no.1!
COME ON TWILIGHERS!
link
open it in different windows to save time and all!
keep refreshing and mute the volume if wewe get sick of it!
LET'S onyesha THEM TWILIGTERS!
total maoni 8:46 EST: 2,403,785 views!!!
11:27 EST: 2,438,042 million views
2 zaidi million maoni needed to be at no.1!
COME ON TWILIGHERS!
link
open it in different windows to save time and all!
keep refreshing and mute the volume if wewe get sick of it!
LET'S onyesha THEM TWILIGTERS!
total maoni 8:46 EST: 2,403,785 views!!!
11:27 EST: 2,438,042 million views
hujambo ladies! Ok, I wrote this the other siku while I was at work. I had my head down on the desk, sat up, wrote it, and put my head back down. lol I ask that wewe don't use it without my permission, as it is my original work. But here is a little poem I wrote, that I thought wewe Twilight obsessed mashabiki might like. I kind of pictured Edward after I wrote it and reread it. There are lots of people (including people who wewe might be dating right now) that this can apply to. Enjoy and tell me what wewe think!
Young girls think of upendo and picture a prince.
Women, who have loved and been hurt see not a prince but the truth.
Just a man, imperfect and unsure.
But it's those memories of Prince Charming that make them keep loving, even without hope.
Taleah Elizabeth Cox
April 12,2008
Young girls think of upendo and picture a prince.
Women, who have loved and been hurt see not a prince but the truth.
Just a man, imperfect and unsure.
But it's those memories of Prince Charming that make them keep loving, even without hope.
Taleah Elizabeth Cox
April 12,2008