ok, i know she loves both but its probably ovious who she loves more, but im not sure is it edward au jacob.
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she alisema when edward asked her,
" are wewe sure wewe made the right choice, i have never seen wewe in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better