As soon as I woke up I checked my phone. There was nothing, not even a voicemail! I went down stairs and grabbed a Red ng'ombe and Sunny D. I mixed them together and it created my inayopendelewa drink. I sat on the kitanda looking down at my
drink wondering why Collin hadn't called yet. So Collin hasn't calls you, Emmett asked. No he hasn't, I bet Jake has him doing a double shift au something. I don't have him doing anything for me Jake alisema has he walked through the door.
Do wewe know why he hadn't called me? I asked Jacob. I can't tell wewe anything. Please just promise me wewe will wait and let him tell you! Jake was practically begging. I started to ask if be had met someone else but I didn't. The zaidi I
thought the zaidi I couldn't quiet thinking about it. My gut was telling me that he did but my moyo alisema no way! I couldn't figue out Which one to believe. So I decided to find out myslef. I got dressed, went to the jikoni and but my Red
Bull/Sunny D in a clear water bottle because that is all we had. I grabbed my helmit and back pack from the spot were I had left it and went to the gardge. I put my helmit on and took off. I started to turn around 3 time but I had to see for myself. I went to the La Push beach, I was thinking he would be there and I was right! He was there with 3 people. It was Claire, Quil and some other little girl. I walked down there. Claire came running up. She was so adorable. I hugged her and then asked Collin who the other little girl was. Her name was Jessica but Jess for short. He asked Quil to look after Jess. He asked me to follow him to the baseball field. So I tore up there. So what do wewe want to talk about I asked him. Well Zoey, he started. I want to break up with you. I am sorry but I met Jess and well I'm in upendo with her. He said. I wasn't really stunned, I sort of saw it coming. But I thought wewe alisema wewe loved me? I shot back quickly. I did, I shouldn't have alisema that.
alisema Collin. I'm sorry Zoey I.. He started to say but I cut him off kwa saying. How in thr world did wewe fall in upendo over night? Well, i ate chajio, chakula cha jioni last night and it just happen. Look just leave never come back to the Cullen house ever again and don't follow me home!! I took off on my motocycle and headed home. So I could snuggle up it my big kitanda and drown in Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez and the Jonas brother Singing. I pulled in the nyasi and put everything down ran to my
room shut and locked the door and blared my iPod on those 3 muziki choices and cryer my eyes out. I thought I would never quit crying. I calls for about 3 hours. Why did Jake have to be right on Collin hurting me?? I hated when Jake was right. Everyone came to the door one at a time. They had even sent Nessie and Jacob up here. I got up out off my kitanda and went to the window, the sun was
setting. It was beautiful outside. I heard some one jiggle the handle on my door knob, and then a
click which ment the door was unlocked. I just turned my muziki up louder and didn't pay attion till he took my earphones out. I turn around and Jake had his arms open for a hug. I Hughes him and the tear were pouring this time. Zoe, it's
gonna be okay. How come wewe had to be right? I asked Jake. I hate that I'm have to be right on this. How are wewe doing? Jake asked. Better I guess. I'm so sor.. I cut him off and alisema Jake it's not your fault. I fell to fast for him and he wasn't there to catch me. wewe want to go down stairs and get some dinner? Jacob asked. Sure but I'm not that hungry. As long as we get something in you. wewe have to be starving, wewe haven't had anything but that energy drink! True, I guess I could eat. Jake went the main way tot the kitchen, I took the one were it goes straight to the jikoni instead of going trough the living room. Alice, Bella, and Esme was in the kitchen. I walked into the jikoni and told the hey. Alice came up to me first. hujambo sweety, how are you? I am doing okay, I'll get better. Esme and Bella hugged me after Alice hugged me. I sat there drinking sweet chai and aplesuace, I wasn't that hungry so I grabbed that out of the fridge and Jake walked into the jikoni wiht Nessie in his arms. They sat inayofuata to me at the counter. It was starting to thunder storm out side. After eating my appplesauce, I went to go sit on the couch. I watched tv and then went to my room and went to bed.
drink wondering why Collin hadn't called yet. So Collin hasn't calls you, Emmett asked. No he hasn't, I bet Jake has him doing a double shift au something. I don't have him doing anything for me Jake alisema has he walked through the door.
Do wewe know why he hadn't called me? I asked Jacob. I can't tell wewe anything. Please just promise me wewe will wait and let him tell you! Jake was practically begging. I started to ask if be had met someone else but I didn't. The zaidi I
thought the zaidi I couldn't quiet thinking about it. My gut was telling me that he did but my moyo alisema no way! I couldn't figue out Which one to believe. So I decided to find out myslef. I got dressed, went to the jikoni and but my Red
Bull/Sunny D in a clear water bottle because that is all we had. I grabbed my helmit and back pack from the spot were I had left it and went to the gardge. I put my helmit on and took off. I started to turn around 3 time but I had to see for myself. I went to the La Push beach, I was thinking he would be there and I was right! He was there with 3 people. It was Claire, Quil and some other little girl. I walked down there. Claire came running up. She was so adorable. I hugged her and then asked Collin who the other little girl was. Her name was Jessica but Jess for short. He asked Quil to look after Jess. He asked me to follow him to the baseball field. So I tore up there. So what do wewe want to talk about I asked him. Well Zoey, he started. I want to break up with you. I am sorry but I met Jess and well I'm in upendo with her. He said. I wasn't really stunned, I sort of saw it coming. But I thought wewe alisema wewe loved me? I shot back quickly. I did, I shouldn't have alisema that.
alisema Collin. I'm sorry Zoey I.. He started to say but I cut him off kwa saying. How in thr world did wewe fall in upendo over night? Well, i ate chajio, chakula cha jioni last night and it just happen. Look just leave never come back to the Cullen house ever again and don't follow me home!! I took off on my motocycle and headed home. So I could snuggle up it my big kitanda and drown in Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez and the Jonas brother Singing. I pulled in the nyasi and put everything down ran to my
room shut and locked the door and blared my iPod on those 3 muziki choices and cryer my eyes out. I thought I would never quit crying. I calls for about 3 hours. Why did Jake have to be right on Collin hurting me?? I hated when Jake was right. Everyone came to the door one at a time. They had even sent Nessie and Jacob up here. I got up out off my kitanda and went to the window, the sun was
setting. It was beautiful outside. I heard some one jiggle the handle on my door knob, and then a
click which ment the door was unlocked. I just turned my muziki up louder and didn't pay attion till he took my earphones out. I turn around and Jake had his arms open for a hug. I Hughes him and the tear were pouring this time. Zoe, it's
gonna be okay. How come wewe had to be right? I asked Jake. I hate that I'm have to be right on this. How are wewe doing? Jake asked. Better I guess. I'm so sor.. I cut him off and alisema Jake it's not your fault. I fell to fast for him and he wasn't there to catch me. wewe want to go down stairs and get some dinner? Jacob asked. Sure but I'm not that hungry. As long as we get something in you. wewe have to be starving, wewe haven't had anything but that energy drink! True, I guess I could eat. Jake went the main way tot the kitchen, I took the one were it goes straight to the jikoni instead of going trough the living room. Alice, Bella, and Esme was in the kitchen. I walked into the jikoni and told the hey. Alice came up to me first. hujambo sweety, how are you? I am doing okay, I'll get better. Esme and Bella hugged me after Alice hugged me. I sat there drinking sweet chai and aplesuace, I wasn't that hungry so I grabbed that out of the fridge and Jake walked into the jikoni wiht Nessie in his arms. They sat inayofuata to me at the counter. It was starting to thunder storm out side. After eating my appplesauce, I went to go sit on the couch. I watched tv and then went to my room and went to bed.
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Dreamed last night about a time and place
Where from our troubles we had escaped
I held your hand and I felt complete
As wewe turned and alisema to me
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
wewe and me, we will be
Years went kwa and nothing changed
The upendo we shared just stayed the same
As hair grew grey on juu of our heads
Every night I quietly said
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
wewe and me, we will be
Only a dream
Only a dream
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
wewe and me, we will be
Where from our troubles we had escaped
I held your hand and I felt complete
As wewe turned and alisema to me
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
wewe and me, we will be
Years went kwa and nothing changed
The upendo we shared just stayed the same
As hair grew grey on juu of our heads
Every night I quietly said
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
wewe and me
wewe and me, we will be
Only a dream
Only a dream
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
wewe and me, we will be
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what wewe want to hear
One is born so one can die
wewe must wait a real long time
That's zaidi than wewe can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the siku wewe cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to onyesha me that wewe were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
wewe will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the siku wewe cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what wewe want to hear
That’s not what wewe want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what wewe want to hear
One is born so one can die
wewe must wait a real long time
That's zaidi than wewe can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the siku wewe cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to onyesha me that wewe were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
wewe will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the siku wewe cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what wewe want to hear
That’s not what wewe want to hear
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your upendo I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take wewe out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your upendo I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your upendo I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your upendo I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take wewe out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your upendo I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your upendo I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Your lips are nettles
Your tongue is wine
Your laughter’s liquid
But your body’s pine
wewe upendo all sailors
But hate the beach
wewe say come touch me
But you’re always out of reach
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your arms are lovely
Yellow and rose
Your back’s a meadow
Covered in snow
Your thighs are thistles
And hot-house grapes
wewe breathe your sweet breath
And have me wait
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I turn the lights out
I clean the sheets
wewe change the station
Turned up the heat
And now you’re sitting
Upon your chair
You’ve got me Tangled up
Inside your beautiful black hair
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your tongue is wine
Your laughter’s liquid
But your body’s pine
wewe upendo all sailors
But hate the beach
wewe say come touch me
But you’re always out of reach
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your arms are lovely
Yellow and rose
Your back’s a meadow
Covered in snow
Your thighs are thistles
And hot-house grapes
wewe breathe your sweet breath
And have me wait
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I turn the lights out
I clean the sheets
wewe change the station
Turned up the heat
And now you’re sitting
Upon your chair
You’ve got me Tangled up
Inside your beautiful black hair
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your mitaani, mtaa light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
aliiba me a dog-eared map
And called for wewe everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your mitaani, mtaa light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
aliiba me a dog-eared map
And called for wewe everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me kwa my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell wewe to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my kanzu, koti on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
Hold on
Without me wewe got it all
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me kwa my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell wewe to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my kanzu, koti on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
Hold on
Without me wewe got it all
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
