Chapter 18
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"
"Ill watch her"i alisema and tanya's thoughts
edward do wewe really think thats a good idea
"Like i would trust you"he alisema inaonyesha me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched
"Stop what ever wewe are doing"tanya alisema to him,jacobs thoughts changedso wewe dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow
"What ever wewe say let me go cheak on her"he alisema and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she upendo a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never upendo me
"Edward,be good"alice alisema and kissed me on the head,all of the mbwa are out side changed and waiting for jacob
jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any zaidi she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls
"Come on vamps onyesha us where to go"he alisema and ran out side and changed
i looked at the picha on the shelf there was bella smiling inayofuata to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning
"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i alisema and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face
she flinched
"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me
"But if i would have never left wewe would not have gotten hurt and fell in upendo with him"
i alisema she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head
"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell wewe about the other stuff"she alisema and sipped the drink
"Bella do wewe know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me
"Ya,cause wewe didnt want to petend to be human any zaidi and wewe didnt upendo me any more"she alisema looking down at her drink
"I lied"i alisema and she choked and her drink
"Why the hell would wewe do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell
"Cause i didnt want to hurt wewe anymore,and the zaidi things that happened to wewe stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward
"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected wewe from her"i alisema and she walked over to me and stood in front of me
"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like wewe wanted me too,i fell in upendo and dont call him a dog"she alisema to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back
"I upendo you"i alisema she looked at me
"I would slap wewe right now but it wouldn't do wewe any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever kiss me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more
"Bella i upendo wewe so much,what wewe just did hurt like hell"i alisema she just looked at me
"I felt hurt when wewe left me in the woods and alisema hurtfull things and back off au ill tell jake"she alisema and flinch and chuckled
"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad
"That wewe think jacob could hurt me"i alisema and laughed,she walked away
"Edward why did wewe stay?did wewe just stay to tell me wewe loved me,well i loved wewe along time zamani not anymore,now i upendo alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she alisema and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't upendo me any zaidi but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her moyo ill be here for her,ill allways upendo her for ever
"Bella i upendo wewe and always will,and if he ever breaks your moyo au dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i alisema with a warm smile
"Why?edward songesha on,come on go with tanya she is so in upendo with wewe and wewe dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes wewe think i would choose wewe anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way
"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad wewe left au i would never have fell in upendo with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive wewe and thank you"she alisema and smiled,gosh i upendo that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and kiss her
"Now edward will wewe songesha on and ask tanya out?"she asked me
"ill try and songesha on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i alisema i know she's in upendo with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella
"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she alisema and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i alisema and looked around the room bella laid on the kitanda and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she alisema i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her
"nope but wewe have to stand right there"she alisema and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the kitanda and waited
3 hours later
Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands
"You imprinted on a baby."i alisema and alisema it with alot if distaste
"Shut up"seth alisema with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby
"Seth dont let it get to wewe he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 mwaka old"Jacob alisema and laughed
"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth alisema with hurt in his voice
"i dont know,i cant tell wewe how she will react"jacob alisema walking in to his room,then came out
"Like my room it nice and big,dont wewe wish wewe never left her"he alisema and when and got bella's monster and finshed it
"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so wewe know"i alisema and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes
"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got wewe was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth alisema i winced
"She did?"jacob asked
"Duh"he alisema and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added
"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled
i walked out and ran nyumbani to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor mwepesi, teleka
"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy
"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper alisema but got cut off kwa alice
"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice alisema with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"
"Ill watch her"i alisema and tanya's thoughts
edward do wewe really think thats a good idea
"Like i would trust you"he alisema inaonyesha me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched
"Stop what ever wewe are doing"tanya alisema to him,jacobs thoughts changedso wewe dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow
"What ever wewe say let me go cheak on her"he alisema and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she upendo a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never upendo me
"Edward,be good"alice alisema and kissed me on the head,all of the mbwa are out side changed and waiting for jacob
jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any zaidi she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls
"Come on vamps onyesha us where to go"he alisema and ran out side and changed
i looked at the picha on the shelf there was bella smiling inayofuata to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning
"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i alisema and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face
she flinched
"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me
"But if i would have never left wewe would not have gotten hurt and fell in upendo with him"
i alisema she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head
"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell wewe about the other stuff"she alisema and sipped the drink
"Bella do wewe know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me
"Ya,cause wewe didnt want to petend to be human any zaidi and wewe didnt upendo me any more"she alisema looking down at her drink
"I lied"i alisema and she choked and her drink
"Why the hell would wewe do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell
"Cause i didnt want to hurt wewe anymore,and the zaidi things that happened to wewe stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward
"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected wewe from her"i alisema and she walked over to me and stood in front of me
"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like wewe wanted me too,i fell in upendo and dont call him a dog"she alisema to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back
"I upendo you"i alisema she looked at me
"I would slap wewe right now but it wouldn't do wewe any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever kiss me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more
"Bella i upendo wewe so much,what wewe just did hurt like hell"i alisema she just looked at me
"I felt hurt when wewe left me in the woods and alisema hurtfull things and back off au ill tell jake"she alisema and flinch and chuckled
"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad
"That wewe think jacob could hurt me"i alisema and laughed,she walked away
"Edward why did wewe stay?did wewe just stay to tell me wewe loved me,well i loved wewe along time zamani not anymore,now i upendo alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she alisema and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't upendo me any zaidi but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her moyo ill be here for her,ill allways upendo her for ever
"Bella i upendo wewe and always will,and if he ever breaks your moyo au dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i alisema with a warm smile
"Why?edward songesha on,come on go with tanya she is so in upendo with wewe and wewe dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes wewe think i would choose wewe anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way
"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad wewe left au i would never have fell in upendo with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive wewe and thank you"she alisema and smiled,gosh i upendo that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and kiss her
"Now edward will wewe songesha on and ask tanya out?"she asked me
"ill try and songesha on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i alisema i know she's in upendo with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella
"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she alisema and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i alisema and looked around the room bella laid on the kitanda and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she alisema i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her
"nope but wewe have to stand right there"she alisema and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the kitanda and waited
3 hours later
Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands
"You imprinted on a baby."i alisema and alisema it with alot if distaste
"Shut up"seth alisema with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby
"Seth dont let it get to wewe he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 mwaka old"Jacob alisema and laughed
"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth alisema with hurt in his voice
"i dont know,i cant tell wewe how she will react"jacob alisema walking in to his room,then came out
"Like my room it nice and big,dont wewe wish wewe never left her"he alisema and when and got bella's monster and finshed it
"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so wewe know"i alisema and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes
"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got wewe was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth alisema i winced
"She did?"jacob asked
"Duh"he alisema and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added
"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled
i walked out and ran nyumbani to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor mwepesi, teleka
"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy
"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper alisema but got cut off kwa alice
"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice alisema with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was
Well, alot of wewe know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the viungo tab au a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the swali is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if wewe have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do wewe guys think?
PS. Alot of people on Youtube have video saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed kwa Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on Youtube have video saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed kwa Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)