Chapter 9
*Edward’s pov*
I was sitting on the couch, observing my dirty room. The broken vases, broken CDs, the pieces of paper, and the scattered clothes. I’ve realized that I’ve Lost my self control for how many days, since… since she left me.
I threw the glass of wine beside me. I jumped out the window and ran quickly, not knowing where I was going. I was screaming while running until I reached the meadow. I slowed down. I stopped at the middle and fell down my knees, while whispering Bella’s name.
Unexpectedly, the rain started to fall. The raindrops filled my face with water, like I was crying. I really wish that those raindrops were my teardrops. The sky was crying with me. I looked up and screamed Bella’s name, though I know that she won’t hear me no matter how loud my voice was. And if ever she heard it, it will be worthless because she doesn’t care.
I continued screaming until I heard something. I heard footsteps behind me. As the sound became closer, I heard a soft sob. I recognized the sound. That was… That was…. That was….
I stood up and as I turned around, Bella was standing beside a tree. Her face was filled with raindrops, like me, it looks like she was crying. I ran to her hurriedly. I can’t help it so I hugged her tightly, afraid to let her go. I kissed her hair. I didn’t want to pull her away.
I felt her hands on my back. She hugged me back tightly. I missed her so much, it’s like its been years since our last meeting. She pulled away softly.
I looked at her, as raindrops running down our faces.
“Bella,” I whispered as I kissed her forehead.
“Edward...” she murmured.
“I’m sorry, forgive me. I didn’t wan – “
She cut me off.
“Shhh. Alice explained everything to me. I’m sorry I didn’t listen to your explan – “
“Its okay. Thank wewe for coming back.” I whispered happily. Its like the angels were rejoicing, the sun was shining and the stars were falling for us. I touched her face. I miss her face, her eyes, the way she kiss me, the way she hug me and the way she smile.
I pulled her tightly to my chest.
Without a word, I kissed her passionately and she kissed me back. I lift her feet off of the ground. As I kiss her, my hands were at her back, about to take her clothes off.
All of a sudden, she took my hands off of her. I put her down as our kiss ended. I stared at her curiously.
She smiled.
“I think we better go home, this isn’t the right place for that. Don’t worry, I’ll fulfill my promise this time.” She alisema happily.
I was glad to hear that words from her
I put her at my back and ran fast, as fast as I could.
We reached nyumbani in just a few minutes.
As we entered the door, I hesitated.
I forgot to clean the room. The vases were still broken on the floor. What would I say to her?
She noticed my expression.
“What?” she asked.
I smiled as I spoke, “Its nothing.”
She ran quickly to the room. I closed my eyes, ready for whatever she would say.
She shouted, “EDWARD!!!!”
I ran upstairs.
“I’m sor – “
I hesitated.
The room was clean, the vases were replaced, the kitanda was fixed, and the floor was tidy.
Who did this?
“Wow, wewe cleaned this? You’re unbelievable.” She muttered, observing the room.
I looked at the vases, to the shelves until I saw a piece of paper beside the CDs.
Inside was a note, saying:
Edward,
I cleaned it up. I saw both of wewe in my vision. I don’t want her to get mad at wewe again. Sorry, I explained everything to her without telling you. I thought it’ll be better if she knew the real reason. It bothers me so much to see wewe hurt. She loves you, she was just hurt. Hope wewe like it. The vases were from England, I bought them from Jasper’s friend. It’s expensive. Pay me back! Enjoy yourselves...
Alice
I looked at the back part of the paper. I saw an arrow pointing on the mti outside. I looked out the window. Alice was sitting there, smiling. I smiled back as I got a paper and wrote a big message, THANK YOU.
I showed the paper to her and she smiled.
She jumped down the tree.
I crumpled the papers and put them on the trash can as I realized that Bella was laying down the kitanda facing the drawer beside the bed, covering herself. I lay down beside her as I took the blanket off. She closed her eyes. I kissed her hair, her ear and her neck.
Finally, she faced me. I went on juu of her. As I kissed her lips, her hands unbuttoned my shirt. I rolled back so she was on juu of me. I rolled back once again and I was on juu of her. I took off my shati and I took off hers.
And at that very moment, I wish that it will never end, until forever.
*Edward’s pov*
I was sitting on the couch, observing my dirty room. The broken vases, broken CDs, the pieces of paper, and the scattered clothes. I’ve realized that I’ve Lost my self control for how many days, since… since she left me.
I threw the glass of wine beside me. I jumped out the window and ran quickly, not knowing where I was going. I was screaming while running until I reached the meadow. I slowed down. I stopped at the middle and fell down my knees, while whispering Bella’s name.
Unexpectedly, the rain started to fall. The raindrops filled my face with water, like I was crying. I really wish that those raindrops were my teardrops. The sky was crying with me. I looked up and screamed Bella’s name, though I know that she won’t hear me no matter how loud my voice was. And if ever she heard it, it will be worthless because she doesn’t care.
I continued screaming until I heard something. I heard footsteps behind me. As the sound became closer, I heard a soft sob. I recognized the sound. That was… That was…. That was….
I stood up and as I turned around, Bella was standing beside a tree. Her face was filled with raindrops, like me, it looks like she was crying. I ran to her hurriedly. I can’t help it so I hugged her tightly, afraid to let her go. I kissed her hair. I didn’t want to pull her away.
I felt her hands on my back. She hugged me back tightly. I missed her so much, it’s like its been years since our last meeting. She pulled away softly.
I looked at her, as raindrops running down our faces.
“Bella,” I whispered as I kissed her forehead.
“Edward...” she murmured.
“I’m sorry, forgive me. I didn’t wan – “
She cut me off.
“Shhh. Alice explained everything to me. I’m sorry I didn’t listen to your explan – “
“Its okay. Thank wewe for coming back.” I whispered happily. Its like the angels were rejoicing, the sun was shining and the stars were falling for us. I touched her face. I miss her face, her eyes, the way she kiss me, the way she hug me and the way she smile.
I pulled her tightly to my chest.
Without a word, I kissed her passionately and she kissed me back. I lift her feet off of the ground. As I kiss her, my hands were at her back, about to take her clothes off.
All of a sudden, she took my hands off of her. I put her down as our kiss ended. I stared at her curiously.
She smiled.
“I think we better go home, this isn’t the right place for that. Don’t worry, I’ll fulfill my promise this time.” She alisema happily.
I was glad to hear that words from her
I put her at my back and ran fast, as fast as I could.
We reached nyumbani in just a few minutes.
As we entered the door, I hesitated.
I forgot to clean the room. The vases were still broken on the floor. What would I say to her?
She noticed my expression.
“What?” she asked.
I smiled as I spoke, “Its nothing.”
She ran quickly to the room. I closed my eyes, ready for whatever she would say.
She shouted, “EDWARD!!!!”
I ran upstairs.
“I’m sor – “
I hesitated.
The room was clean, the vases were replaced, the kitanda was fixed, and the floor was tidy.
Who did this?
“Wow, wewe cleaned this? You’re unbelievable.” She muttered, observing the room.
I looked at the vases, to the shelves until I saw a piece of paper beside the CDs.
Inside was a note, saying:
Edward,
I cleaned it up. I saw both of wewe in my vision. I don’t want her to get mad at wewe again. Sorry, I explained everything to her without telling you. I thought it’ll be better if she knew the real reason. It bothers me so much to see wewe hurt. She loves you, she was just hurt. Hope wewe like it. The vases were from England, I bought them from Jasper’s friend. It’s expensive. Pay me back! Enjoy yourselves...
Alice
I looked at the back part of the paper. I saw an arrow pointing on the mti outside. I looked out the window. Alice was sitting there, smiling. I smiled back as I got a paper and wrote a big message, THANK YOU.
I showed the paper to her and she smiled.
She jumped down the tree.
I crumpled the papers and put them on the trash can as I realized that Bella was laying down the kitanda facing the drawer beside the bed, covering herself. I lay down beside her as I took the blanket off. She closed her eyes. I kissed her hair, her ear and her neck.
Finally, she faced me. I went on juu of her. As I kissed her lips, her hands unbuttoned my shirt. I rolled back so she was on juu of me. I rolled back once again and I was on juu of her. I took off my shati and I took off hers.
And at that very moment, I wish that it will never end, until forever.
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few dakika later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask wewe something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do wewe think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him kwa the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Wanyonya damu and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! wewe may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few dakika later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask wewe something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do wewe think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him kwa the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Wanyonya damu and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! wewe may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, wrap, upangaji pamoja it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, wrap, upangaji pamoja it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.