Ok people this is my first story ever! Dont laugh please! This is new moon from bellas POV after edward leaves her.I Changed it alot.
Its been 6 months since he left me in the woods after saying the most horrible goodbye in my existence. I want to talk to somebody but i dont know if i can au if i should eventhink about it.
Its Friday morning,im laying in my kitanda thinking if i should even get out of kitanda to go to school today. I have to cause i have a test in History ive been studying for. When i was done with my kuoga and got my keys i started my truck and drove to school trying not to see the empty space. I got to class in a hurry running past the empty spot.
I got in the door and foung angela sitting inayofuata to me. She was a very good friend.
"hay bella!" angela alisema with enthusiasm
"hi angela,whats going on with you?"i asked with as much tone as possible
"nothing much. Ive been watching wewe the past couple of months and i was wondering if wewe would like to help me go shopping in port angels tommarow?"
"yeah,sure,i guess we could go shopping"i didnt like going. reminded me too much of what i missed .I needed a girls siku out.
"ill see wewe tommarow.Ill pick wewe up at your house at 10:00am. Is that a good time for you?"
"absolutly" the kengele eventually rang and school was finnaly over. I drove out of the parking lot and started driving north on the high way. I was headed for the gorcery store when i decided to go for a hike in a place that brough back memories,a place that was my inayopendelewa but only brough zaidi pain. I got to were i need to go.I got out of the truck and started walking. I only made it about 1 mile when i realized i couldnt do this. it was to much emotion inside of me.
"i can't do this"i wispered to myself I half ran back to my truck and started drving to the grocery store only to realize that i had to pull over. I was on the side of the rode when my chest started to throb and that gapping hole in my chest grew bigger with betrail.
I made it back to the house within 4 hours and found charlie sprawled along the kitanda with a pizza box in front of him.
"Sorry bells i was hungary and i didnt know when wewe were coming back. where were you?" he asked kind of confused
"i took a short walk then headed to the grocery store to get ingredience for your chakula cha jioni, karamu but its too late. im going to bed, goodnight."
"Bella, why are wewe like this? He hasnt done anything for wewe in half a year!" He yelled
"Dad! I do NOT want to talk about this now. Goodnight" I ran to my room and got into my old sweats and purple tank juu for bed. I walked over to my computer to check my barua pepe from my mom.she wrot alot tonite. I turned it off and went to bed. The hole got alot worse that night as i fell asleep into the cold night.
That night i dream i was in the woods with Edward when all of a sudden i saw Victoris come up in front of us and takle edward and kill him.I woke up screaming into my pillow. Charlie runs into the room.
"Bella wewe ok?" he asked
"yeah dad i had a bad dream, again" i alisema almost out of breath.
"ok bella,goodnight" he left me in my room alone. i glanced at the clock and it alisema 4:30am. I laid back in my kitanda and rapped up into a little ball and fell asleep.
I woke shivering.It was 8:50 and i could not go back to sleep anymore. I got up and got a nice hot shower. When i was done i put on a marroon turttle neck and blue jeans. Walked down stairs, found a granola bar and grabed my koti, jacket and waited for angela to onyesha up.
Its been 6 months since he left me in the woods after saying the most horrible goodbye in my existence. I want to talk to somebody but i dont know if i can au if i should eventhink about it.
Its Friday morning,im laying in my kitanda thinking if i should even get out of kitanda to go to school today. I have to cause i have a test in History ive been studying for. When i was done with my kuoga and got my keys i started my truck and drove to school trying not to see the empty space. I got to class in a hurry running past the empty spot.
I got in the door and foung angela sitting inayofuata to me. She was a very good friend.
"hay bella!" angela alisema with enthusiasm
"hi angela,whats going on with you?"i asked with as much tone as possible
"nothing much. Ive been watching wewe the past couple of months and i was wondering if wewe would like to help me go shopping in port angels tommarow?"
"yeah,sure,i guess we could go shopping"i didnt like going. reminded me too much of what i missed .I needed a girls siku out.
"ill see wewe tommarow.Ill pick wewe up at your house at 10:00am. Is that a good time for you?"
"absolutly" the kengele eventually rang and school was finnaly over. I drove out of the parking lot and started driving north on the high way. I was headed for the gorcery store when i decided to go for a hike in a place that brough back memories,a place that was my inayopendelewa but only brough zaidi pain. I got to were i need to go.I got out of the truck and started walking. I only made it about 1 mile when i realized i couldnt do this. it was to much emotion inside of me.
"i can't do this"i wispered to myself I half ran back to my truck and started drving to the grocery store only to realize that i had to pull over. I was on the side of the rode when my chest started to throb and that gapping hole in my chest grew bigger with betrail.
I made it back to the house within 4 hours and found charlie sprawled along the kitanda with a pizza box in front of him.
"Sorry bells i was hungary and i didnt know when wewe were coming back. where were you?" he asked kind of confused
"i took a short walk then headed to the grocery store to get ingredience for your chakula cha jioni, karamu but its too late. im going to bed, goodnight."
"Bella, why are wewe like this? He hasnt done anything for wewe in half a year!" He yelled
"Dad! I do NOT want to talk about this now. Goodnight" I ran to my room and got into my old sweats and purple tank juu for bed. I walked over to my computer to check my barua pepe from my mom.she wrot alot tonite. I turned it off and went to bed. The hole got alot worse that night as i fell asleep into the cold night.
That night i dream i was in the woods with Edward when all of a sudden i saw Victoris come up in front of us and takle edward and kill him.I woke up screaming into my pillow. Charlie runs into the room.
"Bella wewe ok?" he asked
"yeah dad i had a bad dream, again" i alisema almost out of breath.
"ok bella,goodnight" he left me in my room alone. i glanced at the clock and it alisema 4:30am. I laid back in my kitanda and rapped up into a little ball and fell asleep.
I woke shivering.It was 8:50 and i could not go back to sleep anymore. I got up and got a nice hot shower. When i was done i put on a marroon turttle neck and blue jeans. Walked down stairs, found a granola bar and grabed my koti, jacket and waited for angela to onyesha up.
The reason why i haven't been able to write to much is because i have school, after school activites, projects, afternoon homework, and weekend work!! I know, it's crazy!!! but i have two major projecrts due, one in december, and one in January!!! So I know that wewe are thinking 'Well, other writers can write their stories and have zaidi work than me' The problem is that i can't focus on zaidi than one thing and i get weekly projects so that messes up everything!
As soon as i have time to write i will!! I penkey swear!!!! Thanks wewe for bearing with me!! wewe guys rock!!
Luv u,
Bella_Cullen902
As soon as i have time to write i will!! I penkey swear!!!! Thanks wewe for bearing with me!! wewe guys rock!!
Luv u,
Bella_Cullen902
Twilight Romances
Alice and Jasper they fit together like pices of a puzzle
Emmett and Rosealie the perfect couple
Carlisle and Esme the lifelong dream
Edward and Bella the Romeo and Juliet of life
Renessme and Jacob The match as it came to be
Twilight romances oh my oh me.
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Why me
I ask myself all the time why me
why did he pick me
he is an Angel
and i'm so averge
why me
how did I become this lucky
I can tell he loves me
and i don't know why
I wish he would tell me
au else I may cry
I'm so happy he can't die
My Edward My Edward
Why me why am I so lucky
Alice and Jasper they fit together like pices of a puzzle
Emmett and Rosealie the perfect couple
Carlisle and Esme the lifelong dream
Edward and Bella the Romeo and Juliet of life
Renessme and Jacob The match as it came to be
Twilight romances oh my oh me.
__________________________________________________
Why me
I ask myself all the time why me
why did he pick me
he is an Angel
and i'm so averge
why me
how did I become this lucky
I can tell he loves me
and i don't know why
I wish he would tell me
au else I may cry
I'm so happy he can't die
My Edward My Edward
Why me why am I so lucky